BALL GOWN

I DID NOT MAKE THIS! All credit goes to @femtanyl

POCKETS!

POCKETS! - lilyNiku

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Welcome to Digital Utopia- a digital home and sanctuary located in your very own mind! Your utopia is the perfect place to escape to. Whether you just need a little break or you need long term relief from the falsehoods of real life, Utopia is always closer than you think! Feel free to stay as long as you'd like. What's in your Digital Utopia?

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Digital Utopia is an album created to question escapism. In a time ruled by technology, how much of the future being promised to us is viable? Why is it easier to just live in our own internet dream bubbles? Why did the future advertised to us seem so much cooler in the 2000s ( XD )? In all, this album is just a silly way to ask those questions as well as pay tribute to Teh Interwebz, nostalgia, and the retro futurism aesthetics of the 90s and 2000s. From chill wii- like music and ambient jungle sounds to borderline nightcore and hyperpop tunes, I have put a lot of love into my silly utopia! This idea has been cooking for 2 years and I wanted to wait until I felt I could execute it to the best of my abilities! I hope you enjoy!

Check Your Aim

#breakcore #hyperpop #hardcore to stimulate your brain :3
Lyrics! By Stella Dolce
Spaced out 
In chinatown
Give my wallet the run around
UwU nails and barbecue 
Pretty girls get their song debuted
Manifest cause I’m a star 
Delulu but I’m spitting bars
Messy girl but I’m so cute
Snap a pic you won’t see through
Stella Dolce that’s my name
Fem&m has joined the game
On repeat again and again
Gravity is your new fave
Ah
Ah
(Hey hey hey hey)

I don’t think you like really understand how big of a deal this is
(Do you believe in Gravity)

Panic while the world goes numb
I just wanna truely love
Stardom is go big or bust
I don’t know how to adjust
Fame or fortune I’m not sure
I just made friends with allure
Dancing live to my despair
Too broke to go anywhere
Made some choices to survive
At times I wonder, was I right?
It’s crazy how the gravity
Of my life tortures me
I just wanna effing scream
I just wanna effing scream
I just wanna effing scream
(AAAAAAA)

Spaced out 
In chinatown
Give my wallet the run around
UwU nails and barbecue 
Pretty girls get their song debuted
Manifest cause I’m a star 
Delulu but I’m spitting bars
Messy girl but I’m so cute
Snap a pic you won’t see through
Stella Dolce that’s my name
Fem&m has joined the game
On repeat again and again
Gravity is your new fave
Ah
Ah
I don’t think you like really understand how big of a deal this is
(Do you believe in gravity)
Panic while the world goes numb
I just wanna truely love
Stardom is go big or bust
I don’t know how to adjust
Fame or fortune I’m not sure
I just made friends with allure
Dancing live to my despair
Too broke to go anywhere
Made some choices to survive
At times I wonder, was I right?
It’s crazy how the gravity
Of my life tortures me
I just wanna effing scream
I just wanna effing scream
I just wanna effing scream
(AAAAAAA)

Gravity (feat. Stella Dolce)

KNOCK EM OUT

Some #breakcore #hardcore #hyperpop :3

Lyrics


Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hyonosis
Scrolling
Endless
Likes
Hypnotized
Spinning
Screens
Mesmerized

Hypnotized to love my body
Every scar and every story
No more hiding no more shame
I’m hypnotized to own the name

Like Jafar’s staff I fall in  deep sleep
In a trance where my thoughts delete
No more doubt my eyes spin like a  disc 
Under a spell but it’s worth all of the risk

Hypnotized to love my body
Every scar and every story
No more hiding no more shame
I’m hypnotized to own the name

In this dream like Ursula’s voice
I’m making self love my only choice
No more fear no need to disguise
I’m seeing all with hypnotic eyes

Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hypnosis

Hypnotize mezmerize endless feed captivates 
Vibrations capturing all I need digitally Mesmerized I only see all the love virtually 
Synchronized in the glow feel it flow visually
Hypnotize mezmerize endless feed captivates 
Algorithms illisions where I begin initially
Repetition realizing its really you recognizing 
Amplifiying frequency you all see its equals true

Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hyonosis
Scrolling
Endless
Likes
Hypnotized
Spinning
Screens
Mesmerized

Fall under our hypnosis

Hypnotized to love my body
Every scar and every story
No more hiding no more shame
I’m hypnotized to own the name

