Name: never goodbye - i just don't understand demo by penumbra
Duration: 15 s
Description: y'know it'd be cool if u communicated absolutely anything at all

Im stalking you

LEAVE OR LOVE

coffin

healed (ft. Anji)

Lyrics:
why are you acting so weird
lets not be strangers
you will be my only girl ill fight off the danger
ill buy you some golden pearls ill treat you like treasure
why dont you hold me closer smell like some roses
you kept on poisoning me but you already know
give me a reason to not let you go
losing myself again you make me feel loved
lets talk again lets not let it end too many changes

we turned to strangers we turned to lovers
you gotta tell me that you love me first i cant say it first
i put in so much time just for it not work
i cant lie to your face baby im hurt
i remember the first day we met girl i put you right on my arms cus youre special
i want to change your love cus youre my treasure
i know the way you should love you just pressured
take my hand we run away somewhere theres a better place
yeah it took a lot of time to call you baby
you can text me you can call me if you need anything

you kept on poisoning me but you already know
why are you acting so weird lets not be strangers
you will be my only girl ill fight off the danger
ill buy you some golden pearls ill treat you like treasure

treasure with dazing

lyrics:

nobody knows my signs but me
you’re choking me out so it’s hard to breathe
you’re smothering me so its hard to see
if this is what you want then take it
why is everyone just fakin
and leave me heart out on the grass
everyone leaves my heart vacant
lookin for someone to fill the gap

im always there for someone
but whos right there for me
im always there to keep you warm
im your kerosene
im always there to hold you down
but whos there holdin me
i pray to god to hold me there
but how can he love me?
everyones so fake
everybody leaves then walks away
i hide my best, i cut my face
i try my best to never hate
i pray to god to hold my pieces up
theres no more i can take
i took all of the drugs i needed, to make my great escape
im asking god when will i go meet ya
just give me time and place
and he said that its not my time right now
just leave it up to fate
the screaming in my head gets so damn loud
i swear im not okay
im just venting all my pain right now
i just cant walk away
from this life i never had a choice to live

nobody knows my signs but me
you’re choking me out so it’s hard to breathe
you’re smothering me so its hard to see
if this is what you want then take it
why is everyone just fakin
and leave me heart out on the grass
everyone leaves my heart vacant
lookin for someone to fill the gap

lookin for someone
no one knows my signs but me
hold me down
someone to hold me down tonight

hold me tonight

y'know it'd be cool if u communicated absolutely anything at all

never goodbye - i just don't understand demo

"how to pretend" is an 6 track ep, which we put together in memory of a friend, who took her life. how to pretend, refers to the feeling of having to pretend you're something you're not. hopefully, you relate.

stranded

never goodbye - lose it all*

never goodbye - my therapist is dying (remix)

never goodbye - drunken*

peices

not never goodbye 
yeah yeah whatever

notice how there are like 2 albums worth of snippets? drop something

never goodbye - i just don't understand demo

penumbra

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