literally begging you to drop on spotify you’d make so much money bro

@ubicakrovi2008: check description, I added them now

I guess every time you close your eyes
You see me standing right beside you
Brush your hair from morning on
Wipe your skin til your tears are gone
I guess everyone just fucking hates you
Shattered words will end and break you
Cry to me while you sing along
Look at me while you get it wrong
Say what you said I heard you

I known you for a long time so I can't hurt you
And I don't want you feeling like I'm not okay
I tried to leave but not again
Looking at the ceiling of my room
I'm pondering, I'm missing you

Thinking of our conversations
I can't even think of things to do
You wanted me to stay but I don't wanna see it through
Rathеr be by myself but evеry time I close my eyes I'm seeing you

-crayon

close ur eyes - crayon

actual release date is - March 10 2025

I wanna live inside your home, but you're not in my range
I wanna grab you by the face and tell you that it's okay
Wish I could tell you how I'm feeling, but I feel too ashamed
I put the blame on you, but I'm the one that ruined my name

I keep on staring at the negative, the positive's fake
You keep on telling me you love me, but that's subject to change
About to tie this rope and hang it, cause it's written in my name
Ouuh, it's such a pretty day to go blow out my brains

I wanna move away and tell my friends goodbye
Cause I've been sitting in my filth, which makes it harder to try
Sometimes I wish that I was born in 1995
Cause then I wouldn't get the chance to even live this life

Not breathing, you're dreaming
I'm leaving, you're seething
All that trauma guess I never learned my lesson
I guess every song of mine is a confession

that bitch ruined my reputation

i wrote this poem about you listen you dont have a choice

i've been so sober

lyrics:
gonna take my life
on a cold december night 
there's no reason why
i guess it just feels right :P
i hope you miss my warmth
remember how you'd ignore
all my cries for help
and it got to the point 
where i no longer know 
how to express myself
how to express myself
how to express myself
how to express myself

kill myself, brains all on the wall
such a shame you ignored my call
you're so mean when you're talking to me 
really makes me wonder if you'll even miss me



cold december night

wifi skeleton - party (slowed down)

new verse for some reason also looped the chorus lmk if u like that

[Chorus: never goodbye]
I'm not who you thought I was
And I'm sorry for that
I could be who you want, I hate it
Pick apart all our tainted love 
Was the best, was the worst
Was a curse from above,
I-I hate it
I-I hate it
I-I hate it
I-I hate it
I-I hate it

[Verse 1: overtonight]
I hate that you're in my thoughts
'Cause I want you away but you rot in my brain, I hate it
That day we sat by the waves 
And we watched them in motion
As I was scared to kiss your face
I'm not what you want me to be
I'm a fuck up, a mess up 
And everything that there could be in-between
I hate it, I hate it so bad
I hate it, I hate it so bad
I hate to be on my own
I want a girl I can love 'til I'm dead in a tombstone

[Chorus: never goodbye]
I'm not who you thought I was
And I'm sorry for that
I could be if you want, I hate it
Pick apart all our tainted love 
Was the best, was the worst
Was a curse from above
I-I hate it

[Verse 2: kasynoto]
Picked apart I don't know what I said
Close my eyes, send the text
And now I'm sitting here I'm full of regret 
I don't know why I'm wishing my death
Bullets fly, say you're next
You wonder why I always hated it
Picked apart I don't know what I said
Close my eyes, send the text
And now I'm sitting here I'm full of regret 
I don't know why I'm wishing my death
Bullets fly, say you're next
You wonder why I always hated it

[Verse 3: ilyTOMMY]
I was happier watching cartoons
As a kid I was not prepared to see the world like this
Am I ugly? Do you hate me?
Am I worth it?
Can you fix me?

[Chorus: never goodbye]
I'm not who you thought I was 
And I'm sorry for that
I could be if you want, I hate it
Pick apart all our tainted love 
Was the best, was the worst
Was a curse from above
I-I hate it

(Extended) never goodbye - i hait it

Weird

thought this would be interesting to just put all together
why are there 4 features lol
OVERTONIGHT
KASYNOTO
ILYTOMMY
other guy i forgot the name of

never goodbye - i hait it ft. overtonight, kasynoto, ilytommy, echstacy


Wake up, stardust on your skin
Mirror smiles, let the day begin
Little brush, and the world’s brand new
Paint the sky with a brighter you

Every colour tells a story
Every shade a little glory

Champagne eyeshadow light me up tonight
Sparkle like I’m made of satellites
Glitter in my veins, I’m shining right
Champagne eyeshadow I’m alive in the spotlight

Science in your fingertips
Beauty born from clever tricks
Mix the art with chemistry
Turn the common into majesty

Confidence is coded here
One soft stroke and you appear

Champagne eyeshadow light me up tonight
Sparkle like I’m made of satellites
Glitter in my veins, I’m shining right
Champagne eyeshadow I’m alive in the spotlight


And when the lights go down
I still glow without a crown
It’s not the makeup it’s the truth
That’s always breaking through


Champagne eyeshadow kiss me with the shine
Silver dreams and gold around the line
Starry eyes that never fade from sight
Champagne eyeshadow 
Yeah, I’m beautiful tonight
Beautiful tonight 

Champagne eyeshadow kiss me with the shine
Silver dreams and gold around the line
Starry eyes that never fade from sight
Champagne eyeshadow 
Yeah, I’m beautiful tonight
Beautiful tonight 


(Extended) never goodbye - i hait it

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