prod mp333


chaunes wtf is wrong with u?
i just couldnt lose
when i was with u
kno u love me too
but then u left
and told my friends
it felt the same
as being dead
i was so done for
know that its all for you
ur not a dumb whore
like they say in the news
im just a loser
who was nothing to do
except lie down all day
and write songs about you girl
fuck me up until im bruised
i kno u think im pathetic
i think that ur pretty cute
you think that i have a fetish
promise u im not that weird
i say that u gotta let it go
u whisper in my ear
"wanna overdose on antidotes?"
u were the one
for me my girl
message for u
just be yourself
just be yourself
just be yourself

be yourself

i love my family and friends <3


i hear them talk
alot
it kinda hurts
but nothings gon change
its not
lookin good for me
i took a shot
of scotch
to drown the memorys
of all i said
and got
but nothings ever perfect
and i desrevre it
all the hurtin
i really do it my self
ima servent

i try protecting those i love
and in the process i get bit right on the tounge
i speak for everyone but not myself enough
and everybodys gon know when its getting rough

and when i die i hope they tell you
that i loved you
im really sorry that i lost myself
i didnt mean to go repel you
or expel you
i try to help but it cost myself
tell me does it still imepel you
all i tell you
i keep it in but it cost my health
tell cry il meet him at the venue
then tell my nephew
that his uncle really loves him much

then tell my mother that i lover her
then tell my brothers
that their sibling tried to make it work
man someone go and tell my father
that it falterd
but that it never really even hurt
then someone go and tell my sister
that ill miss her
and that her brother leaves her all of his worth

to all the friends i met this year
dont you go and cry a tear
losin yall i fear
i love you all to death
but i couldnt find the words for it

to birthday stella man
i swear that yall fuckin earned this
to viv n cry man
i swear that yall the earnest
to zura cal and mist 
thank you for your service
yall help me tons
and im prayin that you learn this
to wntr justice man yall are fuckin perfect
i swear you all deserve the world man

oh you do

to those in my life - love may

prod tyson

and we could fall apart or stay and gaze at the stars at night
but lets not rush this part we could try this one more time

no more hurting, i dont wanna burden you
this distance hurts my heart
i gaze at your soul its too far gone
and this emptiness black as tar
im sorry i dont mean to burden
a hole in the ocean, this emptiness in my car
this infinite space in between us, in limbo, under the bar

and we could apart or wait and see how this plays out
your voice in my head its like the melodies dead, how many times ive cried ive lost count
cause theres no more hurting, i dont wanna burden you
this distance hurts my heart
i gaze at your soul its too far gone
and this emptiness black as tar
im sorry i dont mean to burden
this hole in the ocean, this emptiness in my car
this infinite space in between us, in limbo, under the bar

under the bar
this infinite space
this empty seat inside my car
we could stare up in space
one moment, in place
this distance hurts my heart

burden

misery

i don't know what the fuck i've been doing with my life
i'm fucking up with all the different things i try
i've just been so stupid i don't know what i've been doing
i just need a fresh restart on all these things i like
i don't really know what else to do, 
i'm all stuck in my silly ass life i'm through
these weirdos tryna hit me up, nah, i'm cool
stuck here all clueless like i'm the fool
fucked up life, got a fucked up situation
gotta keep doing this until graduation
then imma kill myself when i'm 21
i won't see a house, but by then i'll be done
i don't really see myself here next year
but god knows what, maybe i'll be here
my future to me really isn't that clear
but i hope this music shit is always gonna be here

i love halloween (prod. echoclinic)

bring the rain

The Chester Chronicles: What A Spooky Halloween!

Slasher Syndrome! (feat. hostile)

Trick Or Treat!

floral

finishLine

prod me

Sometimes the pain  
Is worth more than the wonder
Accept what you lost
And wake up feeling older

I know what you did
And I know what you said
Maybe someday I’ll accept that you’re bad
Take one good look at me
Tell me what you like

Sometimes the pain  
Is worth more than the wonder
Accept what you lost
And wake up feeling older

Wait a second
Just a second
There’s a part of me
That can’t pretend its
Fucking over
That its over
Im not a machine
Im a person

computer

i use soundtrap to produce all my music
idk how to use fl studios but i will soon 
(when i get it)

computer

people in her mind