healing is up to u <3
tysm to tea team for letting me a part of this comp!! plsss go follow them here: https://linktr.ee/teateamdesu

(hey! what should i start this song with?)
(hey! start it with that!)

i think i lost myself, somewhere out there
but i’m finding it now
i’m feeling so much better somehow, yeah
and i don’t need your affirmations
im doing better without your foot in the door
i’ll get along without you waging your wars

oh and this time, i’m finally putting an end before i let it begin all again
and this time? i’m gonna stand with my word and not let you back in
oh and this time, i’m really letting you and you’ll be out on your own from now on
and this time, you’ll finally realize the damage you’ve done

you caught me talking to my walls last night
and the questions you asked have been eating me up inside
and i’ve been stuck in my head my whole life
so trust me i know what it’s like
and you said that you’re scared that nothing will ever stay the same and i said it won’t, but that’s no reason to hide away
if there’s something out there that helps you get up every day then you should chase it, no matter what they say

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venturing - i love my friends cover

even when they lie, i love my friends (cause i know they have to)
even when they leave, i love my friends (cause i know they have to)
even when they forget, i love my friends (cause i know they have to)
even when they neglect, i love my friends (cause i know they have to)

he gave me hope, i fell in love (and i thought i was the only one)
i wiped my tears and drank the blood (and i thought i was the only one)
the summer's brutal in Arizona (and i thought i was the only one)
and i'm fine with burning as long as i got to know you (and i thought i was the only one)

i love my friends

You cannot run, you can only burn.

Thank you to @ykscii for additional guitar parts

Face of Glass

DIGITAL ESCAPE
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cover: CYANBOY [https://on.soundcloud.com/kBphFkFoLnjTb16fhp]

花びらが落ちている 🌸˚˖⋆ + frayu0

OMG!!!! HAPPY CUMMER EVERYPENI🏖️👙! Sorry for the delay children😪, Papa PMC was busy.... getting busy😈😈🤫🧏‍♂️. But we're BACK😲and ready to continue serving up the HOTTEST🔥of the hottest tunes🥵to keep that sweat absolutely drippin💦💦. Our INSANE penis people from the illustrious PMC Dicksword Server™️(link in bro??!?!?!?!) have crafted⛏️💎up the most immaculate, squirt worthy BANGERS💦🔊for your listening enjoyment👂🦻. Now go wash those clothes kittens😿😿you STINK!!!!!🦨🤢

Per usual, our goated out of their minds PMC members took to action and to their DAWS for the 48 hours of July 11th to the 13th. That empty project file became their canvas to brush up the most DASTARDLY creations possible, and PMC VOL. 19 was the result🔥🔥. Enjoy our tunes as you speed down the highway with a bottle in one hand and a blinker in the other, cuz we movin' fast and we ain't lookin' back.

GAMMA RAY BURST - burst a nurst

title

i had a dream about you and wanted to remember it forever

out now via @teateamdesu flavors vol. 2

[lyrics:]

I can’t remember the features of your face
Or those plans we made, the ones that you called off
And we’ll laugh about the choices that I make
And we’ll talk things out, I’ll kiss you and then I’ll wake up

And I hope you’re doing fine
And I hope you’re sleeping well
Ask my friends just one more time
Cause I know that you can’t tell
What I’m thinking 
What I’m feeling 
If I’m eating 
If I’m sleeping 
If I’m leaving you behind

Cut me open
Bleed me out
Keep me secret
Shut your mouth
Choke on gravel
Learn my place
Dig me up and
Hide my face 
Decomposed
Start to fray
Call for help
catch a stray
severed contact 
To your distaste 
Always somehow
in your way

I’m just someone you could break
Cut me up, throw me away
Smoke and mirrors, I’m to blame 
Pay the price, convinced to stay 

Flowers bloom out of my face
Buried under bales of hay 
prized possession, earth reclaimed
Keep me secret, it’s okay

I’m just someone you could break
Cut me up, throw me away
Smoke and mirrors, I’m to blame 
Pay the price, convinced to stay 

Flowers bloom out of my face
Buried under bales of hay 
prized possession, earth reclaimed
Keep me secret, it’s okay

dream log

released as part of the Flavors Vol. 2 Compilation by @teateamdesu, out now

lyrics:
exhausted, i find my way through all these lines
i didn't even need to rehearse them

it's a tragedy, it's a comedy
the mask is a dual remedy
of all the things i feel 

i'm coiled up i'm burned down
i don't know much of what i say now
it's just verbs and directions

but i cant help
to feel this
relation to
everything that
i won't even stop trying

yet the caltrops are dulled down more than i thought they were
this future is lumens above, but it casts this blur
so i take my steps and, through these paths, reward will come
shiny golden riches, chalice of life, or a world to love

and who's to say it'll come back to me

and who's to say it'll come back to me
like an ocean wave 
tidal with atrophy
i see the motion
and i don't want to stop it, please
make every second count

i feel my brain pushing concrete
under my roots like i'm an oak tree
glowing ever so fervently
i don't want this ever to stop

i wake up knocking on the marquee
giving orders to no one
was it me all along
who was the one to call the shots
i call for shots
and i blur the lines
of who i used to be and who i will become
it doesn't make sense to me 

it doesn't make sense to me
with all of this past lives
where do i accrue all this energy

its a growth spurt and i am done with faking it

full comp (bc)

growthspurt

[lyrics]:

Going down a dark path it gets fucking lonely
Got a couple thousand people now you think you own me 
Put a bug into my brain now the scene is so free 
I don’t wanna waste time till I’m fucking nineteen 
Promise you I’m gonna turn my life around 
like I’m Queen Mim flying out the fucking ground
Standing ten toes down in a ghost circle 
I’ll running you round till I turn purple

I be crushing pipe dreams I know it’s upsetting
I am not your plaything, I am not your fetish
Can’t meet what I bring, yeah you’re fucking selling
Can’t see what I dream, i'm not fucking telling
Crown of horns ima turn into a monster 
Feeling like a bitch and my egos getting stronger
Going MIA I can show you how to wander
throw a whole project away like it’s sonder

I could crawl back
It’s a matter of your time
Talking to the locusts like I’m out of my mind
It’s a rebirth every single time that I cry
Choosing me first hoping that I see through the lie
I’ll grow my wings leave you behind 
I'm not your fling I’m not your guy 
I sew new seams and cut old ties
You set me free I’ll show you why

What’s my life right now cause I hardly been living 
I could write a whole song just to tell you I’m with it
Staying up for two days just to fight with my feelings 
Waiting for a text back while I float on the ceiling
Spent like three months staring at the shoreline
Like a re run living shit on your time
I could die tryna block out all the sightlines
If it’s not fine tell me fore I spill my guts 
Belly up and DNR I’ll fight my trust 
Sell me out and leave me just to feed that lust
Grow a fucking leech and then I spit that up
Grinding up my teeth until I blow that dust
I could live a lifetime I’ll be spazzing forever
Ain't nobody gonna stop me I don’t care what you sever
Tryna take what’s all mine yeah you think that you’re clever 
We gon let it pan out baby never say never

Mim, Queen of the Dragons

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GAMMA RAY BURST - burst a nurst

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