howaboutthat -_-

crawling
screaming
pleading
I cant believe my eyes

wish you
saw me
the way
I see you when I cry

I can't
help it
if I
I see you when I sleep

you hurt 
me so
so bad
my skins cut so deep

crawling
screaming
pleading
I cant believe my eyes

wish you
saw me
the way
I see you when I cry

I can't
help it
if I
I see you when I sleep

you hurt 
me so
so bad
my hearts cut so deep

its hurts

how about that

produced, mixed, mastered by me

@kiheir

i close my eyes and see your face because you’re so ingrained
i change my ways to let you know that we are not the same

take me back to the place
where i first saw your face
take your wings and fly away
you say yes, i say 

no, no
im falling apart
at the seams of our love

take me back to the start
your candy red lipstick on the side of my cheek

it was supposed to be me
no space in between
you’ll see me on the big screen
while your wasting your time


wait for me 
forging a red carpet would you walk with me 
in good faith i will turn to a profit 
and youll get everything that youve wanted 
and when my heart derails i walk with just trails and ive walked this path before 
and it leads to you shutting your doors 

you dont come out much anymore 
wouldnt trust me to walk
wouldnt trust me to walk 
with you 

youre only 10 feet but you feel so far 
and the distance kills me it feels so hard

candy red ft. kiheir

https://open.spotify.com/album/1BTcchD5ihEwwEBC4X4blM?si=CIDwsGVuRTy1uKvdsnF4Kg
prod me
i think the vocals are 2 loud i'll fix it later i think i dont know

cant go tonight, i know im such a loser
but ur so cute i got u saved on my computer
i cant wake up cause i know i can't pursue her
i wish things were good tonight , but for now ill go and cry

it's like wtv she said that hes just better
i think ill kill her but i wouldnt even remember

and do you even understand the role that you played?
and do you wanna hold my hand?
i know the answer is no, but it's better to take the chance

i'd kill myself but i'm too scared
i'd kill myself but u won't care
i'll look at ur picture all damn night cuz i won't be here in a year

cant go tonight, i know im such a loser
but ur so cute i got u saved on my computer
i cant wake up cause i know i can't pursue her
i wish things were good tonight , but for now ill go and cry

(ON SPOTIFY) saved on my computer

there are 2 versions of this song, one pitched up one pitched normally, why???

never goodbye - bible

(Cover by astroloxxy on ig)
@kaysnoto
youve been stuck in my head while im running ur world
ya im making the placements im playing you like chess
youve been roming the world for far too long
deal with all the hatred your facing all the stress 
you hate me and i hate you sometimes
Idk what to do like can i get some rest

@mistvale
you said love over lust since the start
but every time im coming through yeah your asking for sex
everything that you put me through i dont wanna play your games
you got me falling in love again 
you got me coughing out my brains

@kaysnoto
idrc abt nothin that said i do 
ya its hard to fuckin listen when you in that mood
and idrc abt breaking the rules
dumb young ones couldnt give a shit bout you
now im all your in head
and your all in my bed
and im losing my train of thought 
whats left in the end
am i better off dead i dont wanna just be a thought (almost passed tf out doing that) 

@mistvale
i could never ever change for you
cuz you know i fucked things up
and you could never ever change for me
cuz i swear your just a slut
i could never ever change(x2)
i dont wanna change for you
i could never ever change
i dont wanna change for you
everything that you put me through i dont wanna play your games
you got me falling in love again 
you got me coughing out my brains

@kaysnoto
idrc abt nothin that said i do 
ya its hard to fuckin listen when you in that mood
and idrc abt breaking the rules
dumb young ones couldnt give a shit bout you
now im all your in head
and your all in my bed
and im losing my train of thought 
whats left in the end
am i better off dead i dont wanna just be a thought (almost passed tf out doing that)

Bed Rotting on a Friday w/kaysnoto

w/ @requiem-for-you
prod me

i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now
i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now

you're in the past
that's why i can relax now
i'm done with that
was thinking of you till i pass out
what's the point
in cutting you some slack
you left me here alone
and you're never coming back

you're in the past
that's why i can relax now
i'm done with that
was thinking of you till i pass out
no point
in tryna get in contact
you're so void
of any sorta love acts

i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now
i don't wanna know 
if you're coming back cause
you're already gone
put you in the past now
it's all said and done
no point in going back now
i'm starting to move on 
i hope you come in last now

never goodbye - temple OS*

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