life (telescape)

prod/mix/master by november02
guitars by alkyl

lyrics:
Up too early but I ain't get sleep
Nug still burn and I ain't got dreams
Stuck and stern, Imma play my team 
Imma check out early, Imma chase my schemes
Told my mama Imma make it by next year
She hesitating to tell me I should "should pack it up"
Cause I went mind racing again
To escape with a pen 
Now my name ain't add up
Sat too long, now I'm chained to the browser
Sometimes It's so hard to stand up, and yet I guess I haven't had enough 
I'll blow time like cash til he burn me to ash or I drown in the aquaduct

Covered myself up with blankets
I've never been thankful, I think it's time I get some rest
How do I see when its over my head
How do I stop when the motion is set
Can’t pretend the things I do often 
Don’t send me down, and fill me up with nausea 
Mend the crown or put me in a coffin
Friend for now but use me as an offering 
Ollie off my brain and do a cartwheel
Let's see how this next part feels
Rid the skin, I see through my disguise
Come with sticks and flames and I'll hide

Ollie

Dress - user cover

Christmas

lyrics soon: 
take me back
to when I was 
so perfect
thats all i want 
right before the knife strikes 
you think of pain and your strife
to truly take a life
would cost your all no suffice 

i know it hurts but no way around 
what makes it worse is no one’s around 

right before the knife strikes 
you think of pain and your strife 
to truly take your life
would cost it all 
no suffice 
and as your eyes loose there light 
all your dreams bleed
bright

visions seem so assure 
the sky, the breeze, and the earth 
it warms your all 
shows your worth 
before you last breathe 
take it in all at once 
your moon will rise pass the sun 
your eyes will soon stay shut 
this is your last chance 

to feel 
everyone 
surreal 
well now its done 

right before the knife strikes 
you thank of pain and your strife 
to truly take your life
would cost it all 
no suffice 
and as your eyes loose there light 
all your dreams bleed
bright
never more 
your fucking done 
now look away as your life means none.
and as your eyes loose there light 
all your dreams 
bleed bright 
to feel 
everyone 
surreal 
well now your done

bright (prod grayskies)

comfort

new order

on a thousand islands in the sea
i see a thousand people just like me
a hundred unions in the snow
i watch them walking, falling in a row

we live always underground
it's gonna be so quiet in here tonight
a thousand islands in the sea
it's a shame

and a hundred years ago a sailor
trod this ground i stood upon
take me away everyone
when it hurts thou
from my head to my toes from the words from the books
i see a vision that would bring me luck
from my head to my toes to my teeth through my nose
you get these words wrong

you get these words wrong
every time

but from my head to my toes from my knees to my eyes
(i was born in carlisleeee but i was MADE in the royal navyyy)

every time i watch the sky
these last few days, leave me alone
but for these last few days, just leave me alone

just leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone
leave me alone
just leave me alone

leave me alone

demo (a girl in the world's best cover band)

hey, austin: 
you carved the trench
dug me out from undersea to bury us again

cause i wanna be in a band with a boy my age 
clothe my dreams of diesel in the coat of arms he made

stole his guitar so he'd come over to my place

oh well, my daisychain

dadadadadada 1234 

where the words are sung but never heard
the soil left to pray on is laid over by machine
we drive another's wheels as it rests from underneath

hey austin

ft. @xenmaree & @rhx34

[chorus]
baby jus tell me what u like, yeah
bake it or stir fry, yeah
i be in the back, countin benjis for the night, yeah
haters so sad, they know they not living life, yeah 
dlc if u wanna live my life yeah

and they know that they not with us
backseat in a full gold urus
fuck ur ex, yeah he not with us

[verse - yung crisp]
she said "look ma, no hands"
and no darling, i dont dance
and im with doomsday, im with maree-i think i deserve a chance

im a bad motherfucker
go ask them other fuckers
if u cant afford to keep her
she gon have to find another
and i dont rlly care
if u need er
u cant afford to stare
baby a eater
hop up in the whip
its a 2 seater
and if u just wanna chill
baby thats alright

[verse 2 - xenmaree]
i dont really care what you want, im a bad bitch now
i got chickens in my coupe and they jackin on my style 
xenny rhx crisp we just rockin like this
why you talking like this 
on a compact disc

okay i know thats derelict
y2k im so fergielicious glamorous 
im just cookin, stir fry 
i wanna be your g.u.y.
baby tell me what you like 
know you wish you had my life

[verse - rhx34]
lets run this back one more time
i'm with my girls, i'm with my guys
and yeah it's no surpise
we kill it every time

doomsday with them thickie thickie thighs
rollin up with xenny, and that yung crisp guy
it's a coup, but we had to improvise
i don't need my whole crew to burn up the sky

in the back seat of a compact
i'm here for the scene, but you knew that
fit my whole crew in my backpack
crazy, but you already knew that

stirfry ft. xenmaree & rhx34 (prod. yung crisp x sabrr)

if i sound sick its because i am... sorry :(

4624
let's not drive home, it's a saturday night
hand-stamped in symmetry and all your ties on the upper east side

is it the rest of me
isn't it meant to be
my romance is a spiral dome
it makes it hard to reckon if anyone's home

age me in haste
never picturing once how i've laid awake

my love, i've started to settle for hatred
(now or maybe never, if it is)
brief bouts of hope in luxury, all for me
(my nineteenth year fell to my knees,
undirected in the silence)
the best things ahead were in front of me
(flashes of white under violence)
how do i pass them up with ease?

romantics (test)

guitar and bass played by me
everything produced and written by me

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3lVP7AmtHE5hlglvMPqvR1?si=0c43dda7dfc8458f

romantics (test)

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