Bears Den - When You Break (booka secrets bootleg)

Lyrics, Guitar and Vocals- Emma Holmes
Recorded by Phil St. Louis in Michigan, CA
July 14th, 2015

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Harmony is a modern R&B / soul-trap record about finding balance after everything feels out of sync. It lives in that in-between space — where growth is quiet, progress isn’t linear, and alignment comes one step at a time.

Built on piano-led verses, a gradual 808 rise, and layered vocal harmonies, the track starts intimate and slowly opens up. The arrangement grows as the story unfolds, letting emotion lead before the beat fully arrives.

This song is for anyone rebuilding their rhythm and learning how to move forward in their own time.

🎧 Headphones recommended.

AI-assisted.

In the Middle of It

I wanna break it.
Smash it down to the ground,
Spread the pieces all around,
I wanna break it down.

Mmmm mmm, I wanna break it
Find the heart of it all
The first brick in my wall
Yeah, yeah, I wanna break my fall.

No more hiding, 
no more holding 
back 
I'm watching all the colours fade 
to black 
The pressure's rising, 
The glass is 
thin 
This is where the real me 
begins...

Give me the dust, give me the debris
There’s a wilder version waiting of me
Strip the paint and let the light through
Nothing is old, nothing is new
Until it’s broken, until it’s through.

I tried to fake it.
Wore the mask like a skin,
Let the hollow words in,
I tried to fake it then.

Mmmm mmm, I tried to fake it
Keep the smile on my face
Running circles in place
Yeah, yeah, I tried to fake the chase.

I didn't take it.
The hand that was right there,
The truth that was so clear,
I didn't take it, dear.

Mmmm mmm, I didn't take it
I walked right out the door
Didn not want it no more
Yeah, yeah, I didn’t take the score.

One more hammer, 
one more 
blow 
I've got so much further 
left to 
go 
Crack the surface, 
feel the 
heat 
I’m throwing my world 
down at my 
feet!

Give me the dust, give me the debris
There’s a wilder version waiting of me
Strip the paint and let the light through
Nothing is old, nothing is new
Until it’s broken, until it’s through.

I’m gonna make it.
Out of the wreckage and rust,
Out of the shadows and dust,
I’m gonna make it.

Mmmm mmm, I’m gonna make it
I'm gonna put up a fight
Save the dawn from the night
Yeah, yeah, I’m gonna make it right.

Catherine

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