~~ misplaced flora ~~
an album by phixel
created from june 2020 - april 2021
produced, mixed, mastered, and performed by me, excepting where otherwise credited
art painted by me

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credits:
@rosesleeves - verse + addtl. production
@jedwill1999 - verse + addtl. mixing
@buttonmaker - verse
@funeral - verse
@fortuneswan - production
@realkidcole - verse
@ilovenari - verse
@cmten - production
@dynastic - addtl. production
@left-at-london - verse
@holidaykiss - production

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misplaced flora on all platforms;
merchandise - https://phixel.creator-spring.com/listing/misplaced-flora-collection
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/0zp2WxnDgPKAbGoMSlui0t
yt music - https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_mxqZMNhztDPciSmBCCyGX2rTUAiFS7xHE
apple (a cent a stream!!!) - https://music.apple.com/us/album/1564668325
bandcamp (pls buy) - https://phixel.bandcamp.com/album/misplaced-flora

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this is, without a doubt, my best work yet. its been a long evolution for me, from making shitty music with a knockoff xxxtentacion flow using a free daw to having a community to share with, and this. thank you all for being there for me, from when i released my first hyperpop song through teardrop digital in may of 2020, to when i released shapes and colors, to the release of this project and everything in between. this album took a while to put together, but now that it is finished i proudly present my second full-length lp. thanks again, i love you all. 
- mae

bandcamp pls buy

misplaced flora

prod. @fortuneswan
mixed/mastered by me
editors notes: i fucking love this song so much, i made it all in one night the same night i got the beat back from fortuneswan and im so proud of it tysm fortuneswan this beat is amazing

lyrics:
i know u like it like that
u love to talk all that trash
but you cant even come to bat
thats just so fake
you love to hit me on the text
and act like u dont rock with that
until i run and bring it back
right in ur face (aaaah)

i dont need someone to believe in
scavenger, im finding shit that u know im keeping
ok im pretty grim, lets get to reaping
rotating thru the seasons, i hate the shit im feeling
i feel just like a deity
dark matter running through my veins (my veins)
i wish i had the decency
to acknowledge the end of my days
i dont need someone to believe in
scavenger, im finding shit that u know im keeping
ok im pretty grim, lets get to reaping
rotating thru the seasons, i hate the shit im feeling

im in my bag, ur in ur buick
i make big claims with receipts to prove it
i look like a model, you look fuckin ruined
bitch i smell like roses, you smell like fuckin sewage
moving slow down the highway (slow down, slow down)
so the memory can get saved (get saved)
and i know u aint like mae (u aint like mae)
can you jus give a little leeway

i know u like it like that
u love to talk all that trash
but you cant even come to bat
thats just so fake
you love to hit me on the text
and act like u dont rock with that
until i run and bring it back
right in ur face (aaaah)

i dont need someone to believe in
scavenger, im finding shit that u know im keeping
ok im pretty grim, lets get to reaping
rotating thru the seasons, i hate the shit im feeling
i feel just like a deity
dark matter running through my veins (my veins)
i wish i had the decency
to acknowledge the end of my days
i dont need someone to believe in
scavenger, im finding shit that u know im keeping
ok im pretty grim, lets get to reaping
rotating thru the seasons, i hate the shit im feeling

darkmatterdeity [p. fortuneswan]

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me
editors notes: this song used to be a 52 blue mondays clone called 'eye' but i decided to put the lyrics for eye on a less ... clone wannabe sounding beat :)

lyrics:
i just dont know whats going on
all these words are swooping down and pecking, oh my god
paintings look at me with bad intent
unreality, its just so hard to comprehend

its all an abstraction
a piece of the world, just a miniscule fraction
i can't take the factions
we're just so divided, dont start the subtraction

knives in my eyes
and in my back that you left in me
you took my life
can't take that back, i won't rest in peace
trudge across the earth with an open wound
blood dripping down, i'll miss that soon
knives in my eyes
and in my back that you left in me

paint a hundred thousand paintings of what you suspect
is inside my mind, and it won't be right
write a hundred thousand books about what to perfect
how to follow the light, how to keep things tight
and you're hurting my head like my brains in a blender
im feeling the rain, cause im under the weather
and i know i'll get back at you soon
yea i know i'll get back at you soon

aaaaaaaah
aaaaaaaah
i just dont know whats going on
all these words are swooping down and pecking, oh my god
paintings look at me with bad intent
unreality, its just so hard to-

and when i do it hurts my head
and when i do it hurts
and when i do it hurts my head
and when i do it hurts

knives in my eyes
and in my back that you left in me
you took my life
can't take that back, i won't rest in peace
trudge across the earth with an open wound
blood dripping down, i'll miss that soon
knives in my eyes
and in my back that you left in-

