ahhh i love the guitar in this song. it sounds so beautiful :3

i can see your improvement in your music over time! godly atmosphere btw

a song about the time i spend wishing i was just like everyone else

/

i wish that i could feel
breeze blowing on my skin
i wish that i could heal
but the knife goes further in
hopeful tone of voice, but you still dont believe this
make a deal with god cuz you really need this
silence in the night, you dont wanna feel this
im onto you

dont tell me where it hurts because i dont wanna know
if you see the river can you tell me how it flows?
am i doomed to do this all again?
no, i dont wanna see this, i want it to end

just push me to shore, before they pull me down
oh is there something more? or will i just drown
again, again, i dont have a defense
im cut from the cloth of the sky, heavensent
just push me to shore, before they pull me down
(pull me down, pull me down, pull me down, pull me down)

the skys too bright at night and the moons too red
3:30 on the clock when i go to bed
ill prove that im invincible right here on this ledge
i know ill grow my wings when i fall off of the edge
i hear sweet melodies
youll never make me take my medley
of whites, of reds, of blues, of blacks,
of poison, this is an attack

just push me to shore, before they pull me down
oh is there something more? or will i just drown

just push me to shore, before they pull me down
oh is there something more? or will i just drown
again, again, i dont have a defense
im cut from the cloth of the sky, heavensent
just push me to shore, before they pull me down
(pull me down, pull me down, pull me down, pull me down)

I shave my legs and my arms
Hoping one day I'll be part
Of everything that you take for granted, see 
I'll punch my mirror again
And cut my wrists with the shards
I'm floating, don't want to sink in the granite sea 
Falling apart at the seams
I'm not doing this for me
It drips, it signals a crack to bring a flood 
If it's just like what you think
I'll die alone at nineteen
In a hospital covered in my own blood

Is that so crazy?  God I swear
Just to hear the things I hear
If it is, that still doesn't mean you get to drag me by my hair 
Out of the dream I breathe and wear
If it's fake I still don't care
Because I'd rather be a god of nothing than have this cloudy stare 
I'm not so crazy, can't you see
I don't care about what you think
Either way I guess it's destiny if I breathe or sink 
Can you please not look at me?
Because I am scared of what you'll see
Because I could look like a god or just a girl who scared to breathe

just push me gently to shore, just push me gently to shore

just push me to shore, just push me to shore
the tide will take me home, as it has done before

just push me to shore, before they pull me down
oh is there something more? or will i just drown
just push me to shore, before they pull me down
oh is there something more? or will i just drown
or will i just drown

pushed to shore

self prod

lyrics:
im fallin through the clouds
can't get these crowds out of my head
these voices are kinda getting loud
so i think imma sleep instead
mmm

ooooooooohhhhh
woooooahhhhh
ahhhhhhhhh
ohwoahahowhah
oooooohhhh

the clouds upon my feet
just like pillows
i might be in the sky
but things are getting real low
you're the one who lifts
me off the ground
the atmosphere just shifts
when were in the clouds

woahoohh

ooh ooh
ohh ohoho hoh

na na nan anan ananann
nananan an anan da dadnadan
ndandan daa da danad ana na
nanananananana na
dad adada
*jolly singing blah blah*

falling through the clouds

PRESAVE

[[It’s never as easy as we want it to be]] 

~track [1/5] 
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^ 
follow my twitch for more music streams soon :3 
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\\ featuring //
+prod from
@ntmusiclol 
+vox from
@clovehitch
+art from
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics  //

[verse] ~ @clovehitch
apparition
floating figure from the water
know it’s all in
my head

drown and detach from
the flickers
that float before my breath
I’ll close my eyes

just to hold you for the morning
trace your shadow, my mirage
and watch it slip away

so
stay with me
ten feet deep
till I come up for air
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
wake up 
you don't say much
i feel your shadow creeping over my whole place
but you're not even alive

take a look take a step back
six feet down
didn't think that you'd come back
haunting my house
feel the CO leak through
and there's no way out

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
i just hope that you're real
don't wanna be fake 
i can't even move a musle 
shit i think i'm half awake
say you tryin to take a break
open my eyes 
and it it not the same
they only wanted just to take

i can't believe what i see 
it was all just a dream 
don't wanna wake up 
shit it's all i have
oh my god
i can feel the pressure building up
when i wake
i only wanna see your face 
when i wake up 

[outro] ~ @clovehitch & @jauntsen 
you'll never beat the truth of what's real inside my head
(it’s never as easy as we want it to be)

half awake +Clovehitch (nishith)

a song about my roots and the childhood i lost

/

veered into a ditch
theres no coming back from that
hard to find my way
visions in and out of black
is there nothing to look forward to at home?
is there really nothing, nowhere i could go?

im just so imperfect
how was i made from scraps of you?
and my childhoods fading
im just grasping at scraps of youth
i swear im really trying to see the light in this
i wake up not to silence, but to a deafening hiss
the choir is getting louder, they tell me i should quit
they tell me that if im not dead, then im not doing shit
(how was i made)
im just so imperfect
how was i made from scraps of you?
and my childhoods fading
im just grasping at scraps
your words are falling flat, youre fading in the mix
its so hard to forget about this feeling that ive sinned
i think about the time that, he brushed against my skin
and even when he tried to push, the issue didnt fit
(how was i made)

save your breath for another day
save excuses, please
you gave me all that youve got
but now its starting to rot
i cant take it

its not enough, not enough, not enough,
its not enough, not enough, not enough

how was i made from scraps of you?
how was i made from scraps of you?
i didnt get to be,
the girl i wanted to be
how was i made from scraps of you?
how was i made from scraps of you?
its not my fault

scraps of you

i watched a man die last night
shoveled pills but they couldn’t even keep him alive
and when i saw my reflection in those empty eyes
i bit my tongue

