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(@violetxx9)

(@4maya)
i got cuts all down my sleeve
promise me that you wont leave
dont leave me
i love so much pls believe me
yours tears fall like rain drops from the sky
hate being sentimental
so im getting high
jus to leave the past behind
watching all our memories fade away
now i feel the pain reside
and i feel the light shine
from deep inside
when nothings going right
i always find myself
going deeper and deeper
and now everythings out of sight
feel my breath fade in the distance
now ur gone and i really miss ur presence
synthetic skin oh ur perfect like pearlescent
my pain makes me feel whole
try my hardest but whats the end goal
i stride for my purpose baby thats my goal
thats my goal

(@h3artch3rades)
hide my heart under my sleeve
so that you wouldn't see
i know it's hard to sleep
when someone's not by your side
you're giving your all to me
and putting your arms on me
and giving me what i want
can we make it through the night

you keep your eyes on me
your hearts pulled me to and fro
if i realize it's over
i just might never go
you just might never see this
you just might never know
you just might never notice
what it was you meant to me

need you to show love
can you show love
need you to show love

your love forever after
but we found it the hard way out
i saw it on you
yeah it's written all over your face
it was so surreal
it was so surreal
it didn't even feel real when you told me

synthetic skin w/ h3artch3rades (violet)

with @sennaiidesu
#swagclique @swagclique
yea i thought i had it all from the start
guess that i was wrong
knew that when you teared out my heart
it'd all be gone
walk up in the store with my bros
we get what we want
walk up in the function lookin clean they all know what im on
hoodie vetements
pants dont remember them
way too many ties on me think i need to sever them
shirt match the belt when i walk up in the residence
if i seen ur pretty face before then id remember it
btch im 2 swag dunno y u thought otherwise
japanese my denim btch my pants im rockin NUMBER (N)INE
heard that he was talkin on my guys well he get crucified
aint no ressurecting when we comin thru n take ur life

@sennaiidesu
dont even wanna knowww
heart stuck on the hard times, i had to let gooo
guess i shoulda known i'd be better off aloneee
cant believe you'd do this to me
your words felt like daggers, yeah, they cut me too deep
been up for like hours tryna understand the reason
surely you can reason that you got me tweakin
yeah, im still breathin, but my heart is barely beatin
atleast we made it this far
but it came with change, i dont know what we are
forgave your mistakes, dont wanna be apart
tired of this heartache, can we just restart?

start over ft sennai (lati)

@1luvpurp @jxyy2k

https://open.spotify.com/track/5yOEIt9uBZCvK8Ebt4CSxy?si=d36b74c5b528473e 

A new chapter ❤️‍🩹📝,

promise you showed
now it's getting hard to digest that it's all over
i cannot look back
i let go of what we had

baby i, i still feel you inside my heart
i still feel you inside, but this time it feels wrong
now i'm desperately trying to keep it together
i keep my calm while it's all falling apart

now i can't feel a thing
look at what you did to me
hope you know i tried so hard 
it's for you i bleed
i even tried to forget
how you put me through torment
you found your way back into my head

i didn't know that love could feel so wrong
my skins getting cold
i know you want me to hold on
but i gotta leave, i gotta go
i won't fall for any of this anymore

i can't help but wonder what it could've been like
if that was the real you this whole time
after it goes under, i hope you look forward
i still care for you even though you lied

ALL PLATS

keep my calm (luvpurp & jxyy2k)

@outfed
prod w0kki + weslie
run away got this chop in the safe
missing her ive been crying everyday
got no time
got no time
rewind finna play it everyday

we go fucking watch
got the drop on the low
god you texting missing me, but you acting like a hoe
see stars when i walk up to the store
bitch its hella beautiful outside
like you know?
do you know
ive been crying in my room all alone
i dont wanna talk get the fuck up off my phone
and my shawty hella bad like i just miss her 
fuck this show

fuck em up
ive been sipping mud
i be sipping wock drank
got me leaking blood
any bitch that wanna try me, might just blow em up
got this k i keep it close up in the fucking club
fuck them dirty fucking scrub
i dont fuck with fucking love
trying everyday
i just miss her whats my fucking luck
lying bitch you fake
you a liar you a fucking pub
wanna be all alone in a fucking rug

bloods on my door
i cant take these fucking shots anymore
i cant take a fucking round to my head leaking gore
i be feeling fucking dead
got some blood on the floor
she dont love me anymore

she dont love the way i look
said shes been misunderstood
said she hate the way i talk
but she looking like a thot
and she walking like a bot
i swear she built like a bop
i been taking all these shots
got this drac i might just rot

@outfed
dont lie
ik u missing wut we had
but at the same time
id nvr fkin take u back
n thats just life
ima make my fkin bag
n its nun light
yea u can watch me fuck it up
girl i cnt lie
it was u that fucked it up
the whole time
n its day after day
made a bag twice
n all the things u say yea
they all fuck me up but ill b fine

no one toppin us
no one toppin us
u been sippin tose
we been droppin tuss
quick deposit at the bank
money run it up
n it aint no slowing down we still goin up
no one toppin us
no one toppin us
u wanna touch sum guala hang wit us
quick deposit at the bank
money run it up
money way 2 big 2 fkin hold

we go fucking watch
got the drop on the low
god you texting missing me, but you acting like a hoe
see stars when i walk up to the store
bitch its hella beautiful outside
like you know?
do you know
ive been crying in my room all alone
i dont wanna talk get the fuck up off my phone
and my shawty hella bad like i just miss her 
fuck this show

leaking w/alt0 (w0kki + weslie)

