neanderthal, saoirse dream, & sweeney - txtme (st1cks + neanderthal)

blep

https://fauxxmusic.bandcamp.com/track/callmedumb
https://youtu.be/M659xAEY8Eo

callmedumb

produced by phixel
mixed/mastered by phixel
backing vocals by maeEXO
sample: https://soundcloud.com/snowblowerr/hillcore

notes: first song in two months! so very excited :D this is definitely one of my best songs, and its a long time in the making :) i started making this in june, and finished it around mid-august when i added maeEXOs vocals at the end of the song. some inspirations for this song include porter robinson, jane remover, blackwinterwells, and tons of others ^^ enjoy

lyrics:
i dont wanna die, i got so much to do
i promise i'll try, try out something new
don't wanna be scared of the whole wide world
scared to get my throat slit, scared to watch it unfold
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: there is no one]

i feel like that baby bird that you saw dying on the ground
trying to scream and trying to cry but i can't do it out loud
and your friends all lied and told you i'd be worse if you helped
'well, the maggots got to eat too" is what you told yourself

tell me what you were thinking
have you no empathy? not a drop, not an inkling
if you wanna seem nice don't act like you hate me
it's really not difficult to see things and say things (say things)
tell me honestly, did you even feel a bit of pity on me
when you looked down at the ground and you saw me
i was vulnerable and i was sobbing

(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)
(no one, there is no one)

[maeEXO: no one, there is no one, no one, there is no one here]

the maggots need to eat too - Single

the maggots need to eat too

tmntet on all services

9 of 10

cowritten by & featuring @cmten
mastered by Ryan Schwabe
art designed + edited by @daywaiter
original photo + concept by mars whitlock & me

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
Acting out of malice
Circle pain on the diagram
Keep it steady, cut precision from my shaky hands
I'm so caught up between what I want and who I am
You only reach out at your weakest

And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed
And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed

I think I found what you were looking for
I won't give it back until you learn to use the magic word
If you're fucking with me then I just gotta be sure
And if it's really honesty then stop faking concern
Water down the drain until I'm clean
I create the image of myself I let you see
The things that make you pretty never look as good on me
Me my eyes and eyelids are all different shades of green

And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed

And I do it right back
And I do it right back
Let it circle in my head (Let it circle in my, and it circles in my head)
Burn a hole into my bed (And it circles in my head head head head head yeah)

(cmten)
Downing the drink that you made for me
Carve a space in the walls so that I can see
I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe
When you’re not with me, when you’re not with me
Sometimes takes a little more to come apart
Waiting for you to come back in the dark now
Sometimes waiting all alone at the bus stop
I don’t really give a fuck about what you want now
Bout what you want now
Bout what you need now
Bout what we had, 2am and I’m homebound
Kissing your neck, I forget all the past
Til I stand up too fast and I do it right back

(sd)
And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed
And I do it right

star★☆

doitrightback

underscores – your favorite sidekick (feat. 8485) [wone flip]

WE ARE ALL GOING DEAF

https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485/purgatory
https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485
https://soundcloud.com/oakscreen

8485 - purgatory +oakscreen [wone flip]

art : @reksi420 ᶻz
https://twitter.com/4n1m4l51
https://www.instagram.com/tr4n5c3nd3d/

old song that i picked up nd started working on again for fun :D ,,,,, more music for u guys soon ily˙ᵕ˙

lyrics:
posted w my crew
okay we're cool
break in thru the roof
talk dwn lose ur toothh 

feelin confused
hate being in groups
she said "are u telling the truth?"
well yeah.. cuz im not like u

i panic!!!!
pipe down bby please excuse my manners
im lost in my head
can't get all my thoughts to vanish

3am in the parking lot 
im tripping off acid
it's funny
how none of it matters

i fell on my face
now i cant go back
run from the cameras
hide in the back

in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black
in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black

face me please
why u do me like that
am i going insane??
cuz i think i might snap

in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black
in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black

posted w my crew
okay .. 2 HELL WITH U
so i dont really care
cuz somewhere ill be gone from u
thoughts inside my head i can't bear 
no matter what i do

posted w my crew
okay .. how cruel of u
ppl stop n stare (im aware!!)
don't know what to do
guess i lost my way up
did i entertain ya?

parking lot

Scene 7: Tweed, acrylic mirror shatters

I get out of bed, I get to work
I'm a sleepyhead, it never works
But I'm a working man, I'm a working girl
and I'm convinced my little scheme is gonna save the world

I'm a narcissist, but I'm optimistic
Something's gonna change, something for the better yeah I know it
Mom called me a conspiracy theorist, she was kind of right but whatcha gonna do?

