not enough prod me

(prod. @sshinju @veilonme)
(artwork picture @fozo2)

i'll give it a try
cause i'm the type of person, that you'd rather avoid
distant to the noise, acting paranoid
all my feelings are becoming chemical
trust is a mistake, life is cynical
see how i'm acting, snorting panadol
ran out my script, i got an analogue
you want my heart that's sum you can't afford
shattered to pieces where our love has gone
put on the gloves nobody has to know

i just rather deadstare the void
cause life got me truly annoyed
hit my glass and turn off the noise
why are you acting like it ever meant anything?
i guess i never fixed it..
do you feel me getting distant?
i'm at a point of crashing
as i really bring in nothing

cause i'm the type of person, that you'd rather avoid
distant to the noise, acting paranoid
all my feelings are becoming chemical
trust is a mistake, life is cynical
see how i'm acting, snorting panadol
ran out my script, i got an analogue
you want my heart that's sum you can't afford
shattered to pieces where our love has gone..

Panadol (@sshinju @veilonme)

mixed n mastered by me 
prod @3lifez

lyrics
thousand:
thousand dollar jeans, ion kno the name yuh
that boy lvl 1 need to play the game yuh
grab a powerup, powerup, i lvl up
scoring 2 much, im like giannis wit the bucks no
wit my fucking bros, hell nah, we give no fucks no
talkin all ts, it could get u punchedUp no
feel like lil tecca, yea that nigga outta luck no
cnt fw tht bitch, hell yea, im like yuck bro 🤮

swear i love my denim, i do my dance innem
nd yea i love my denim, i put my racks innem
i get the bag, i getem
my bros, cnt fw em
cnt fuck wit a fuck nigga
im like who u touched nigga

thousand (p. 1koir)

https://open.spotify.com/album/6BQzb0xgjjUHT1czBPUX0p?si=ecuRAP7yTCWs5lx7YcndAw

@neohnq @yashio20k @zixdown

bless me if i take that
consider it your payback
it’s better if you stay back
gotta show love to my neighbors
ink up on a page
close the gashes with a stapler
tie a noose up when i don’t know what to name her
your pony in my stable
pink cutters for your cable
hanging up my halo
do it when i say so
hide my ashes underneath the table

i’m right here for you but you think it’s nonsense 
devine tears when i’m crying for my prospects
through the window, your cigarette, please pass it
i know a little magic, but the outcome might be tragic
i’ll treat you like gymnastics 
posies in a basket
do it it’s a classic
they won’t understand it
even with a clear view
i really thought i know you
looking through the rear view 

bless me if i take that
consider it your payback
it’s better if you stay back
gotta show love to my neighbors
ink up on a page
close the gashes with a stapler
tie a noose up when i don’t know what to name her
your pony in my stable
pink cutters for your cable
hanging up my halo
do it when i say so
hide my ashes underneath the table

lips so fine, i wanna kiss it
crashing thoughts, they got me drifting 
the way it’s snowing, you’d think it’s christmas 
it’s the afterlife sitting in my wishlist

bless me if i take that
consider it your payback
it’s better if you stay back
gotta show love to my neighbors
ink up on a page
close the gashes with a stapler
tie a noose up when i don’t know what to name her
your pony in my stable
pink cutters for your cable
hanging up my halo
do it when i say so
hide my ashes underneath the table

write this in ink (neohn + yashio + zixdown)

@bodygaard // @poorconnection
//
lyrics:
feeling like shit so i might as well quit
depressions a monster he aint give a shit
he towers above you like youre a lil kid
he eats you alive like its suppertime bitch
believing the words that he whispers to you
how could he lie when these voices are true
i sit on my bed as he laughs at my pain
relentless the beast that wont let me escape
he keeps me in hell where i cannot be seen
im praying to god let this all be a dream
i havent seen my friends in days
the devil always told me that they would all go away
but he stayed with me for the rest of my days
rest of my days
the rest of my days
you pull on my heart and you fuck with my ego
you taxing my patience you needa just go
im sinking rock bottom
im bothered by problems
surrounded by life but im lonely as hell
all of my loss only making me happy i need someone caring to numb all the pain
i feel my own sanity drain as i die as I watch the world burn through my lifeless white eyes
i am not destined for greatness in life
altered by people and strengthened with spite
all of the drugs and silence ive taken arent bringing me joy or a sliver of hope
might as well end it ive far overspoken
i leave myself broken and ask to be free

bodyGaard - Days

@reijiroprod
@f0rw3rd
@aestyboy
@noahsuri

waste my time ft. forw3rd (reijiro)

"crashland" produced by @jolst & @nihil2free
Performed/Written by @counterxo

crashland

crashland (jolst + nihil)

@xxomm
@heyvilse
@shorudakun
@anti-light
@3visu

lyrics:

xxomm
she wanna talk i got no time tho
searching for long i cannot find you
first step is always the hardest
ill put in time if you want this

vilse
i spent his rent on my tag
yeah, i spent a lot but i’m making it back
i’m taking a flight and I do it in class
mix the powder in my glass
2 bands for the brand
i’m too high idk when i’ll land
he tried everything he can’t do what I can
that boy he a bitch, no he not a man

xxomm
im feelin all different type of ways
floatin away cant feel my face
brodie jus stay runnin from the jakes
on borrowed time now think im late
wan make you my bae
girl what do you say
girl what do you say

shoruda
are u around?
draxx money they been tryna cop our sound
gloothed out now i’m anchored to the ground
hope you don’t feel this way, i always run away

vilse
yeah, we gettin money today
yeah, we gettin paid
yeah, lately I can’t feel my face
the gas that i’m smoking take me far away
i tweak off a bar, and geek off a j
snorting a line, to see how it taste

shoruda
can’t get u off my back
yeah we were always on track
until lately, everything had changed
when you went away, ##nothingwasthesame
why would you play?

xxomm & shoruda
girl i gave you all of all of all of me girl
but it feels like im missing a part of me

xxomm - first step ft. vilse & shoruda (jayysoul, anti light, fa$hion killa)

prod diddy @enwymansion
mix + master by me
(lyrics)
uh 
you make it easy baby
you make it easy
you got me queasy baby
you got me queasy

this shit aint easy baby
as much as i say that it is 
i know i really hate it

i just wanna leave
i just wanna go
everybody talking
i been on my own
tired of this nonsense
get off of my 
phone (x6)

you make it easy baby
you make it easy
you make me queasy baby
you make me queasy (x2)

you-you-you make it (x2)

you make it easy baby
you make it easy baby
you make it-

go, lets just go
get me out of this place
out this zone

i said go, i don't know 
where i been in my head
its just lost now

go, lets just go
get me out of this place
out this zone

its just not easy baby
even though i said it was
i been trying everything
but i just been stuck because
i just been lying my ass off uh
i dont feel involved with 
nothing going on 
all these people wanna talk man

write this in ink (neohn + yashio + zixdown)

phaseeluv