beat and vocals by @requiem-for-you

u are the reason my heart burns so much
and u are the reason that i have these cuts
i cant seem to reason why ur out of love
i tried nothing but my best i guess it wasnt enough

requiem for you - you are the reason im this way

track list
1 i know where its going to begin
2 worms on the ground
3 flutter away
4 demo #1
5 demo #2

i know where its going to begin demos

lyrics: 
Am just in love
With a little bit of self-sabotage


I hate myself
I can never hate nobody else

Am i really the problem
I think i really hit fucking rock bottom 

Am a loser
And i really got to use her
Am top drug abuser

And i really got to use it

Any time you mention my reflection
Makes me hate my self image
Off my meds, my head's spinning

I hope you see
The way my blood pores down my fucking sleeve

Cuz i curved your name on my skin
I just wanna hold you hip
or maybe bite your neck

I know your gonna love it (x2)

im a fucking loser (prod helios)

in love with the feeling 
(prod. @prodxy1va & spawn)

manic w/ @prodpishogue

yearn w/ @holdmetillicry 
(prod. spawn)

if life's a dream, wake me 
(prod. spawn)

head full of lies w/ @osoarin 
(prod. noah birch)

fade 
(prod. spawn)

feelings mutual w/ @suicideimar & @sstrained
(prod. spawn)

past tense
(prod. spawn)

memorial
(prod. spawn)

just another day
(prod. catmom4)

just another day (prod. quinn)

alphie afterlife - i love to breathe you in with endeavour

the world keeps turning
if i were to die no one would give a shit
so i keep working at my fucking day job
stacking boxes and shit
and then we go out drinking
im with your freinds i dont know
you said that we would get along
i cant stop blinking my eyes are just closing
i wanna go to sleeep

day job end my life

Prod. sickboi

won’t you go away? I can’t look at your face now
I live in my brain but I can’t find a way out 
Everyday’s the same, I’m so stuck in my ways now 
Washed up by the waves, they found her by the lighthouse

Stuck in my bed, each word in my head plays over again 
And over again 
Wish that I said “I wish you were dead and we’re over again”
And over again

we’re never gonna change

lyrics:
I fell in love with youuuuuu

it hurts to see you goneeee

I wish I saved your lifeeee

my heart died last December

I couldn't save your life

ive had enough of life ill kiss her forheadand walk into the nightt#

you made me realize

everyday i wake up i wanna die
im cutting myself i can see the inside
when im forced to be awake im thinking about sleep
and whenever im dreaming im thinking about dying
i hope i dont wake up this time
scars on my body i wish i could rewind
playing over and over the fantisy in my head
9 times out of 10 it ends with me dead

rewind - ponyo

i crave a cig that smells like your hair
you say its weird but this lifes not fair
ill die here and you just dont care
you just worry about what happens next
i dont wanna die but god keeps taking me away
and i know ive been through pain i dont wanna stay
doctor said your lifes so fucked up but you did it to your self
cus you're sad about a whore

just another day (prod. quinn)

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