(knives in my back you left in me, in me)

knifeback

never change

Spotify

cloud chaser

MOTHGIRL

lyin thru ur teeth
why dont u say it 2 my face?
u got me so fuckin geeked
when u short circuit my brain
u don’t understand how ur words can start a fire
in my heart, i never thought that u would be such a liar

from the start i been wonderin how i can bring u back
the good old days so far behind i was countin but i lost track
the only thing i can recall is your endless manipulation 
so for whoever comes next take this into consideration 

yea you left me broken but i put it back like a puzzle used superglue and cocaine to make my mind forget the struggle

i caught u prayin at his alter now i hope u crash n burn
its time to move on n give a pour soul another turn

lyin thru ur teeth
why dont u say it 2 my face?
u got me so fuckin geeked
when u short circuit my brain
u don’t understand how ur words can start a fire
in my heart, i never thought that u would be such a liar


NACHI

Don’t you give me that look, don’t gimme puppy eyes
you’ve been on your bullshit for so long, telling me blatant lies
Over and over again, when will this fucking stop
I’m so fed up, giving you chances, i think I’m boutta pop off
Talk my shit, got you pouting, throwing a fit
To be honest you should just shut up, get tf over it
over this. over yourself. will you learn, only time will tell
cuz when i have to be around you, i feel like im in hell

but it wasn’t always  like this from the start, long ago, i remembered that i gave you my heart
my trust, my mana, my love
But you played me like a 64, had me crying on the floor

And now I’m scarred for life, everywhere I keep a knife
Waiting for the moment that someone tries to take my life
Thinking I’m probably slowly losing my mind
So now I gotta leave my memories of you behind
And now I’m scarred for life, everywhere I keep a knife
Waiting for the moment that someone tries to take my life
Thinking I’m probably slowly losing my mind
So now I gotta leave my memories of you behind

IRIS DAY

cyberbaby checking in
i dont wna talk again
drag the knife across my skin
i feel like a rebound
[hurenpop] dog pound
call me when ur girls not around

cyberbaby checking in
i dont wna talk again
drag the knife across my skin
i feel like a rebound
[hurenpop] dog pound
call me when ur girls not around

MOTHGIRL

i hope u think of me til the day that u die
never forget the tears that u made me cry
i was so low for so long but you never made me right
n now i thank the heavens that i never followed the light

lyin thru ur teeth
why dont u say it 2 my face?
u got me so fuckin geeked
when u short circuit my brain
u don’t understand how ur words can start a fire
in my heart, i never thought that u would be such a liar

mothgirlcult

liar!! +foxparkk +iris day [immortal]

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me
featuring verse from funeral
editors notes: im the first ethical glitchcore artist. almost everything in this is my sound design except for the 808 and some of the little fills which im very proud of :D funeral fucking KILLED this verse too holy shit thank u 2 funeral

lyrics:
[phixel]
dont u even try to talk me
you just lie, cant u just fuckin be honest please
acting up but irl youre not gon come for me
knives in my back and glass shards in my feet (glass shards in my)
dont u even try to talk- talk- 
you just lie, cant u just fuckin be honest please
acting up but irl youre not gon come for me
knives in my back and glass shards in my feet

[funeral]
glass shards in my eyes yeah
i'm ok it feels fine yeah
i ain't felt this alive yeah
i was you, i'd rather die yeah

hush, go to sleep
i would think twice
bout thinking bout twice
before you come talking to me

big benz, ima die or i ride
big guns, i make him unalive
no friends, you a loner inside  
no friends, you a loner inside

bitch ima demon

[phixel]
dont u even try to talk me
you just lie, cant u just fuckin be honest please
acting up but irl youre not gon come for me
knives in my back and glass shards in my feet (glass shards in my)
dont u even try to talk- talk- 
you just lie, cant u just fuckin be honest please
acting up but irl youre not gon come for me
knives in my back and glass shards in my feet

glass

bandcamp!!!!

glass w/ funeral

Love<333

ily2 <3

We always said when we were younger
(Little more little more wait a little longer)
I can’t for things to get better

What did we have to worry about then,
Besides the mold growing in our veins?

