• XVII •

444beat

♥ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3S_9GxjF0cM ♥

https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/let-me-die 

prod. https://soundcloud.com/nbnt
prod. https://soundcloud.com/harvest

[lyrics]
if everything's goin right
then why does it feel so wrong
i think i'm scared of the light
i think i'm scared to go on

i need some opiates now
i need some sadness to drown me
i'm not good at bein happy
i'm only good at bein lonely

these feelings, they don't feel like me
i'm distant from who i used to be
i'm glad that i changed, i am
but i dont think i'll stay as i am

i don't want love i want drugs
i don't want love i want drugs

stop fuckin bein so nice
i don't deserve this 
please let me just die

i don't want love i want drugs
i don't want love i want drugs...

Let Me Die (prod. nobloodnotears & harvest)[video link in description]

FUKKIT - Grim Reaper

- smokin on opps -
most of this was freestyled
prod. @healingpowers // mixed by yung bambi + me
[available 4 download] - click more -

Gas Only (Prod. Heal)

@lilhappylilsad

lyrics:

I've lost myself to anxiety
cause I cant find my way out of this hole
I cant believe what you've done to me
you don't wanna see the dark inside my soul 

I'm always dying so quietly 
I know that it's too much for you to handle
my blade takes away my anxiety 
I know u think that this is sad, but it's just a sample 

u really fucked me up, I really wish u knew how much 
you're the reason why my blade has always been crutch
you're the reason why I hate myself a bit too much 
you're the reason why I cant even fkn trust 

I know you see me slowly falling apart 
there are so many fkn wounds in my heart 
I don't ever stop bleeding I need stitches 
but the only way to heal me is if you could fix it 

save my love cause I know you're gonna miss it
say goodbye to my respect and all my kisses
I'm so unstable always on the verge of crying 
I cant deal with my emotions so I'm hiding 

damn I loved you so much and I admired you
until I realized what you've put me through 
I can't believe those stupid words you used to say 
nowadays I think about em everyday 

I'm a wreck can't go a day without crying 
I'll always be this broken so I started lying 
I'll never recover even tho I'm fucking trying 
no matter what I do I'll just end up dying

I don't understand how you can fkn live with yourself 
I ain't done shit like you and I cant even live with myself 
I know you lay awake with anxiety every night 
I hope you're thinking about that you've ruined both of our lives 

I'm filled with emotions that I've bottled up 
I write songs about the things I cannot speak of
there's no point in tryna help me I'm about to give up 
you should blame yourself cause I never felt loved

Save My Love (prod. lil happy lil sad)

LIL KAPPA [PROD. BY SPYDE]

video : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_wfqgpKBYs

prod. kaji

(x2) please don’t go away 
i been lifting weight, bags 
please don’t throw away, all the things that we all had 
imma die one day, and you prolly won’t be sad 
imma pour away, oj in my gucci bag

(x2) my ex hit me up 
boy i press decline 
my next hit me up 
i know that she think i’m fine 
i been overwhelmed 
i think that i’m losing time
can’t love no one else 
fantasizing about dying

(x2) please don’t go away 
i been lifting weight, bags 
please don’t throw away, all the things that we all had 
imma die one day, and you prolly won’t be sad 
imma pour away, oj in my gucci bag

oj in my gucci bag

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Why She Think I’m Famous? BITCH I Ain’t Nobody! (PROD. CRYPT x Maxokoolin)

Arachnid (+prod+ Oculus_Official)

momma can u roll my woods?

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