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misplaced flora [now at https://soundcloud.com/phixel]

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me
editors notes: i made this beat after listening to 'u mean even less to me now' by lieu for the first time, and i remastered the beat and put vocals on it just recently :) my microphone broke literally RIGHT AS i was finished recording the first verse, it was originally meant to have a second verse but i couldnt record it in time before i broke my snowball :(

lyrics:
going to bed hungry
waking up sad and lonely
longing for death, i'm starving
all that i want is mercy
yeah i'm just stuck in my bets
and yet i dont give a shit
yeah i just do this for kick
you know i'm stuck up in my-

im stuck up in my ways
dont ever wanna change
dont make me get out of bed
im making worlds in my head
and i jus dont give a shit
you dont wanna be my friend
you just wanna see my end
youre jus so fucking fake
hope you drown in the lake
for everybodys sake

i get ignorance from apprentices
im in chrysalis, metamorphosis
and if you persist i might slit your wrist
oh so vigorous, sour citrus

going to bed hungry
waking up sad and lonely
longing for death, i'm starving
all that i want is mercy
yeah i'm just stuck in my bets
and yet i dont give a shit
yeah i just do this for kick
you know i'm stuck up in my-

im stuck up in my ways
dont ever wanna change
dont make me get out of bed
im making worlds in my head
and i jus dont give a shit
you dont wanna be my friend
you just wanna see my end
youre jus so fucking fake
hope you drown in the lake
for everybodys sake

stuck in my ways

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me
editors notes: this song used to be a 52 blue mondays clone called 'eye' but i decided to put the lyrics for eye on a less ... clone wannabe sounding beat :)

lyrics:
i just dont know whats going on
all these words are swooping down and pecking, oh my god
paintings look at me with bad intent
unreality, its just so hard to comprehend

its all an abstraction
a piece of the world, just a miniscule fraction
i can't take the factions
we're just so divided, dont start the subtraction

knives in my eyes
and in my back that you left in me
you took my life
can't take that back, i won't rest in peace
trudge across the earth with an open wound
blood dripping down, i'll miss that soon
knives in my eyes
and in my back that you left in me

paint a hundred thousand paintings of what you suspect
is inside my mind, and it won't be right
write a hundred thousand books about what to perfect
how to follow the light, how to keep things tight
and you're hurting my head like my brains in a blender
im feeling the rain, cause im under the weather
and i know i'll get back at you soon
yea i know i'll get back at you soon

aaaaaaaah
aaaaaaaah
i just dont know whats going on
all these words are swooping down and pecking, oh my god
paintings look at me with bad intent
unreality, its just so hard to-

and when i do it hurts my head
and when i do it hurts
and when i do it hurts my head
and when i do it hurts

knives in my eyes
and in my back that you left in me
you took my life
can't take that back, i won't rest in peace
trudge across the earth with an open wound
blood dripping down, i'll miss that soon
knives in my eyes
and in my back that you left in-

(knives in my back you left in me, in me)

knifeback

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me
featuring verse from funeral
editors notes: im the first ethical glitchcore artist. almost everything in this is my sound design except for the 808 and some of the little fills which im very proud of :D funeral fucking KILLED this verse too holy shit thank u 2 funeral

lyrics:
[phixel]
dont u even try to talk me
you just lie, cant u just fuckin be honest please
acting up but irl youre not gon come for me
knives in my back and glass shards in my feet (glass shards in my)
dont u even try to talk- talk- 
you just lie, cant u just fuckin be honest please
acting up but irl youre not gon come for me
knives in my back and glass shards in my feet

[funeral]
glass shards in my eyes yeah
i'm ok it feels fine yeah
i ain't felt this alive yeah
i was you, i'd rather die yeah

hush, go to sleep
i would think twice
bout thinking bout twice
before you come talking to me

big benz, ima die or i ride
big guns, i make him unalive
no friends, you a loner inside  
no friends, you a loner inside

bitch ima demon

[phixel]
dont u even try to talk me
you just lie, cant u just fuckin be honest please
acting up but irl youre not gon come for me
knives in my back and glass shards in my feet (glass shards in my)
dont u even try to talk- talk- 
you just lie, cant u just fuckin be honest please
acting up but irl youre not gon come for me
knives in my back and glass shards in my feet

misplaced flora

glass

bandcamp!!!!

glass w/ funeral

production & vocals by me

made in one day for the shell corpus hq "sample this sunday" beat battle, prompt was to use the amen break

lyrics:
Yeah, so.. i don't know
I was just, like, walking outside and someone just came up to me and said that shit
I don't know, it was just so weird
Like, i don't know, i think my music’s okay
Like, what the fuck was that about? like..

I was walking out today, someone came right up to me
They said “how’s it going jane? yeah, your music sounds like shit” (the fuck?)
I said “what i need to do?”, they said i need to add this break
So i walked all the way home and went straight to my pc

I wanna make some music that sounds like me
I can’t think of what i need to add to it
I wanna make it groovier and sound pretty
I can’t think of what i need to add to-

So i walked all the way home and i talked to my best friend
She said this:
“You should put that one break on the mix”
(I need to use that sound!)

