oh theres no spark in me
red eyes 
lost all to lotterys
theres not much thought of me
i die 
there wont be talk of me

oh i feel so ugly when i smile
havent felt good in a while

oh i need her all to me 
cut off her legs put them in my fridge

how can i leave i got friends to see
watching me when im out like cya!

i dont know what to do im stuck with this feeling
my consious is hurting
my body is bleeding 
walk out the party
with my head in a hoodie

and i thought my life was better of 
if i builled you

shitty rockout demo don’t listen to this

first time doing a song like :))

w @suicideinseptember // @anthony-298688611


love me as i am (feat SuicideinSeptember)

too far gone

hit by a bus

I recorded this for a label who are creating a compilation album with all the money going to support palestine ill put a link when they release it since its only on bandcamp

with the sun in my eyes,
temporarily blind,
in the light what will i find.
obscured by the light,
i can’t see but it’s not night,
and nothing’s alright.
with hope in front of me,
my mind still atrophies,
so what will i be.
nothing that i can see
i cant see past the dark,
because the truth is stark.
i’ll let time tell,
and right now it says its hell.

nothing is wrong,
it’s just taking so long,
and success feels like a con.
the measures don’t apply to me,
so how can i be happy,
that’s what i’ll never be.
but we’re forced to anyway,
and we have to every day,
strive towards a false goal,
and get sad and old.
the truth is a lie,
i follow and with no clue why,
but there’s no time to stop,
or you’ll lose to the clock.

confronting the truth

suicide bait acoustic

never finishing prob just trying new stuf
prod me

waste my summer in no time
ill leave this whole world behind
my life means nothing to me
2 more months its getting boring

next summer (demo)

Im not un retired im just like posting on this account sometimes when im bored OK???? DONT GET IT TWISTED Shoutout harley poe this is basically a cover

u dont understand where my mental is
dug up all the dead to find where heaven is
girl you're way too shattered to be sensitive
its numbing me
its all a dream
its all a dream

oh look at you
sitting there all alone
no reason to exist
girl now ur bleeding on ur wrists  
oh look at you
sitting there all alone
no reason to exist
girl now ur bleeding on ur wrists

never goodbye - more than jesus

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