I don't know why but I can see you as a black metal songwriter

reads so innocent -- sounds so ominous   this is really cool Peter!!!

always makes me happy to see you still posting art, excellent work

Shadows looming behind the eyes, but Eloise’s aloof creativity is a reminder of the light behind the horizon. A relentless and creeping bass build the basis for a playground of intrigue. I am invited to join in on true and courageous creativity

You said to wait here again 
So this is where I am 
I’ll wait here for you 
Till I see you again 
I know that you’re watching me, 
watching over us 
You know that, I miss you 
And I can’t get over that
Can’t get over that
Can’t get over that 
No, I can’t get over that
No I can’t get over that 
No, I can’t get over that 
No I can’t get over that 
I know that, you’re far away 
But at least you’re better now 
I know that, you look down
And I will look up, to you.
I will look up, to you
I will look up, to you
I will look up…
To you…..</3

(Prod. lostcage)

Up, to You

We walked downhill
To the City of God
The way was steep
The gradient odd.

Down that hill
Steep and cold
Ever closer
To that city old.

Massive buildings
Shady paths
Puzzling signposts
No live hearths.

 
Walked along
Narrow lanes
Twisted into 
Strange arrays.

Everywhere
Empty halls
Empty windows
Empty doors.

Angelic names
Above the frames
Flower beds
Not maintained.

 
City of gardens
Now a mausoleum
For all those lost
In eternal dream.

At city’s edge
We found Paradise Park
Apple trees
An antique plaque.

Saying, here
Adam and Eve
Met a serpent
Whom they did believe.

And from here
They did depart
This was the straw
That broke the city’s heart.

City of God r0

Z-Pieces of Fears

Why the AI Race - You're Right // a That's Bizzare Take

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lyrics written and narration provided by fictionalive

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music felt, written, arranged, played, mix, produced, and provided by courtesy of That's Bizzare

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additional vocal arrangement, mix plus effects, fills, arrangements, and production by That's Bizzare - alla Grande! @that-bizzare

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original single drop by fictionalive
https://soundcloud.com/fictionalive/why-the-ai-race-youre-right

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tune in for the series and album here -
About AI and Us - Beyond Your Song // Why The AI Race: 7 tracks or more
soundcloud.com/fictionalive/sets/why-the-ai-race-about-ai-and

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artwork illustration by and courtesy of peter uertz, düsseldorf / germany

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fusion of it all -
fictionalive with the popoems series and the hyper media reports

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dropped
wednesday, october 1st, 2025
11:11 am central european time zone
the last quarter is open now -
prepare for winter

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Why the AI Race - You're Right // a That's Bizzare Take

Gradual Midnight

Mesyats

When Im out walking in the countryside I often look up & see The Common Buzzard that as made an astonishing come back.
The "comeback" of the common buzzard refers to its successful recovery as the most common bird of prey in the UK, after being persecuted by gamekeepers and declining due to pesticide use in the mid-20th century. Legal protection and a reduction in pesticides have allowed populations to rebound, and they are now found almost everywhere in the country. This recovery is considered a major conservation success story. 
So back to the idea of the song which was recorded June 2024.
Crows pursue common buzzards a behavior called mobbing to defend their territory. By harassing the buzzard, the crows try to drive it away from their nest site, which is a common defense mechanism for many birds. 
I can never understand why the powerful buzzard just doesn’t turn and take the crow out with it’s incredible sharp talons. 
The idea I have linked to dating and trying to free yourself from the worst  brief two dates of your life yet she still persists in pursuing the third one.
Chasing you down just like the Crow with the Buzzard.
Hope this makes sense as my imagination always tries to think outside the box with lyrics.
Conscience Of Kings gives you ….

The Buzzard and the Crow 

V1
Just like the scratches you left down my back 
There a reminder of our brief past 
I turn my  talons to be a  lethal assassin 
ever time I looked up that never happened 

Chorus 
You are the crow
Me I am the buzzard 
Fly away from me
My brief lover x2
It’s time to let me go
Cause I am the  buzzard 
And you, you are the crow 

V2 
The first night we met the  warning signs were there 
Sharing platter not shared you  got tequilaed and fell of the chair 
I gave you the benefit of  first  date nerves 
I anit saying what happened second date was  absurd 

Chorus 

Lead break 

Outro 
The carrion crow 
who just won’t let go 
As I try and fly 
into the open sky
Your in pursuit 
following my route 
The buzzard and the crow 
Is there something that they know 
That’s me and that is you 
It’s over we’re done we’re  through 

Original Artwork picture by Owen Brown

Buzzard & The Crow ~ Conscience of Kings

Said I wouldn’t reupload but I got a couple requests and that made me feel good so whatever

KISS OF KEROSENE 
last night I saw you in my dreams 
But you were leaving the way you always do it seems
I’m left with haunted memories 
Reminded of my failings 
It’s too late as leaves fall from the trees 

What to do when the heart is broken? 
Head won’t clear and my eyes can’t see 
Well I’ll send this devil back to the wind with a kiss of kerosene 
What to do when the heart is broken? 
Ears go deaf and these lungs won’t breathe
Well I’ll send this devil back to hell with a match and kerosene 

Tie you down in bed ,you wanted more 
Pinched, and bit, and bled, you wanted more 
Slapped your fucking head, you wanted more 
I’m so goddamn tired, you wanted more 
I just wanna hold you in my arms 
I just want you free and safe from harm 
Lie you down in bed, you wanted more 
Now I see you leaving out the door

KISS OF KEROSENE

An ode to the North! 🏔️❄️🌬️🔥🪨🌲 I've only recently discovered the fascination for Nordic/Scandinavian music! Plus my penchant for the videos of Jonna Jinton (Youtuber from Sweden) and my own connection to nature. I was inspired here, among other things, by the music of Gealdýr. (Also available here on SoundCloud and on YouTube). 
Huge ancient mountains, crystal-clear lakes where the ice forms into wondrous sounds (seen and heard in Jonna Jinton's videos!), crackling fire, biting winds... as if nature were saying in one omnipresent moment: HERE I AM!

upload: 18.10.2025

Portal of Fire, Ice, Rock & Wind

Der Himmel erhebt meine Seele

1. In the midst of passing hours
Eloise is drawing flowers.

Stitching rainbow-coloured themes
Running in and out of dreams.

Mountains high, rivers low
Eloise in a world that glows.

2. Eloise making up songs
Improvising as she goes on.

Future doors, windows gleaming
Endless steps into deeper meaning.

Wandering in the forest of good
It’s her favourite neighbourhood.

3. Eloise spins straw into gold
Reliving fairy tales of old.

Train goes by, a distant song
Across plains, sounds of a gong.

Heading for the open air
Heading for a moment rare.

Eloise v2 r1

Writer of prose and poetry since mid-1960s. Given an acoustic guitar in 1978 by long-suffering sister. Many songs produced that way. More recently, guitar skills all but faded, using GarageBand and Logic Pro to put words to music.
ps. The Bandcamp songs should be free to download. Please let me know if they're not.

Eloise v2 r1

Peter Grimbeek

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