@violetxx9 <3

i never thought it would end like this
i never thought it would end at all
ill try to come to terms with it again
i never thought we would cry like this
i never thought we would cry at all
ill try to come to terms with it again

i fucked my life up
wasted time and empty smiles
i know things cant be the same
but thats alright though
thats alright though
i fucked my life up
wasted time and empty smiles
i know i cant turn the time back
ill still try though
ill still try though

you said you loved me do you though?
burning heart in the freezing cold
lovesick, you're the antidote
homesick everywhere i go
without you i don't have a home
theres a hole in my soul
you don't call anymore
passed out on the floor
its the same thing everyday
heart hurts, heavy weight
cant feel, not anything
i need another chance

need another chance
fell into your eyes it was just a glance
you can keep my heart i don't want it back
i heard every word but didn't understand
i still try to come to terms with what you said
whats a soulmate but my other half?
whats a soulmate but the one i lack?
if i heard you calling id be running back

don't touch me there it hurts
don't touch me there it hurts

i miss u prod violet & mental

@kggn
@angelicxmei

notes// 
kuru sent this back after 15 mins

kuru - who2b prod mei *exclusive*

forget you (prod me)

prod @pyu

https://youtu.be/Fwjm2MZyiLE?si=CUawJfZRfG6QZAws

https://open.spotify.com/track/4D8yDa7yUp7ldymOf0jYDc?si=54333e69903c4f51

baby i still see you
tell me do you see me ? 
suicide pact love
i’ll watch you from my grave love
dancing in the rain
hold me dearly until my body drops
i know you want to
be there when my time’s due
i could be your doll
you put your needles through me
sew my skin up like yarn
i wouldn’t even bleed
let you pick me apart
change me for your preference 
make me your work of art
get rid of imperfections 

whatever you want i’m on it
girl it’s not a problem 
treat me like a decoy
trap me in my coffin
i need to get out
i need to get out
just want you around 
that’s without a doubt

just me and her
that’s what i would prefer 
i be crying on my own
until my whole room hurts
she knows i’m a loser
and that i don’t want her to go
if you die i’ll be waiting 
waiting for my turn

spotifyyyy

until my body drops (meta) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC*

@jkjmetasco
@rewind214

u n me tgthr yet
feel u at my fingertips
pour up and i reminisce 
abt what we coulda been
kick me down but i cant feel it yet
i dont wanna get up
i don wanna leave ya
so ill stay w this stake in my heartt
ill do it all for u
tell me what i gotta do
i been fucked up lately
this life ain one id choose
id change it all if i could
ya i would
haha i cant
all on me its too much
but ill play my part

change ft jkjmetasco (rewind)

https://open.spotify.com/album/6BQzb0xgjjUHT1czBPUX0p?si=ecuRAP7yTCWs5lx7YcndAw

@neohnq @yashio20k @zixdown

bless me if i take that
consider it your payback
it’s better if you stay back
gotta show love to my neighbors
ink up on a page
close the gashes with a stapler
tie a noose up when i don’t know what to name her
your pony in my stable
pink cutters for your cable
hanging up my halo
do it when i say so
hide my ashes underneath the table

i’m right here for you but you think it’s nonsense 
devine tears when i’m crying for my prospects
through the window, your cigarette, please pass it
i know a little magic, but the outcome might be tragic
i’ll treat you like gymnastics 
posies in a basket
do it it’s a classic
they won’t understand it
even with a clear view
i really thought i know you
looking through the rear view 

bless me if i take that
consider it your payback
it’s better if you stay back
gotta show love to my neighbors
ink up on a page
close the gashes with a stapler
tie a noose up when i don’t know what to name her
your pony in my stable
pink cutters for your cable
hanging up my halo
do it when i say so
hide my ashes underneath the table

lips so fine, i wanna kiss it
crashing thoughts, they got me drifting 
the way it’s snowing, you’d think it’s christmas 
it’s the afterlife sitting in my wishlist

bless me if i take that
consider it your payback
it’s better if you stay back
gotta show love to my neighbors
ink up on a page
close the gashes with a stapler
tie a noose up when i don’t know what to name her
your pony in my stable
pink cutters for your cable
hanging up my halo
do it when i say so
hide my ashes underneath the table

write this in ink (neohn + yashio + zixdown)

@decago
@1akura

can u teach me how to love when im afraid of it all i
dont have the words on how to say it at all i
wish i could see your face and say its alright i
this back and forth i swear its always a fight i

yeah i could never fight you
we say the same things it was all to spite you
i dont even like you 
lie and i see right thru
i just wanna turn this around baby follow me now

so go, tear me apart
maybe this season we can restart
i just wanted all of you
baby lets just see this thru

i cant help but wonder if i do the right thing maybe i could see you this whole time
yeah i know its time to move on but i cant get out my mind

can you teach me how to love when im afraid of it all i
dont have the words on how to say it at all i
wish i could see your face and say its alright i
this back and forth i swear its always a fight

i cant help but wonder if i do the right thing maybe i would see you this whole time
yeah i know its time to move on but i cant get out my mind

write this in ink (neohn + yashio + zixdown)

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