I'll end up in a documentary
They'll talk about me and all my misery
Another troubled kid in the penitentiary
Like, why couldn't you just go to therapy
My addiction is so strong, but I love this girl I wanna change my ways for her, change my ways for her
Can't undo anything that I done to my last girl
Done to my last girl, I done to my last girls, oh

I'm dreading the day that it all comes out
They'll say I'm a sick monster and I never loved her
And she'll speak up on my documentary, and tell the world about all the misery
I can't pay her off, I'll be broke or dead
So just go on and tell the world that I'm fucked in the head
Oh, they deserve to know
They deserve to know
They deserve to know
They deserve to know

i’ll end up in a documentary lol

bossanova

nothing seems to get my mind off of death
I guess that you can say im just a little bit obsessed
Well Im already dead so tell me how to speed the process
I don’t deserve a damn thing except to be a carcass
I tried to be a good person but im so caught up
Everyday it’s getting worse man im so fucked up
i contradict all of my words but im so tired of lust
what’ll kill me first the drugs or a barrel to my gut

farewell cruel world i wont miss you

mixed & mastered by jayson sankar
prod neverl0se

wandering eyes
for you and your smile
girl it’s been a while
im running the mile
got wandering eyes
ill see you tonight
just don’t tell me lies
ill be waiting all night

ur blowing my fuse
my life’s an excuse
a poor one at that
why can’t i just be normal for u?
i’d do it over for u
my life is over for u
i got no closure from u

built my life on a tower of lies
i don’t got a purpose i just wanna die
hold my hand as i jump in the fire
know im codependent, it’s a double homicide
you should go and pick a side
you should go and pick a side
you should go and pick a side

wandering eyes >_>

torn apart

all prod. me, shoutout cherish for the verse

creek

standing too close to the sun

prod. sickboi

where are u at
all this time ive been searching for u where did u go
i can hear ur voice echoing off my fuckin walls
getting tired getting tired getting of it all
oh we cant no we cant keep our heads up straight
i know its hard but im asking you to look the other way
cus i dont want u to find out who i rlly am
goddamnnnnn
i was searching for you every single day
but i wasnt looking in the right place

i was looking in ur eyes then i blinked u disappeared
i was looking in the mirror
and i punched the fuckin glass
and i know ur tired of hearing the same shit again
but i cant express how much i feel lost without u here

searching

never goodbye - smile demo (looped)

prod sickboi

lyrics:

@sunflwrsxo
And I think I fell let down on your hair 
Do you really just not care? 
I feel so damn alone 
Need someone to fill that hole 
In my heart that you left since you're gone
And it wasn't your choice 
But it won't take too long 

@ripyurei
yeah youre going back and forth and i can tell that
yeah im in your head yeah i swear ill make you yell that
you know youre in love but i swear you know that im bad
you know you can tell but you always wanna call back
im the medicine to put you to bed
im the nightmare to run in your head
you know that im bad for you but you dont care
i know i would put you through hell but its so fair

@sunflwrsxo
I don't wanna make a sound
I don't care if you're not around 
It's so weird how we're strangers again
Especially now and even back then
(WAY BACK THEN)

@ripyurei
im so tired of you
youre so dumb and always assume
i want someone else or i hate you
truth be told i just wanna break you

@ripyurei @sunflwrsxo
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh woah
Ooh, ooh, ooh, woah
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh woah
Ooh, ooh, ooh, woah

you not me w sunflwrs

never goodbye - if i was

tulip

not never goodbye 
yeah yeah whatever

notice how there are like 2 albums worth of snippets? drop something

never goodbye - if i was

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