We were 17, living the dream, in the moment

God, I wish I understood
Things can change for the better

mold

HOW BOUT U

dovolen

PROLVLSHI ft. dATXUH (Prod. Astro) MAST. HERM

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me
editors notes: i made all of the basses/808s in this myself which im very proud of, also polyphonic bass go screeeeeee ;)
lyrics:
if youre the cream into my coffee imma start drinking it black
you took a whole year of my life and i will never get it back
you know your concentrations low, you could never stay on track
i can cut you no more slack, now you gotta take the flak
if youre the sunshine on my valley then i guess its gonna rain
you dont reply to any texts, my heart is heavy, feel the pain
you know youve lost all of the evidence thats backing up your claim
you think im the one to blame

i been on the low
i been trying to stay incognito
if youre trying to make contact please dont
i do good by myself
i dont need any help
i been good cant you tell

i been on the low
i been trying to stay incognito
if youre trying to make contact please dont
i do good by myself
i dont need any help

*DROPPY DROP*

i been on the low
i been trying to stay incognito
if youre trying to make contact please dont
i do good by myself
i dont need any help

*DROPPY DROP 2*

i-i-i-i-i been on the lo-lo-lo
been tryna stay-st-
incog-cog-nito-o-o
b-been tryna make con-con-tac-co
please dont
i-ive been good by-by self-self
d-dont need any hel-el-el-elp 
i-i-i-i-i been on the lo-lo-lo
been tryna stay-st-
incog-cog-nito-o-o
b-been tryna make con-con-tac-co
please dont
i-ive been good by-by self-self
d-dont need any hel-el-el-elp

incognito

prod. phixel
mixed/mastered by phixel
featuring vocals from : @left-at-london
editors notes: very very VERY cool song featuring a very very VERY cool person named nat. its nat left at london she is on the song thats so cool right 
this was sparked after nat expressed interest in hearing 'who u r' a couple days early, so i sent her the link, and then like a week or two after the song was released i suggested the idea of us making a song together, and she said that would be cool . i sent her a rough version of this beat and she got to work immediately, and eventually after a while this song was finished. beat inspired by kmoes remix of rental

lyrics:
[phixel]
youre so stubborn
i said what i said
you cant get in my bed
am i that stuck in your head
couldve choked
on all the lies i was fed
god i was so misled
if only i had just fled
i had those childishly fresh eyes
and you were trying to be my type
you got me crying out my eyes
you ruined those childishly fresh eyes
i had those childishly fresh eyes
and you were trying to be my type
you got me crying out my eyes
you ruined those childishly fresh eyes

[left at london]
I suppose
We should all
have a toast
to celebrate
Why we’re gathered
Had I been
someone else
who could talk
much less
it wouldn’t have mattered
I know I wronged you (ay)
You know you wronged me too?
I’d like to think you’ve changed
But I don’t have that faith in you
& if you think the same,
Then why the fuck are you listening?
Why the fuck are you listening?
Why the fuck are you listening?

[phixel]
youre so stubborn
i said what i said
you cant get in my bed
am i that stuck in your head
couldve choked
on all the lies i was fed
god i was so misled
if only i had just fled
i had those childishly fresh eyes
and you were trying to be my type
you got me crying out my eyes
you ruined those childishly fresh eyes
i had those childishly fresh eyes
and you were trying to be my type
you got me crying out my eyes
you ruined those childishly fresh eyes

childish w/ left at london

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me + jedwill
soprano vox lead : rosesleeves
verses : rosesleeves + jedwill + button maker
editors notes: this beat had a lot of renovation done to it over a while, i made almost all of these sounds myself including that cool bass :) the melody was mainly inspired by a segment in an old melodic fuckery thing i found on newgrounds i dont remember the name of, and the ending epic pad section was inspired by fka by underscores and i think the riser into it may sample it as well

lyrics:
[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[rosesleeves]
i’m so damn gone babe
take a pill to the brain
can’t help feeling lost i
guess i was made this way
it always feels the same
can’t make it go away
it-it-it hurts so bad
and i can’t make it change

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[jedwill]
Ah

You know that I miss you when I call you lately
I can never talk, I’m confusing, hate me
Why do I avoid your time
Just like I avoid your eyes
But did you catch that you just might miss it
I think about you a lot but I’ve been distant
I’m sorry guess it’s just my loss
You’re precious I should count your cost
I’ve waited long
It’s all so soft
My heart was locked
You make me calm

[button maker]
Ooh I'm lost in my own headspace
(Can't help but feel like I'm losing control) 
Ooh, Always last in the race
(I've waited so many, so many lifetimes)
And I know it may never be my time
(It's so confusing, like, headache inducing)
Ooh,  even though it's always the same
(I wouldn't have it any other way)

