beat and vocals by @requiem-for-you

u are the reason my heart burns so much
and u are the reason that i have these cuts
i cant seem to reason why ur out of love
i tried nothing but my best i guess it wasnt enough

requiem for you - you are the reason im this way

track list
1 i know where its going to begin
2 worms on the ground
3 flutter away
4 demo #1
5 demo #2

i know where its going to begin demos

lyrics: 
Am just in love
With a little bit of self-sabotage


I hate myself
I can never hate nobody else

Am i really the problem
I think i really hit fucking rock bottom 

Am a loser
And i really got to use her
Am top drug abuser

And i really got to use it

Any time you mention my reflection
Makes me hate my self image
Off my meds, my head's spinning

I hope you see
The way my blood pores down my fucking sleeve

Cuz i curved your name on my skin
I just wanna hold you hip
or maybe bite your neck

I know your gonna love it (x2)

im a fucking loser (prod helios)

in love with the feeling 
(prod. @prodxy1va & spawn)

manic w/ @prodpishogue

yearn w/ @holdmetillicry 
(prod. spawn)

if life's a dream, wake me 
(prod. spawn)

head full of lies w/ @osoarin 
(prod. noah birch)

fade 
(prod. spawn)

feelings mutual w/ @suicideimar & @sstrained
(prod. spawn)

past tense
(prod. spawn)

memorial
(prod. spawn)

just another day
(prod. catmom4)

just another day (prod. quinn)

alphie afterlife - i love to breathe you in with endeavour

the world keeps turning
if i were to die no one would give a shit
so i keep working at my fucking day job
stacking boxes and shit
and then we go out drinking
im with your freinds i dont know
you said that we would get along
i cant stop blinking my eyes are just closing
i wanna go to sleeep

day job end my life

lyrics:
I fell in love with youuuuuu

it hurts to see you goneeee

I wish I saved your lifeeee

my heart died last December

I couldn't save your life

ive had enough of life ill kiss her forheadand walk into the nightt#

you made me realize

everyday i wake up i wanna die
im cutting myself i can see the inside
when im forced to be awake im thinking about sleep
and whenever im dreaming im thinking about dying
i hope i dont wake up this time
scars on my body i wish i could rewind
playing over and over the fantisy in my head
9 times out of 10 it ends with me dead

rewind - ponyo

i crave a cig that smells like your hair
you say its weird but this lifes not fair
ill die here and you just dont care
you just worry about what happens next
i dont wanna die but god keeps taking me away
and i know ive been through pain i dont wanna stay
doctor said your lifes so fucked up but you did it to your self
cus you're sad about a whore

just another day (prod. quinn)

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