✿ Depression ✿

glaive throwaways

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2 years in prison

tell me w/ bunny & ivvys [prod. awwboy]

Haunt - Falling In Love

Produced by kurtains
Art by me

just come talk to me dont ask for help 
youre alone with no one else 
cant believe i said it once before

gotta break away from this i said  
youve been up and through my head
just look at me dont laugh just like before

and when we talk it dont last 
we used to skip out on class
and then we sat by the grass but you forgot

you took to many years 
you say that im the one to blame and its my fault

just come talk to me dont ask for help 
youre alone with no one else 
cant believe i said it once before

gotta break away from this i said  
youve been up and through my head
just look at me dont laugh just like before

roads

roads (kurtains)

underscores – your favorite sidekick (feat. 8485) [wone flip]

Luh bday song love u all <333 

im so tired

(lyrics)
You see me trying but you say its not enough
Ive been broken my hearts bleedin girl I hate it when we fight

But on my death bed
Ill be staring at the stars 
Ive been tryna make a wish
Cause youre the only girl I want

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

And I know you wont call
Its killin me inside 
I tried to take some fluoxetine
But it aint set me right 

And I thought that you were the one in my fuckin life
That I could cherish girl you would help me sleep at night

But it aint right anymore
Cause what we had fell apart
You know im smoking a lot 
Girl you left me in the dark

Thought im right but im wrong
I keep fuckin it up
I dont know what I should tell you
Ive been feelin pretty numb

Tell me something why the fuck did I keep chasin ???
Ive been feelin pretty tired 40 hours spent awake

I wash the blood away
Thats drippin from my nose
And I could tell you that im fine 
but ive been dying on my own

SPOTIFY

walking in the fog (methboiswag)

glaive - sick (normal pitch and speed)

yes im aware i sound like a radio thats the point :P

prod: @prodstrang + @oaelis

lyrics:

walk around you actin stupid like you actin dumb
finger on the trigger while these benjamins around my thumb
woah woah you cnt seem to cop a bag
saint laurent up in my closet i jus keep on counting tags
yeah yous a bitch yeah
yous a bitch yeah
it's a lot of desperation you never do shit yeah
walk it walk it off
y'all busy talkin shit but we gon hit you with a glock
hit you with a glock

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feel like bruno way i pop out with those sticky fingers (jojo reference)
pussy you below me lil boy yeah you is a second stringer
i got the racks on me
pussy cnt follow the key
draco on my hip bitch shooting at your spleen >:)
step in the function with a motive i got the glock on me i feel like this shit campaign
finger stay twitching i'm pressed on the trigger , you are who you are that's why i cnt refrain
you rlly think we give a fuck pussy like we wouldn't aim the scope right at yo brain
choppa hot , shit it burn like bleach, but difference is that we gon leave a stain
rip out his eyes like my name freddy krueger
left right , bktherula
left right , look both ways
bullets like graffiti way they gon spray
way they gon spray
aye (4x)

patterned leather all up on my clothes 
yeah
ball up on that bitch like i'm d rose
yeah
i'm up in the top now , bitch i put the top down , bitch she give me top now
she give me top

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walk around you actin stupid like you actin dumb
finger on the trigger while these benjamins around my thumb
woah woah you cnt seem to cop a bag
saint laurent up in my closet i jus keep on counting tags
yeah yous a bitch yeah
yous a bitch yeah
it's a lot of despiration you never do shit yeah
walk it walk it off
y'all busy talkin shit but we gon hit you with a glock
hit you with a glock

tags - prod strang & oaelis

glaive - 2faced (extended chorus)

glaive- detest me but i made the background vocals more prominent cause they are beautiful and pitched down the rest of the track
@1glaive

glaive - detest me (lower pitched vocals & background vocals edit)

art - @riley-rand
feat - @lilhappylilsad
prod - canis major

lyrics <3

I fear what's in the dark, 
who I am at heart
Light it up, i spark
But theres no point to start

