actual songs

little song i made and posted to newgrounds a week or two ago
everything by me

axegrinder

tiny sounding song with tiny sounding vocals :)
i like the harmonies on this one i think
produced, sung, written, etc. by me

lyrics:
i got eyes on the back of my head, wanna close them
pipeline dreams, and they're not getting closer
i just wanna feel cause im so ephemeral
a bump in the wheel can do so much after all
i got ice on my head, and it hurts just to move it
falling through, how could i be so stupid
i just wanna be, though i know ill be better off
dead in the street, it means so much after all

the lights are dim but they feel so near
i dont even know what im doing here
am i just a speck, a little smear
transfixed on the tip of your spear
lost my way, dont know how to get back
stuck in the night, and my vision is black
am i just a wanderer of earth
of little to no worth

i got eyes on the back of my head, wanna close them
pipeline dreams, and they're not getting closer
i just wanna feel cause im so ephemeral
a bump in the wheel can do so much after all
i got ice on my head, and it hurts just to move it
falling through, how could i be so stupid
i just wanna be, though i know ill be better off
dead in the street, it means so much after all

the tiny song

prod. me :)

lyrics:
it just slips right thru my fingers
slips right thru my fingers
everything i do just 
slips right my fingers
push me right back to the shore
waterlogged down to my core
heart is numb, i dont think i can
do this anymore
it just slips right thru my fingers
slips right thru my fingers
everything i do just 
slips right my fingers
it just slips right thru my fingers
slips right thru my fingers
everything i do just 
slips right my fingers

i dont even know what happened when i was under
wish that i could go back to a time when i was younger
you still got hope in your eyes when you look at the world
i look around at the light, and i watch it unfold
better stay in line now, better stay in line
if you do what people say, rest assured, youll be fine
if you deviate or change, youll be left in the dust
just another hunk of metal left to sit and rust

it just slips right thru my fingers
slips right thru my fingers
everything i do just 
slips right my fingers
push me right back to the shore
waterlogged down to my core
heart is numb, i dont think i can
do this anymore
it just slips right thru my fingers
slips right thru my fingers
everything i do just 
slips right my fingers
it just slips right thru my fingers
slips right thru my fingers
everything i do just 
slips right my fingers

slipped through

a song about psychosis
produced, written, mixed, mastered etc. by me as usual

lyrics:
my head was pounding again
i took a pill and went to bed
and when i woke up, i felt the same
its all the same in the end

just wanna know who is my friend
drafted a text i wont hit send
because it sounds, so passive aggressive
so i draft it again

its never different
but it always changes
its never stable
its never stable

you know youre trapped in a dream
but you dont wanna get out
you know its gonna collapse
you know its all going south
i said i dont like the way the stars look in the sky
theyre burning out way too fast, theyre feeling way too alive
you know youre trapped in a dream
but you dont wanna get out
you know its gonna collapse
you know its all going south
i said i dont like the way the stars look in the sky
theyre burning out way too fast, theyre feeling way too alive

they say
talk too much and you could get a headache
maybe im still waiting for my heyday
sitting in the dark waiting for daybreak, to see again
please dont
say goodbye and leave me here, just dont go
freezing in the frigid winds, im so cold
diamond in the sunlight turns to fools gold, i can see again

its never different
but it always changes
its never stable
its never stable

you know youre trapped in a dream
but you dont wanna get out
you know its gonna collapse
you know its all going south
i said i dont like the way the stars look in the sky
theyre burning out way too fast, theyre feeling way too alive
you know youre trapped in a dream
but you dont wanna get out
you know its gonna collapse
you know its all going south
i said i dont like the way the stars look in the sky
theyre burning out way too fast, theyre feeling way too alive

the tiny song

maedeighsonne