anddd i thought harvest had good production. legitimately blows harvest out of the water with one single song. i swear every song is a level up

prod/mix/master by november02
guitars by alkyl

lyrics:
Up too early but I ain't get sleep
Nug still burn and I ain't got dreams
Stuck and stern, Imma play my team 
Imma check out early, Imma chase my schemes
Told my mama Imma make it by next year
She hesitating to tell me I should "should pack it up"
Cause I went mind racing again
To escape with a pen 
Now my name ain't add up
Sat too long, now I'm chained to the browser
Sometimes It's so hard to stand up, and yet I guess I haven't had enough 
I'll blow time like cash til he burn me to ash or I drown in the aquaduct

Covered myself up with blankets
I've never been thankful, I think it's time I get some rest
How do I see when its over my head
How do I stop when the motion is set
Can’t pretend the things I do often 
Don’t send me down, and fill me up with nausea 
Mend the crown or put me in a coffin
Friend for now but use me as an offering 
Ollie off my brain and do a cartwheel
Let's see how this next part feels
Rid the skin, I see through my disguise
Come with sticks and flames and I'll hide

Ollie

Something tells me we'll make it thru
a personal collection of ideas and emotions — august to december 2023. it's been a while, but i worked really hard putting these together
thank you for listening :)

visualizers on instagram, @ indiol.gone

[00:04] i might never see you again 11.8 (+@athiel-a)
[01:11] tendencies 9.18 (solo)
[02:04] detritus 8.23 (solo)
[03:14] eternityy 5.16 (solo)
[04:27] trying again 9.9 (solo)
[05:34] and i can't find closure 11.23 (solo) → inspired by g0bln
[06:41] ultimatum 10.2 (solo)
[08:00] graphite 10.31 (+@athiel-a)
[09:10] infinity 11.5 (solo)
[10:06] all ends 9.8 (solo)
[11:19] corvidae lullaby 12.2 (solo)
[12:16] parsing through bones 9.16 (+@martinleib +@brood_music +@user-361349642) → inspired by ch2rms, sydney
[13:34] deciduous spring 9.2 (+@martinleib +@murph-249529569)
[15:00] residue 12.4 (solo) → inspired by lovbug, sense
[16:31] scavenger 9.9 (solo)

extra thanks: ham pylons, kingcake, sword, pi guy, qwett, freger
long live nate

Fall 2K23 — Memoir (+athiel arana, martin leib, brood, dreamz, murph)

09/02/24 Im so upset with myself

Vox n Prod @glum221
Mix n Master @snowworlddog

Live on the Tip of my tongue
tell me The taste just begun
I Know that i never Won
But i never Did shit for Fun

Im a Reject, Catch me on your cameras
Long hair, Black coat, Im Enchanted
Never cater to Seeds That ive planted
double it Up just 2 Get the advantage
Hate the games, Take a Hit, 50dmg
Saw the Colour in your Eyes on the palette
i Fuck up again, Add it 2 the Canvas
Let the Paint overlap cause im Planless

Glue my mouth Shut, Tie my hands
bury my Head in the Sand
Cant help doing What i can
But im Doing all i Can
Leave me Aimless in the Tar
Understanding in The past
Take the Empty give them Heart
but that Never got me Far

Cast Your role and Play the Part
Acting like myself was Hard
Tell me that i Cause you harm
Thought that was Part of my Charm
Friends with Shadows that i Cast
In the Middle of the Park
Force the Graphite in his palm
how Were you never Alarmed

50dmg

i dont dislike you im just confused about it

coverart @hjalmar-155433592

@feywinter

performed, produced and mixed by me

nonsense

census designated cover

tango w/ lima

cover of https://soundcloud.com/car-seat-headrest "Fill In The Blank"

fill in the blank

@bpiv @murrumur
art by murrumur

you laid in bed, i cut my hair
i held you like a cross and kept you as a prayer
i traced your palms, you're sleeping fast
that we'd abscond to somewhere as if gentle smiles last

i cut your hair behind the curtains
vivid segments of your circuits
digitizing my intentions
dead ends haunt the emulation
never makes a single difference
softest skin and hits of acid
vivisected renovation
caught your eyes behind the curtains
open them and let some light in
you're translucent, dissipating
open up and let some life in
open up and let some life in
open up and let some life in
open up and let some life in
open up and let some life in

i'm in your dreams
you're never in my dreams
in wonder why that is
i'm in your dreams
but my presence is decreasing you'll see
i'm made of bleach and false promises
your visions must be so sweet
when you expend your time to simulated me
i'm incomplete, nothing compared to simulated me
but i can burn, i'm forced to breathe
i guess i yearn, i guess i bleed, that's the difference
i'm alive yet i'm deceased
that's how we're not so different

murrumur - rest invert (bp iv)

https://linktr.ee/xavierflp

prod
https://soundcloud.com/prodse7en
https://soundcloud.com/prodjayysoul

lyrics: 
girl youre always on my mind
i just want you by my side

i dont wanna talk to you when your angry
and baby im so sick and tired of the waiting

girl this aint me 
i know you hate me

i know you miss this
but girl youre toxic

girl we can fix this
but you always talk shit

you got me wishing i could turn back the time
hold you real tight while i stare in your eyes

i know you miss this
but girl youre toxic

girl we can fix this
but you always talk shit

you got me wishing i could turn back the time
hold you real tight while i stare in your eyes

miss me (se7en + jayysoul)

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