I was feeling all alone and i had this master plan
She said this:
“You should put an amen on the mix”
(I need to use that sound!)

God, i don’t know what to do, what to do anymore
If everything i make, it sounds like such a bore
What if i try my best, but i can’t up the score?
Feel like i’m 'bout to break, i feel it in my core

I feel it in my core
I feel it in my core

I don’t know what you’re tryna say
I can’t hear you over this amen break
Can't tell if you’re feeling okay
Can i reach out or is that a mistake?
Am i eating enough protein?
The doctor says i spend too long awake
Should i stay here or go away?
I can do whatever you want me to

I don’t know what you’re tryna say
I can’t hear you over this amen break
Can't tell if you’re feeling okay
Can i reach out or is that a mistake?
Am i eating enough protein?
The doctor says i spend too long awake
Should i stay here or go away?
I can do whatever you want me to

I can do whatever you want me to
I can do whatever you want me to
I don't know what you're tryna say
I don't know what you're tryna (amen break)
I can do whatever you want me to
I can do whatever you want me to

nobody knows i sampled the amen break

...LIKE WATCHING A ZOMBIE TURN

made at like 11am

im not tryna post up bitch im tryna sleep
i dont wanna pull up on yo block im tryna sleep
im not tryna deal with nothin im just tryna sleep
if you wanna come around , know that i stay sleep

i just been swagging , balenci on my feet
they wanna do what I do they wanna copy me
what would I do if i couldnt sleep
id rather sit inside all day , ion wanna meet

i dont ever wanna talk , dont wanna open up
im stayin sticking on my own , just wanna hold the cup
they really want me out here , want me tryna own it up
if i really dont know you , i wont dab you

im not tryna post up bitch im tryna sleep
i dont wanna pull up on yo block im tryna sleep
im not tryna deal with nothin im just tryna sleep
if you wanna come around , know that i stay sleep

written produced mixed and recorded by me
#rtk #ReThinK


sleep + p.soyojoo

i privated the demo lolz here da new one the remix da remix (original vocals: i really got you mad huh? - gunk

tWO Horses

YOU SPENT 4K ON A CARPET
JUST TO BE A DOG IN UR APARTMENT
CALL YOU NAMES AND MAKE YOU MY TARGET
BUT SECRETLY I KNOW THAT I WANT IT
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pra que fazer de tudo e ficar melhor, vou pra frente nao preciso da do
te prefiro quando tamos a sos, voce nao e parecido com nos
fica quieto nao vou ouvir sua voz, vou pra frente por que nada mais doi
nada mais doi

eu nao vou ficar olhando pra tras eu quero passar na sua frente
nao pra me gabar mas eu ja sabia que eu era diferente
tentou me atrasar mas ate ja sabia que nao ia adiantar
por que tu tentou e ate achou que ia poder me parar?

ele vai quebrar a cara, ele subiu mas eu ja to vendo ele la
cara ta emocionado, tava achando que ia comecar a chorar
e tu fez tudo errado entao nao adianta agora voce reclamar
eu nao sei mais o que eu mudo no que eu faco pra gente continuar
eu nao sei o que eu faco nao penso em nada eu consegui me travar
eu nao to fazendo nada mas de algum jeito eu consegui me irritar
eu so queria me esquecer agora eu sei que tu vai aparecer la
eu nao quero ver o sd, esquecer os momentos que ia registrar

e eu queria te reconhecer, reentroduzir so pra eu tentar
e eu tentei sair daqui mas fecharam a porta so da pra entrar
faco nada de diferente por que vai dar no mesmo
se der errado a culpa e minha e esse que e meu medo

e voce tem sua parte que vai seguir do enredo
vim de um lugar diferente mas acabei aqui mesmo
se tu acha que conhece tu nao conhece mesmo
eu ja te adimirei mas hoje voce nem vejo
ya ya eu ja te adimirei mas hoje voce nem vejo
ya ya se esquece o que eu falei por que vou ficar aqui mesmo
go, o casaco l.g.b por que hoje ta com vento
tu parece eu do passado entao ate te entendo

eu nao vou ficar olhando pra tras eu quero passar na sua frente
nao pra me gabar mas eu ja sabia que eu era diferente
tentou me atrasar mas ate ja sabia que nao ia adiantar
por que tu tentou e ate achou que ia poder me parar?
ele vai quebrar a cara, ele subiu mas eu ja to vendo ele la
cara ta emocionado, tava achando que ia comecar a chorar
e tu fez tudo errado entao nao adianta agora voce reclamar
eu nao sei mais o que eu mudo no que eu faco pra gente continuar

olha pra tras eu sei que e tarde de mais pra voce
sua vida escrita tu sabe o que vai acontecer
e eu fiz o mesmo agora nao vou aprender
gasto meu tempo minha hora toda vai valer
yaya o dia ele passa ate aterdecer
eu to com a escolha na minha mente mas vai depender
ate que nao somos tao diferentes eu e vc
e se de algum jeito desse certo ia dar

continuar

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lavapalooza

s3rl - mtc (100 gecs remix)