To be twenty in your room
Pretending I was you
Pretending I was you
I'm sorry for everything
Yeah I'm sorry for everything

I'm an ordinary guy, but my envy got the best of me
I made a new best friend, but now I'm scared of texting him
My uncle called me an empirical guy,
but he said I need to find myself a spiritual guide

I'm a regular girl, I do stuff for fun
I make friends on the computer, always talking to some
I use the internet to find true love
Is anybody every gonna understand?

To be twenty in your room
Pretending I was you
Pretending I was you
I'm sorry for everything
Pretending I was you
If something doesn't change soon

Welcome to the plant cell bath hey
Welcome to the plant cell bath

look

i'm sorry for everything

[[i can't be bothered to do something for once]]

~track [5/5]
from the EP in one day stream!
all songs were made in two hours ^-^
follow my twitch for more music streams soon :3
www.twitch.tv/jauntsen

\\ featuring //
+vox from
@saoirsedream
+prod from
@prodbyaustyn
+art by
@henryyoder

\\ lyrics //

[intro] ~ @jauntsen
please leave me out
i can't be bothered to do something for once
it's my bad i know you don't even care
but you should!

[verse] ~ @saoirsedream
don't pick up the clothes on my floor
i've got a system for it all
if you catch the sock on my door 
i'm not fuckin it's just supposed to be there
i get that it doesn't make sense 
sorry my bad i inconvenienced your friends 
dress my best doesn't ever make sense
sorry my bad it's just that lately my meds
don't do much
bad at both ends and it cancels out 
and i'm back to where i started
can't ever stop stop making changes 
routines my clothes 
how i arrange them

[verse] ~ @jauntsen
so i'll just sit down
i got 10 half water bottles in my room
i'm a let down 
haven't dusted in weeks 
maybe today's gonna be the day i wash my sheets 
(ew)
j-j-just kidding imma do it next week! 
i'm just rotting in my bed i hope she text me
i'm so fucking gay 
dirty plates around my room when i cuddle with my plushies
this room wouldn't be dirty if i had some money..
(but you won't get that)

you're unemployed jas! 
i got health conditions opps i guess its my bad ;-;
it's an excuse i like to make whenever i'm sad </3
i'm so small and full of coke just like a dime bag (hehe)
lost my motherfucking charger hope i find that >:(

[hook] ~ @saoirsedream
i get that it doesn't make sense 
sorry my bad i inconvenienced your friends 
dress my best doesn't ever make sense
sorry my bad it's just that lately i'm dead!

my bad +saoirse dream (austyn with a y)

We'll meet each other on the other side.
Stay Thriven. ;OSM;

nurnoch ein mal [outro]

Instrumental by @shatter3d and @jichuuu

Decided to upload something a little different, I hope you guys enjoy it.

Lyrics:
'cause I've been breaking my heart
And now I'm back at the start
I don't wanna try again
I don't wanna fall in love
And I've been losing myself to the stress
I cannot progress
And the hole that you left
It just wont mend

Used to depend
On the fake love
And the texts you'd send
I'm still hurting, I've been losing my focus
I feel hopeless
And I've been dying slowly, but you ain't even notice

Think you should quit your hello's
It's a waste of time
You're no longer the apple of my eye
I no longer wait for your replies
I was bound to you, but looking back I was just blind

Thinking 'bout the past, 'cause I'm stuck in it
I got off really bad, never wanted this
You were everything I had, now I got nothing
And I don't wanna try again
I don't want none of this

back at the start (shatter3d + jichu)

“Steps" out NOW

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priestess of light and healing

the maggots need to eat too

phixel

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