Like Jafar’s staff I fall in  deep sleep
In a trance where my thoughts delete
No more doubt my eyes spin like a  disc 
Under a spell but it’s worth all of the risk

Hypnotized to love my body
Every scar and every story
No more hiding no more shame
I’m hypnotized to own the name

Like the song of sime’s flow
I’m entranced where I will grow
Like the colors where spinning eyes show
I’m love myself from head to toe

Hypnosis

The debut track for my album thats under the same name! ADDHERALL find the rest of the album on my profile :3 #breakcore #hyperpop #hardcore

Lyrics
Why do microwaves beep so loud do they have to be so rude
If I eat a bag of chips for dinner does it count as food

Was Einstein ever scatterbrained or was he hyper clear
I meant to text my mom last week oh crap I think she’s here

What's that wierd vibration
Oh wait it's inside my head

It’s a rabbit hole of chaos a brain in overdrive
Can’t focus on one thing but hey at least I’m alive
I’ll find my way eventually but for now I think I’m stuck
Chasing twenty different thoughts in a never ending fuck

Should I start a podcast 
No I’ll learn to skate instead
what’s that weird vibration
oh wait it's all inside my head  
Can you teach a squirrel play fetch like a dog
Do ghosts haunt people with ADHD or do you think they'll hate this song

Wait what was I talking about
I had this idea for a song
I can't remember how it went
But it went something I think like this

Humming

Yeah
I think that sounds kinda
Okay

a symphony of scatterbrained a mind that never quits
A little spark that connects but never ever fits
I wouldn’t trade this chaos not for all the calm
Because even though it’s crazy I think it's where I belong

Why the fuck does it sound so familiar

a cyclone of confusion a whirlwind in my head
Jumping from a half done task to something else instead
I think I'll get it together yeah someday I’m sure
But for now I think I’m lost in tangents and their really is no cure

Where the fuck did I put my keys did I even lock the door
Why does the moon seem bigger when it’s near the ocean shore
Was I supposed to email that guy back from HR
How did I forget my wallet but remember my guitar

wait where's my phone
Oh wait it's in my hand

I wish my brain would break apart and shatter into dust
Silence every screaming thought and grind them into rust
Crush the static burn the noise and drown it in a flood
Rip the chaos from my skull and leave behind the blood

Merch!

ADDHERALL

Some #hardcore #breakcore #hyperpop song about my life as a cashier :3

Lyrics

Beep Beep Bag
The only beat I know
Emotions in emotions fade 
it's all kicking in
Scan, swipe, grind
Stick it all in the bin
Stuck in a loop when will my life start to begin

It didn't scan it must be free

Ah ha ha that ones new
If I had a dollar for every one of you

Beep Beep breakdown
Bag bag dreams drown
Scan scan mind strays
Next next it fades to gray

Push push draw tight
Swipe swipe bright light
Drop drop fall low
Tick tock the clock goes slow

Click click new script
Blink blink words slip
Grab grab no sleep
Pack pack always on my feet

Wait wait hope stalls
Break break mind falls
Scream scream souls fade
Gone gone my dreams decay

Ughhh
Why am I still here 
I should of quit way last year

Beep Beep repeat
Another simple beat
Bills slide in coins adrift
never time to eat
Same hello same goodbye 
day after day
The clock ticks slow 
the lights all hum 
the sky's probably gray
The barcode scans
The barcode scans
Let's me see the next in line
The TV stacks fill the counter
The shelves are empty like my mind

They ask why don't you smile
Dont mind me while I scream awhile

Welcomes valued customer continue scanning

Customer needs assistance in the cutting area

1.88

Attention customers the store will be closing in 15 minutes

Meat bread eggs
They break at my feet
Hands shake I'm lost inside
Can't tell where to begin
Weak tired mad
This grind will never let me win
Tags askew pinned to my chest
The walls are closing in
They ask why don't you smile 
While I nod inside and scream a while

Beep Beep Bag

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! A new single, yippee!! This will have a home later in the year when I finish my latest album, but for now it shall be a single. Check it out on youtube to see the visualizer that goes with the song! :3 Love yall!

KID PIX

SINNERS ANTHEM (Remix)

I'm FEM&M and have made music under many different aliases for over 15 years. My music making process tends to be very messy and reflects my own thoughts. All of my songs have lyrics, but usually distorted and mixed to the point where it's basically it's own instrument. My genre is a pretty much equal mix of breakcore, digital hardcore, hyperpop and happy hardcore :3