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mixed/mastered by me
editors notes: i made all of the basses/808s in this myself which im very proud of, also polyphonic bass go screeeeeee ;)
lyrics:
if youre the cream into my coffee imma start drinking it black
you took a whole year of my life and i will never get it back
you know your concentrations low, you could never stay on track
i can cut you no more slack, now you gotta take the flak
if youre the sunshine on my valley then i guess its gonna rain
you dont reply to any texts, my heart is heavy, feel the pain
you know youve lost all of the evidence thats backing up your claim
you think im the one to blame

i been on the low
i been trying to stay incognito
if youre trying to make contact please dont
i do good by myself
i dont need any help
i been good cant you tell

i been on the low
i been trying to stay incognito
if youre trying to make contact please dont
i do good by myself
i dont need any help

*DROPPY DROP*

i been on the low
i been trying to stay incognito
if youre trying to make contact please dont
i do good by myself
i dont need any help

*DROPPY DROP 2*

i-i-i-i-i been on the lo-lo-lo
been tryna stay-st-
incog-cog-nito-o-o
b-been tryna make con-con-tac-co
please dont
i-ive been good by-by self-self
d-dont need any hel-el-el-elp 
i-i-i-i-i been on the lo-lo-lo
been tryna stay-st-
incog-cog-nito-o-o
b-been tryna make con-con-tac-co
please dont
i-ive been good by-by self-self
d-dont need any hel-el-el-elp

incognito

from laura's 909fest set you can listen to the whole set here: https://soundcloud.com/vodgka/sets/laura-les-909fest-playlist

laura les - WAITING 4 U

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me + jedwill
soprano vox lead : rosesleeves
verses : rosesleeves + jedwill + button maker
editors notes: this beat had a lot of renovation done to it over a while, i made almost all of these sounds myself including that cool bass :) the melody was mainly inspired by a segment in an old melodic fuckery thing i found on newgrounds i dont remember the name of, and the ending epic pad section was inspired by fka by underscores and i think the riser into it may sample it as well

lyrics:
[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[rosesleeves]
i’m so damn gone babe
take a pill to the brain
can’t help feeling lost i
guess i was made this way
it always feels the same
can’t make it go away
it-it-it hurts so bad
and i can’t make it change

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[jedwill]
Ah

You know that I miss you when I call you lately
I can never talk, I’m confusing, hate me
Why do I avoid your time
Just like I avoid your eyes
But did you catch that you just might miss it
I think about you a lot but I’ve been distant
I’m sorry guess it’s just my loss
You’re precious I should count your cost
I’ve waited long
It’s all so soft
My heart was locked
You make me calm

[button maker]
Ooh I'm lost in my own headspace
(Can't help but feel like I'm losing control) 
Ooh, Always last in the race
(I've waited so many, so many lifetimes)
And I know it may never be my time
(It's so confusing, like, headache inducing)
Ooh,  even though it's always the same
(I wouldn't have it any other way)

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

[rosesleeves]
i’m so damn gone babe
take a pill to the brain
can’t help feeling lost i
guess i was made this way
it always feels the same
can’t make it go away
it-it-it hurts so bad
and i can’t make it change

[phixel]
ouch you're intruding, dont make me lose it
wish i could erase you from my headspace
ouch you're confusing, you're so elusive
wish i could erase you from my headspace

headspace w/ rosesleeves + jedwill + button maker

prod. me
mixed/mastered by me
editors notes: this was VERY VERY fun to produce, holidaykiss and boxkitty made some of the melody presets used in this song so thank them so much this wouldnt have been possible without both of them :D i think this is the only song on the project that doesnt have fast dist on the master

lyrics:
its a game of hide and seek
you're the seeker, but you're always peeking
no one ever invited me
im a sleeper, never the best public speaker
been so many years without a good day
guess that's just my luck, dont know what to say
im losing my mind, think i'll catch a blade
there's no sunny days, only hurricanes

and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater
and it's all your fault, but its also my fault
we're faulty for certain, we got faulty circuits
when we break and we fall, and we hit the asphalt
know we're faulty for certain, we got faulty circuits
and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater

feels like there's a snowstorm inside my brain
left me to the hounds, i feel so betrayed
why does someone always rain on my parade?
there's no sunny days, only hurricanes
you got a brain denser than cobalt
and a high that rivals a pole vault
you're a bit dumb by default
couldn't get fazed by a thunderbolt
more simple than a barrel vault
couldn't succeed in a somersault
got a personality like rotten malt
with methanol

and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater
and it's all your fault, but it's also my fault
we're faulty for certain, we got faulty circuits
when we break and we fall, and we hit the asphalt
know we're faulty for certain, we got faulty circuits
and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater

(and i think that we all could do way better
we're all score-setters, right down to the letter
yeah i think that we'd all rather be somewhere better
like stuck in the cold with no sweater)

faulty circuitry

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priestess of light and healing

hi! i transferred my account url to https://soundcloud.com/phixel in february of 2024!

stuck in my ways

phixel

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