are you going?

made as a part of the basement tapes compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz 
Lyrics: i was lying on floor of my parents basement
better than just on just lyin on the pavement 
i was so low i was underground 
in my head right where i belong

they said i was fucked in the head
cause sometimes i wish i was dead
well doesnt everyone, i dont know
i just wanna drink and i dont wanna go
when i think, nothing comes to mind 
am i dead?  or running outta time?

angels fill me with mercy
jesus dont desert me 

ouououuuuuououuuuouuoo

jesus dont leave us
jesus take mercy
i was running
i was running from the law
(As Sita endured the trials of fire, may our spirits emerge unscathed from the crucible of challenges, and, like Hanuman, let devotion guide us in leaping across the abyss of adversities with courage and devotion. "As Noah built an ark to navigate the floods of change, may we construct vessels of resilience, braving the storms of life with unwavering faith and the wisdom to weather the tides.”)

running out of time

A Mourning Lullaby from the Children of The Moon

Red Lobster

The World Without Logos

prod by freyaangel https://soundcloud.com/freyaangel
I could tell by the way u walk that I wasn’t rlly getting anywhere
I could tell by the way you talk and the way you style ur hair

I guess this is it hun, well I guess that it all always meant to be
I guess that this is done, we’ll be whoever we want to be

fix my heart with ur incantations god please let me be
i hear ur talking through the radio station please just leave me be

im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me
im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me

fix my heart with ur incantations god please let me be
i hear ur talking through the radio station please just leave me be

im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me
im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me


hate me

rubs me wrong

snoojqk

voluntarily chudded for life, social gatherings waste my time
youre not letting me drink, or if youre just boring
im getting out of there, seeing you smile is unfair
I dont want to be like you, I dont want to see what you do
though youre fine with me Im not with you, your presence depressed me through and through,
if Id choose rebirth Id wanna be you

oh it really sucks, the ones around me are retarded, 
oh I want to die, yet le miserable trip only started...
loser, alcoholic, yeah thats me, cry about it, though luck, thats just how I want it
my issue is your worry for me, and how really stupid you can be
Im not helping you with it either..

I dont really want you involved so yeah

voluntarily chudded for life, social gatherings waste my time
youre not letting me drink, or if youre just boring
im getting out of there, seeing you smile is unfair
Going to die alone, but by my own design, im not talking to you, im not talking it through
too stubborn hell yeah, cope about it, and when I kill myself, ill drag you with me to hell
oh it really sucks, it really sucks, Ill drink alone in the dark
another day, when you are away, another day, when you are away


are you going?

Siegfried Saga