Doin' The Mostest

Transient

Welcome to Lucy ✨
A future garage that i have been working for a long time!
Enjoy the track and vibe along ^^ 

Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/1bgpA7i9DAPpNgp3B9XJao?si=db948480e0184a13

Michi, Lucy. ❤️

Lucy (now on spotify)

Probably Most High Blessed

make this song as a "vent song"
(please understand).

stream/buy : https://zaran1.bandcamp.com/track/mentally-scared-to-talk
find me on : https://linktr.ee/prodzaran

perhaps any all of you have seen or not seen my very first description or status with the words "mentally scared to talk", i had to tell u the reason why.

yknow, i am a introvert guy who really hard to society with other people, just love being lonely, and also have a few friends that i can trust, a trusted friends.

but.. i have a lot question on my head. something like,

"am i deserve having a friends?"
"am i good enough for the other?"
"am i deserve to be forgettable?"
"am i too quite?"

and i was told i was arrogant when im not talk that much, like why? why im being like this.? am i deserve all of this...? i feel like i have to deserve it all.

looks, im sorry for not interact with yall, because im still scared or still in doubt should talk or not. like, i am can't be that goffy or even making a good joke. and too many apologies, make people feels annoying. i feel like i should disappear from this world already. this world is madness.

i think im not a enjoyable person to talk with. u deserve better friend than me. i deserve to be alone.

please, forgive me.

"why does it hurt so fucking much?"

(also if everyone think this is just a april fools plan, no. im so fucking done. im not even joking rn im serious i wanna to talk about my deep throught feelings).

mentally scared to talk.

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w/ @popilization tysm for the sample, he deserves more than he gets ♡
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if i find a way, would you walk it with me? (+popilization)

Never Give up, Trust Your Instincts. Blessed Be The Powers That Be. The Truth Will Set You Free.

Probably Most High Blessed

Zayuso