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

if i see your face again i think i'll fall apart
conflated, left in idle stress, you found your way in to my art
floating down the lake bed, tears piled in my arms
cos it all leads down to something less, we feel so small amongst the stars

if i die here wondering, "was i ever enough?"
deflated, lost the confidence to bottle it up
falling through the mattress, fear boils and erupts
no lifeline can save me drowning, i'm giving up

so i looked to myself
and asked “who the hell am i?
was the death of who i was a noble sacrifice?”
shoveled pills and then drank the liquid suicide
i’ll let fate carry me tonight

and he said
“boy, it seems i’ve finally reached my time
the gross unknown, the twisted blurry lines”
and i couldn’t help but stand there
stoned and petrified
i wish i’d said goodbye

PERMADEATH

everything by me

everyday your on the floor
is it a cause of abnormality or more?
or is it
your waiting for someone to come on by
someone that would treat you right

and that would be me
oh me
i could be everything you need
just please just take me
hold onto me
please dont leave me
cause when you left i couldnt scream

i wanna be the one you like
send a letter with a knife
i gave everything up to you
i thought it was a fluke but now hes pressing up on you

tell me what im supposed to do
when everyones around and i just cant be with you
tell me does that sound fair to you
what you did to me i would never do to you

so ill break my heart over something i cant change
will you be with me or him? its something i dont wanna say
so i look out for you
hope you look out for me
and i finally understand ill never be with you

u r not the strokes lil bro 😹

waiting for someone

original: https://soundcloud.com/bhproducer/feel?si=4bd3a2da82ef44db91791a8c1ea85ef6&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

@bhproducer

bh - FEEL (asperr remix)

Met with nothing but hate from the world she knows, she seeks out a new comfort. 
-
The first single to expathmia's upcoming concept album!

The Occurrence

vai5000 & jish! - cirrostratus

uhh jish loop

[LYRICS]

[ intro ]

in my psyche ur overzealous and its more than likely, love u wanna fight me

she wanna try me, going in my head she's trifling

u dont wanna go, don't wanna conversate

all these feelings in my head u cant accommodate

oh no, she wanna pick my brain apart it goes like numb

thought ud love me like nobody else

what happened to trust u made me overwhelmed
i'm going insane in my head, some things i wish you never said

so i fall in the dark

i wont fall too far

fall apart

[ chorus ]

wanna be my counterpart u aint allat
stop hitting my line don't call back
try running my line, gonna crawl back
not a single time that i thought that i would fall back

cuz i dont love u no more
i'm focused on the bands now, run it up run it up

do u wanna say more i don't wanna say so i don't wanna say nun u gon bring the payload

wanna be my counterpart u aint allat
stop hitting my line don't call back
try running my line, gonna crawlback
not a single time that i thought that i would fall back

yeah i dont wanna fall in love again, got money in my mind got a couple checks
check boy u dont wanna go, think i lost my love for u so u dont wanna know

[ bridge ]

said im falling apart
ooo
she fell from the stars
now im running for more
she tried to knock on the door
no im gone
no im gone

[ chorus ]

wanna be my counterpart u aint allat
stop hittin my line dont call back
try running my line, gonna crawlback
not a single time that i thought that i would fall back

cuz i dont love u no more
im focused on the bands now, run it up run it up

do u wanna say more i dont wanna say so i dont wanna say nun u gon bring the payload

wanna be my counterpart u aint allat
stop hittin my line dont call back
try running my line, gonna crawlback
not a single time that i thought that i would fall back

yeah i dont wanna fall in love again, got money in my mind got a couple checks
check boy u dont wanna go, think i lost my love for u so u dont wanna know

qlein & lightt - fall in the dark

Redemption

Verse 1
The wreckage is gone, but the memory remains
Salt on my skin, and the ghosts in my veins

Verse 2
I carried the silence, the weight of the sky
Every night asking, why wasn’t it I?

Chorus
Redemption, it finds me in the quiet air
I see their faces, but I’m not trapped there
The storm is over, I can finally breathe
Redemption, it lives inside of me

Verse 3
The black box is buried, but my story survived
I’ve walked through the fire, I’ve kept myself alive

Chorus
Redemption, it finds me in the quiet air
I see their faces, but I’m not trapped there
The storm is over, I can finally breathe
Redemption, it lives inside of me

Verse 4
I’m not the man I was, but I’m still here
Every scar is a prayer, every breath sincere

Final Chorus
Redemption, it whispers when the night is long
It doesn’t erase them, it just makes me strong
The storm is over, I can finally breathe
Redemption, it lives inside of me

Chorus
Redemption, it finds me in the quiet air
I see their faces, but I’m not trapped there
The storm is over, I can finally breathe
Redemption, it lives inside of me



Redemption

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priestess of light and healing

scraps of you

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