are you going?

made as a part of the basement tapes compilation, artwork by https://soundcloud.com/fooolz 
Lyrics: i was lying on floor of my parents basement
better than just on just lyin on the pavement 
i was so low i was underground 
in my head right where i belong

they said i was fucked in the head
cause sometimes i wish i was dead
well doesnt everyone, i dont know
i just wanna drink and i dont wanna go
when i think, nothing comes to mind 
am i dead?  or running outta time?

angels fill me with mercy
jesus dont desert me 

ouououuuuuououuuuouuoo

jesus dont leave us
jesus take mercy
i was running
i was running from the law
(As Sita endured the trials of fire, may our spirits emerge unscathed from the crucible of challenges, and, like Hanuman, let devotion guide us in leaping across the abyss of adversities with courage and devotion. "As Noah built an ark to navigate the floods of change, may we construct vessels of resilience, braving the storms of life with unwavering faith and the wisdom to weather the tides.”)

running out of time

love will kill us all

traditional

railroad Bill, railroad bill
he never worked and he never will
and it's ride ride ride

railroad bill, so mean and so bad
whupped his poor Mammy, shot a round at his dad
one morning just before day

railroad bill, standing on the hill
rolling a joint out a 20 dollar bill
and it's ride, ride, ride

railroad bill took my wife
said if u dont like it u can take my life
well im gonna try railroad bill

buy me a pistol just as long as my arm
shoot everybody ever done me harm
i’m gonna ride ride ride

goin' up the mountain, to take my stand
.38 Special in my righteous hands
and its ride ride ride

goin up the mountain, goin out west
gonna find old willie put a hole right in his chest
im gonna ride like railroad bill

38 special in a 45 frame
drive some lead right through that fuckers brain
yeah its ride ride ride

gonna drink my whiskey, drink it and win
the doctor said it'd kill me but he didn't say when
and its ride ride ride

railroad bill

prod by freyaangel https://soundcloud.com/freyaangel
I could tell by the way u walk that I wasn’t rlly getting anywhere
I could tell by the way you talk and the way you style ur hair

I guess this is it hun, well I guess that it all always meant to be
I guess that this is done, we’ll be whoever we want to be

fix my heart with ur incantations god please let me be
i hear ur talking through the radio station please just leave me be

im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me
im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me

fix my heart with ur incantations god please let me be
i hear ur talking through the radio station please just leave me be

im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me
im screaming out please please please god  make her not hate me


hate me

rubs me wrong

voluntarily chudded for life, social gatherings waste my time
youre not letting me drink, or if youre just boring
im getting out of there, seeing you smile is unfair
I dont want to be like you, I dont want to see what you do
though youre fine with me Im not with you, your presence depressed me through and through,
if Id choose rebirth Id wanna be you

oh it really sucks, the ones around me are retarded, 
oh I want to die, yet le miserable trip only started...
loser, alcoholic, yeah thats me, cry about it, though luck, thats just how I want it
my issue is your worry for me, and how really stupid you can be
Im not helping you with it either..

I dont really want you involved so yeah

voluntarily chudded for life, social gatherings waste my time
youre not letting me drink, or if youre just boring
im getting out of there, seeing you smile is unfair
Going to die alone, but by my own design, im not talking to you, im not talking it through
too stubborn hell yeah, cope about it, and when I kill myself, ill drag you with me to hell
oh it really sucks, it really sucks, Ill drink alone in the dark
another day, when you are away, another day, when you are away


voluntarily chudded

trick r treat

wizzrobe.ogg

freyaangel and garden graves:
i dont wanna see the sun today
i don't wanna watch my soul decay
 am i dead or alive
kneel and beg for second chances 
But i know ill never learn to dance
will you take this dance
when I pass dont mark my name
just let the weeds cover where i lay
if i come back ill do it right, maybe ill sleep at night just know i still pretend,
thought this pain would never end
but every hand I try to hold
turns to dust and leaves me cold
tryna get it thru to make u see,
what the fuck u think ur doin girl
Im gonna hurl
i dont wanna hear the telephone
i just wanna die here all alone
was it ever real?
i feel the walls closing
on my fucking sins
, jesus forgive, 
and now i lost you and everyone else, 
and now love im moving foward
im moving forward now..

moving forward

In the morning jumping out of bed
leaving behind whats left of your soul in sleep
without the paper money you made cant be fed
and your duty calls, others may but you dont weep

but yeah, youre a wagecuck soyjack baby
you cant win without the money
plastic in your balls, its funny
jeff bezos or musk like your God

sold a dream, or rather a farce of one
in a manshion, culling souls like grim reaper
in a gazillion years thens time for fun
or if youre lucku as a street sweeper

but yeah, youre a struggle cultist honey
you cant win without the money
plastic in your balls, its funny
jeff bezos or musk like your God

I cant blame you for being so mindless
and if I wasnt insane id probably be envious
but seeing you now id rather have blindness
and to me youre quite rather nefarious
If id ever have picked up any of your likeness
id find that shit the scariest
and if youd were to show me kindness
in my mind I couldnt take you seriously

but yeah, youre a wagecuck soyjack baby
you cant win without the money
plastic in your balls, its funny
jeff bezos or musk like your God
but yeah, youre a struggle cultist honey
you cant win without the money
plastic in your balls, its funny
jeff bezos or musk like your God


are you going?

Siegfried Saga