Valentines day but im not pretty like you (feat kaysnoto, 14 days after February, and creepies)

And you never really thought
How it was all the way then
How useless you could be
Go ahead and tell your lies to me
Go ahead and Surrender your faults
Girl i dont want no controversy
Go ahead, delete your tweets

Go ahead and ill think of you
Go ahead and ill make it true
Explain the Bond that i have with You
And go ahead and explain the Truth

Never really thought it would come to this
Everything you got i really have to Resist it
Help me Man, my brain is in a fucking Drought
Feeling Numb everyday as I go sit and Browse

creds to shunosto on youtube for the beat

written and recorded after school on my last day of sophomore year

today was my last day of school but im too scared to grow up (ALL PLATS)

oh theres no spark in me
red eyes 
lost all to lotterys
theres not much thought of me
i die 
there wont be talk of me

oh i feel so ugly when i smile
havent felt good in a while

oh i need her all to me 
cut off her legs put them in my fridge

how can i leave i got friends to see
watching me when im out like cya!

i dont know what to do im stuck with this feeling
my consious is hurting
my body is bleeding 
walk out the party
with my head in a hoodie

and i thought my life was better of 
if i builled you

shitty rockout demo don’t listen to this

Nobody likes me
Even though i feel so free
I feel so lonely
I think i'll smoke some green

Everyday i spend on my screen
I'm so alone i got nothin to do
Why can't i talk, i got no clue
Its been so long since i spoke to you

I miss when the world was green
But now its so ugly
And I as i wander the streets
It'll be the last you see of me

this ugly world

too far gone

hit by a bus

never goodbye - pen*

never goodbye - more than jesus

never goodbye - lose it all*

losing myself

https://open.spotify.com/track/5vsoiAaSuXepEMtMNpR86V?si=49df14bef54943a7

prod spawncamped

never goodbye - pen*

penumbra

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