in love with the feeling 
(prod. @prodxy1va & spawn)

manic w/ @prodpishogue

yearn w/ @holdmetillicry 
(prod. spawn)

if life's a dream, wake me 
(prod. spawn)

head full of lies w/ @osoarin 
(prod. noah birch)

fade 
(prod. spawn)

feelings mutual w/ @suicideimar & @sstrained
(prod. spawn)

past tense
(prod. spawn)

memorial
(prod. spawn)

just another day
(prod. catmom4)

fade

past tense

head full of lies w/ osoarin

manic w/ casper's pishogue

in love with the feeling

yearn w/ holdmetillicry

just another day (prod. quinn)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5Q5MnNcn0pzCwdz8xM4ON7

feelings mutual w/ @logout & @sstrained
(prod. spawn)

feelings mutual w/ curseaugust

lie to me (with spawncamped)

balenci #clone

iydl - qui9t

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spawncamped/if-only-you-knew/

if only you knew

produced by caspers pishogue 
mixed by spawncamped
cover art by nosir

@spawncamped
only time will tell
if you even care
i know you don't but i pretend
i'll take these memories back
waiting for the day you text back
i don't think i even deserve my ex back
just put an end to my ways
and my twisted games
i'm the one to blame
and its not okay
@samcatcher
(and i hear you inside my head)
(laying in my bed but not getting rest)
(doctors on the phone saying i'm depressed)
(i just wanna get this off my chest)
kill me if you want, i'd rather die in your arms
i'm swerving and shit, i think i might crash the car
don't know where i'm going, but i'm tryna go far
watch you leave the house while i'm hiding in the dark
feeling stuck in my ways, i think i might blow my brains
i know i said i would change, but i'm just too fucking lame
feeling stuck in my ways, i think i might blow my brains
i know i said i would change, but i'm just too fucking lame

stuck in my ways (with spawncamped)

changing

#GOTHCANNIBALS

gone, i aint even think to believe you
fuck, i just wish that i couldve seen you
up, dressed in all the shimmers and heels
but luck it wasnt on my side, and i havent healed
wish that you never left that day,
i been stalking since and i aint goin away
so dont look around the corner, no not my way
im always hiding in the shadows just to see your face
i wanna carve off your expressions just to wear them myself,
and ive been waiting ever since the day you told me "oh well"
id take a hacksaw, to your throat and take your corpse as a grail
and then ill cherish the fact, i heard your last exhale
gone, i aint even think to believe you
fuck, i just wish that i couldve seen you
up, dressed in all the shimmers and heels
but luck it wasnt on my side, and i havent healed
gone, i aint even think to believe you
fuck, i just wish that i couldve seen you
up, dressed in all the shimmers and heels
but luck it wasnt on my side, and i havent healed

i stalk babysitters and kill them

i told you i hate you, i regret it
you moved on fast, i dont get it
ive been tryna talk but you dont listen
you said we’re done but im still wishin
and idc what your friends been sayin
they call you bad news but im still stayin
you said it wasnt workin
now im overthinkin, hurtin

i dont wanna be a burden
i dont wanna be a burden :c

i told you i hate you, i regret it
you moved on fast, i dont get it
ive been tryna talk but you dont listen
you said we’re done but im still wishin
and idc what your friends been sayin
they call you bad news but im still stayin
you said it wasnt workin
now im overthinkin, hurtin

i overthink like an idiot

i break things i touch
i cant fix shit
every word i say
sounds so fucking twisted
u still call me when ur heart feels sick
and i hate that i kinda miss it

if u left i'd probably lose it all
and still act like it’s my fault

im pathetic i know that
u still see good where i see black
u say love but it feels like trap
and i crawl right back

maybe im too gone to fix
maybe u just love the risk
maybe im just sick of it
but i’d still die for one last kiss

im a pathetic loser

November Scene

oh maybe,
would you be in love with me?
ba- baby,
you don't even wanna see me lately
are you really trynna drive me crazy?
now i'm only waiting on you.

guess I want it after all
my clothes are soaked in aperol
so let me know when you've had enough
i'll swallow it down when it's through my skull
one more time
why the hell are you so hard to please?
maybe I should fall for someone else
and maybe time off is what I need

oh maybe,
would you be in love with me?
now baby,
you don't even wanna see me lately
are you really trynna drive me crazy?
now i'm only waiting on you.
oh maybe,
would you be in love with me?
ba- baby,
you don't even wanna see me lately
are you really trynna drive me crazy?
now i'm only waiting on you.

baby, that's why I hate myself
wish I was someone else
I died at half past twelve
did you even notice?
I'm ready now to run it back,
and you,
didn't even know it sounds like that.
but you found a way to turn around and spit it back
and you found a way to turn around and spit it back.

now,
one more time
why the hell are you so hard to please?
maybe I should fall for someone else
and maybe I love your harmonies

oh maybe,
would you be in love with me?
now baby,
you don't even wanna see me lately
are you really trynna drive me crazy?
now i'm only waiting on you.
oh maybe,
would you be in love with me?
ba- baby,
you don't even wanna see me lately
are you really trynna drive me crazy?
now i'm only waiting on you.

drive me crazy

archive for iydl

yea i got permission lol he's my friend ^-^

@excruciable 
Following Blame Members Only

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(𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒏)

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