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[rosesleeves]
i’m so damn gone babe
take a pill to the brain
can’t help feeling lost i
guess i was made this way
it always feels the same
can’t make it go away
it-it-it hurts so bad
and i can’t make it change

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

headspace w/ rosesleeves + jedwill + button maker

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me
editors notes: this was VERY VERY fun to produce, holidaykiss and boxkitty made some of the melody presets used in this song so thank them so much this wouldnt have been possible without both of them :D i think this is the only song on the project that doesnt have fast dist on the master

lyrics:
its a game of hide and seek
you're the seeker, but you're always peeking
no one ever invited me
im a sleeper, never the best public speaker
been so many years without a good day
guess that's just my luck, dont know what to say
im losing my mind, think i'll catch a blade
there's no sunny days, only hurricanes

and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater
and it's all your fault, but its also my fault
we're faulty for certain, we got faulty circuits
when we break and we fall, and we hit the asphalt
know we're faulty for certain, we got faulty circuits
and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater

feels like there's a snowstorm inside my brain
left me to the hounds, i feel so betrayed
why does someone always rain on my parade?
there's no sunny days, only hurricanes
you got a brain denser than cobalt
and a high that rivals a pole vault
you're a bit dumb by default
couldn't get fazed by a thunderbolt
more simple than a barrel vault
couldn't succeed in a somersault
got a personality like rotten malt
with methanol

and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater
and it's all your fault, but it's also my fault
we're faulty for certain, we got faulty circuits
when we break and we fall, and we hit the asphalt
know we're faulty for certain, we got faulty circuits
and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater

(and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater)

faulty circuitry

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me
editors notes: these lyrics r kinda manic but i feel like this energy is needed once in a while . this song was originally supposed to be a two-parter with another song, but i decided to put this on the album instead. also listen to those screeches with the bass in the beginning i love those holy fuck :O inspired by hearse by wells + funeral, the riser samples fka by underscores

lyrics;
You’re talking that trash on the side, now you try to appeal to me, get out my face
Acting so strong in the digiverse, all of a sudden you got way too much on your plate
Aren’t you so tired of asking for mercy?
Striking a punch, I deliver a flurry
Feel the spice, but this isn’t no curry
That’s the feel of deaths unsubtle flirting


I don’t know what you’re on about
But I know that you left a bad taste in my mouth
I feel like a goddess, just look at my bodice
And see I’m not messing around
Such disrespect, now you begging for me?
I’m way past your level, don’t even say please
You’re practically moribund, ask where that girl is from,
But she’s already with me

YEAAAAA TRIED TO TALK BACK
NOW UR MORIBUND, MORIBUND
I FEEL LIKE I CAN KILL GOD
YEAAAAA UR A PURE ESSENCE OF
BOREDOM, BOREDOM
ID RATHER TELL U TO STOP
I CANT TAKE THE TENSION
UR STUCK IN SUSPENSION
I JUST WONT ALLOW U
TO TAKE MY POWER
YEAAAAA TRIED TO TALK BACK
NOW UR MORIBUND, MORIBUND
I FEEL LIKE I CAN KILL GOD

You’re so irrelevant, it makes me sad, and so out of the picture I’m cutting you
Hope you know I could wake up and bury you deep in the snow if I wanted to
I can feel you losing hope
Can’t disappear in the flow
There’s no boat here to row
And it’s high time to drown in this ocean real slow

I don’t know what you’re on about
But I know that you left a bad taste in my mouth
I feel like a goddess, just look at my bodice
And see I’m not messing around
Such disrespect, now you begging for me?
I’m way past your level, don’t even say please
You’re practically moribund, ask where that girl is from,
But she’s already with me

YEAAAAA TRIED TO TALK BACK
NOW UR MORIBUND, MORIBUND
I FEEL LIKE I CAN KILL GOD
YEAAAAA UR A PURE ESSENCE OF
BOREDOM, BOREDOM
ID RATHER TELL U TO STOP
I CANT TAKE THE TENSION
UR STUCK IN SUSPENSION
I JUST WONT ALLOW U
TO TAKE MY POWER
YEAAAAA TRIED TO TALK BACK
NOW UR MORIBUND, MORIBUND
I FEEL LIKE I CAN KILL GOD

moribund

“Steps" out NOW

mgmt: lipglossmgmt@gmail.com
priestess of light and healing

moribund

phixel

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