Love Me So

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Yeah if i wanted u id let u know
But im a bitch so i wont let it show
Yeah you know im getting crazy over you
But pretty soon you’ll wanna leave me too

How much time is left
How much time is left for me
I dont know if im screwed
Trynna plant down both my feet
But it’s no use
Im trynna get right through u darling

I don't know what to do
Trynna get back on my feet
There’s so much left to do
But u got me on my knees yeah
Where’d i go wrong with you
Got so scared i made myself lose

Is it too late to take back
Everything we ever had
You always said "i love you"
But now im just too attached
“Chronically diseased”
Bitch u chronically need help
I dont know what to do cuz ur connected like my scalp

Yeah if i wanted u id let u know
But im a bitch so i wont let it show
Yeah you know im getting crazy over you
But pretty soon you’ll wanna leave me too

How much time is left
How much time is left for me
I dont know if im screwed
Trynna plant down both my feet
But it’s no use
Im trynna get right through u darling

I don't know what to do
Trynna get back on my feet
There’s so much left to do
But u got me on my knees yeah
Where’d i go wrong with you
Got so scared i made myself lose

How much time is left
I dont know 
how long i could last
Without u around

But if i wanted you id let u know i swear
If i wanted you id let u know i swear

Can i write down
Your ticket my dear

Cuz i dont wanna let you down i swear
Yeah i’ll never let you down i swear


how much time is left

the neuropeptide vasopressin in the brain is involved in the regulation of various social behaviors

I won’t break myself anymore
Cause I 
Wish you could see my view
From my eyes

Oh girl
I know it’s true
Give me a sign
To get over you

I think we were brought together
Chemically
Our bonds weaker and weaker

You don’t wanna see her face
Don’t go back to her place
Cause her halos gone
But you'll still write her a song

vasopressin

prod. junk (me duh)

Our time spent together 
Might as well been wasted time
And I miss you and I
But ask me in person
I’ll say I’m fine

Yeah I get fever
When I smell your perfume walking by
I see your face then look at mine
Comparing myself to your guy

Am I in
Your gravely line of sight
Every time I go to look at you
I feel a piercing from your eyes

And it comes in shocks
Yeah it’s no surprise 
I’m fantasizing conversations
Alone in my bed at night 

Yeah girl I speak the truth
Theres one girl I want
The one girl is you

Yeah and I don’t know what to do
You make confused 
Can you text me soon

fantasizing conversations

prod. junk (me duh)

@junkermail

Went the mall last week
And I got weak
When I caught
A glimpse of you
You had that
One shirt on
The one I bought
When we said
Forever

Girl you
Keep me blue
Even in the
Sunlight
I won’t choose
To stay by you
I can’t
Make a move
It’s suicide
I just want you
out my life

@requiem-for-you

I cant restore it
Its long gone
Cuz I'm so boring
I don't want u here by my side
But sometimes I just cant decide

(then he sings over the no drum part)

keep me blue w/ requiem

prod. me :p

I miss her face
I’m sorry I talk about her too much

I miss her smile
It sucks I haven’t seen her in a while

I miss her hair
Now I’m all alone and it’s no fair

I miss her
Being by my side

Remember how I want it my way
Thought I saw you out last Friday
I went to go run some errands
Saw a chick that had
Your type of hair and
I wanted to text you what I saw
But my phone wasn’t turning on
I should’ve took it as a sign
That you’re here at all times

Now it sucks
Cause summers over
And I moved away
Can’t get any closer
All I have are
Pictures of you and me
It’s a such tragedy 
I’m gone for good
You wanna hold on
I don’t think you should
Just keep memories
Of the times we had
If that’s enough 
Then I’ll be glad

tragedy

prod me
ngl i recorded this in one take 

@revivle 
do you wonder how ive been? 
if you want we can go back
to the place our eyes locked inn
maybe we'll hold hands again

i talk less since ive lost you
but when i talk its about you
my friends say just forget about it
but how can i forget about him

i cant pick up broken pieces 
love is still a game for two
tell me what i am to you

if i asked for honesty 
would you tell me that you miss me
or would that be too risky,
ru scared?

ru scared ru scared ru scared ru scared

ru scared?

prod. me

@bugs

i been getting money now im still by my lonely
maybe it wont be your hand that i end up holding
i just bought me the whole zip now i cant stop rolling
me and bugs yeah we went up cause we so devoted
you already went up once and nobody noticed
yeah lil boy stop with the bullshit stop the coping
one day they're all gonna pay all the shit they owe me
he thought that he knew me he knew the old me
you could only get so far with hoping
mom i put on this designer im not joking
label showed me this 360 they tryna hoe me
at the top im in alaska its cold and lonely
ya ya maybe it won't be your hand im holding
im tryna hop in that uber like where we going
yeah bitch my flight a delta not a boeing
he was talking way too crazy having a moment, okay ya ya

bitch we up in new york took a different route
and i move like 21 check my bank account
i dont even know why they trynna count me out
feel like izaya bitch im shootin at the crowd
i been tryna make a way but they always tryna doubt
i remember u from back then wyd now ?
we been movin different they running they mouth
pop a pill n i start trippin bitch i feel like house
im j tryna turn to somethin
they know how im comin
u address me like im nothin
pour it up my cup runnin
bug , im too busy stuntin
hella fkin hunnids
baby whats the point of runnin ?
please dont put no one above me
all i want is money
y she sayin that she love me ?
man that shit is funny
slum village - look of love is
in that whip we bumpin 
yea they like what im becomin
i been movin scummy

doubt ft. bugs

IM SORRY THE VOCALS ARE SO BAD !!! 

i havent been uploading because ive been trying to improve my electronic production! it has not been going well but im learning slowly and surely, please be nice to me.

pityparty (just4me)

these apartment walls are paper-thin
and i'd love to break out, but i'm still cornered in
(make it) easier for me, won't you quiet down?
(easy) 'cause when i'm tryna sleep, i hear every sound
(for me) i'm the only one hearing it somehow
(it's so) hard for me to fall asleep when it's so loud

sleep

Your brown hair means nothing to me now
Since I fell in love too hard
I won’t step foot back in your town

In Texas you won’t catch the moon going down
Cicadas in my ear and I hate the sound
I’ll mix some melatonin with my Nutella
Never thought I’d flinch at the name ********

You gave me a tour of your window when we got back from the beach

I know you liked the attention, you bitch, you cunt, you leech

I spent nights just seething on my floor
Was it that ridiculous I wanted something more

How happy were you when I wasn’t there
How many losers tried to catch you with their glares

You never answered how
Said you wanna leave the south
I would’ve gave up everything 
Just to get you out

You won’t hear this song
But you know I write about you
It’s been 4 years too long
And I still write about you

If I get dementia
I hope it takes you first
First love love love
That’s all that you’re worth

I hate your words
Every time we meet
You make repeat this verse

I wouldn’t say I’m traumatized
But good to hear you’re doing fine
Bye

how was your october 31st 2023?

i use soundtrap to produce all my music
idk how to use fl studios but i will soon 
(when i get it)

how much time is left

maes

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