An when Im all alone
Girl pick up the phone
show me where to go
Gonna need some methadone

Its so hard to be alive
Its so hard to fucking try
Sometimes i jus wanna die
You cannot see it through my eye

Ill be laughing on the day im in a coffin
Find me smiling when im fallin into nothing

All I can do now is hope that it don’t come back
I am fadin around, and I hope she knows that
But I saved a picture of her on my kodak
Had a key to happiness, but let her hold that

yeah 

I cannot lie, nothin left inside
Whys it always gotta be the one I love that makes me cry

you can decide, if we survive
But i just cannot stick around and listen to you tonight    

these thoughts will be the death of me
Sometimes I feel it's destiny
never meant me, no left of me
riding to my death, Kennedy

You change my mind
Only happy when I'm high
feel less dark beside my side
but you break me baby why

I fear what's in the dark, 
who I am at heart
Light it up, i spark
But theres no point to start

An when Im all alone
Girl pick up the phone
show me where to go
Gonna need some methadone

i burn money like its nothing
smoke it for the mind but lately i feel like i lost it
feel like i should stop it
but something made me roll another one so now im off it
off the dope like i always been
i feel happy for a while but then my head spin
I'd do everything for anything
so if i want it u can bet im going all in
that's why my friends call me no chill
cause i can try but i can never fucking sit still
unless I'm off that Mary j
but i gotta stop if i want my girl to stay

cause i can't deal w emotions
need to regulate my smoking
feel too good when im toking
see me laugh when I'm choking

smoke a 50 bag a day
& tbh I'm okay
i just need a little break
so ill get higher when i blaze

twitter

nothing left - ft. lil happy lil sad (prod. canis major)

[produced by kenny x ninetyseven]

always love studio days with @gyzalofi , go show him love!! i'm hoping to put this on spotify very soon.

spotify

up for days (feat. ninetyseven)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

Two paths diverge
I take the less traveled
My life’s submerged
It’s coming unraveled

Baby why you look so blue
No changing all the parts of you
Hearts broken? I’ll buy one new
Nothing for you I wouldn’t do

You ain’t gotta feel so blue
I can make you feel brand new
Make love all night with you
Without you


Don’t want to breathe
Without you
Don’t want to see
Without you
Do you feel 
The same as me?


The bad path I chose
Left me stranded alone
But I never answer
When you hit my phone


Oh yeah, fight through it
All, all that I do is
Not enough for you
It’s not enough

Two paths diverge
I take the less traveled
My life’s submerged
It’s coming unraveled

Baby why you look so blue
No changing all the parts of you
Hearts broken? I’ll buy one new
Nothing for you I wouldn’t do

follow fiftysix

unraveled - ft. guccihighwaters (prod. fiftysix)

hi it is me again
prod me 

lyrics:
last time
it was kinda different
im the talk of the town
cuz ima man on a mission
this time
ill make it apparent
that u waste all my time
and u never take interest

when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

cuz when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

but i think they might be rite 
this whole time
did i spend all my time in denial?
oh my god
i didnt mean it
thought too much bout false agreements
it comes with this, it comes with that
no one wana talk bout my achievements :/

when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

cuz when i walk down the hallways
they love to talk bout me
somethings off
and im falling away from my keep
and you should know i got through
by the skin of my teeth
bro i cant take it
this aching on me

denial

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bW4qunWtEiQ&feature=youtu.be 
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https://www.instagram.com/heavnlyheavn/
https://twitter.com/haloboyyy


the pills the drugs 
the sex the drinks
the talks you really made me think
the choice we had to make a scene
you want it good come dance with me uh-uuhh

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh
ooh ooh uh uh uh

im bored stop talking to me 
your words arent magical 
you wanna blame it on me 
you think that its my fault

take me back i know that you wont
i take back everything i wrote
i know i really do enough
you really really make it tough
you said that you would be ok
you said that it would be great 
so great 
i know that everything will always go my way

glaive - 2faced (extended chorus)

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