wait, where's my phone? oh wait it's in my hand :3 *drops one of the sickest beats known*

FEM&M YOUR SO COOL I HOPE U DONT TURN INTO A CUPCAKE WITH THE “ :3 “ FACE

RUBY!!!!

pump it up kitty!

DIE HARD DIE BLOODY

LOVE ME SO HARD IT STARTS TO HURT

d0p4m1n3

A silly little EP I wrote as an excuse to experiment a little while also exposing myself! We love to see it! Just a little something short and sweet :-) Enjoy!

Beautiful Princess Disorder

femtanyl fan song

Lyrics:

(Come with us, come with us before he kills you.)

Thinkin' 'bout buyin' land for a farm
Big ass shotgun on my arm
Thinkin' bout growin' bees and corn
Thinkin' bout moving real far
Yeah, you can say what you want, I don't give a crap
Ever since I got this platinum plaque
I been caring less and less and less about that
I'm sure that there's a lesson in that

Thinkin' 'bout buyin' land for a farm
(DOUBLE TROUBLE)
Thinkin' bout growin' bees and corn
Thinkin' bout moving real far
Yeah, you can say what you want, I don't give a crap
Ever since I got this platinum plaque
I been caring less and less and less about that
I'm sure that there's a lesson in that

(Goodbye sober day)

B-B-Big ass shotgun on my arm

Big ass shotgun on my arm

B-B-Big ass shotgun on my arm

Big ass shotgun on my (*scream*)

Thinkin' 'bout buyin' land for a farm
Big ass shotgun on my arm
Thinkin' bout growin' bees and corn
Thinkin' bout moving real far (FUCKING WHORES)
Yeah, you can say what you want, I don't give a crap
Ever since I got this platinum plaque
I been caring less and less and less about that
I'm sure that there's a lesson in that

Thinkin' 'bout buyin' land for a farm
(DOUBLE TROUBLE)
Thinkin' bout growin' bees and corn
Thinkin' bout moving real far
Yeah, you can say what you want, I don't give a crap
Ever since I got this platinum plaque
I been caring less and less and less about that
I'm sure that there's a lesson in that

(Goodbye sober day)

B-B-Big ass shotgun on my arm

Big ass shotgun on my arm

B-B-Big ass shotgun on my arm

Big ass shotgun on my arm


(Outro:)

B-B-Big ass shotgun on my arm

Big ass shotgun on my arm

B-B-Big ass shotgun on my arm

DOUBL3 TROUBL3

KNOCK EM OUT

LYRICSSS:

SCREAMING OUT MY LUNGS
STILL YOURE JUST TOO FUN
I BREAK MY BONES FOR YOU
YET I DONT FEEL LIKE IM TRUE

FEELING LIKE A PHANTOM
I MAKE ANOTHER ANTHEM
TALK TO ME LIKE IM ON THE PHONE
SO PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME ALONE

SCREAMING OUT MY LUNGS
STILL YOURE JUST TOO FUN
I BREAK MY BONES FOR YOU
YET I DONT FEEL LIKE IM TRUE

FEELING LIKE A PHANTOM
I MAKE ANOTHER ANTHEM
TALK TO ME LIKE IM ON THE PHONE
SO PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME ALONE

cough.. ehh
aggh,.. EEU

AAAAAA

ID RATHER BE DEAD
ANOTHER KICK IN THE HEAD
ILL KICK IT INTO BLOODDRIVE
ILL TAKE YOU WHERE THE WOLVES DIE

ID RATHER BE DEAD
ANOTHER KICK IN THE HEAD
ILL KICK IT INTO BLOODDRIVE
ILL TAKE YOU WHERE THE WOLVES DIE

ID RATHER BE DEAD
ANOTHER KICK IN THE HEAD
ILL KICK IT INTO BLOODDRIVE
ILL TAKE YOU WHERE THE WOLVES DIE

ID RATHER BE DEAD
ANOTHER KICK IN THE HEAD
ILL KICK IT INTO BLOODDRIVE
ILL TAKE YOU WHERE THE WOLVES DIE

i cant help you
i cant help you
i cant help you
i cant help you
i cant help you
i cant help you
i cant help you
i cant help you
i cant help you

HORRIFIC PSYCHOTIC EPISODIC NIGHTMARE!

Some #breakcore #hardcore #hyperpop :3

Lyrics


Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hyonosis
Scrolling
Endless
Likes
Hypnotized
Spinning
Screens
Mesmerized

Hypnotized to love my body
Every scar and every story
No more hiding no more shame
I’m hypnotized to own the name

Like Jafar’s staff I fall in  deep sleep
In a trance where my thoughts delete
No more doubt my eyes spin like a  disc 
Under a spell but it’s worth all of the risk

Hypnotized to love my body
Every scar and every story
No more hiding no more shame
I’m hypnotized to own the name

In this dream like Ursula’s voice
I’m making self love my only choice
No more fear no need to disguise
I’m seeing all with hypnotic eyes

Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hypnosis

Hypnotize mezmerize endless feed captivates 
Vibrations capturing all I need digitally Mesmerized I only see all the love virtually 
Synchronized in the glow feel it flow visually
Hypnotize mezmerize endless feed captivates 
Algorithms illisions where I begin initially
Repetition realizing its really you recognizing 
Amplifiying frequency you all see its equals true

Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hypnosis
Fall under our hyonosis
Scrolling
Endless
Likes
Hypnotized
Spinning
Screens
Mesmerized

Fall under our hypnosis

Hypnotized to love my body
Every scar and every story
No more hiding no more shame
I’m hypnotized to own the name

Like Jafar’s staff I fall in  deep sleep
In a trance where my thoughts delete
No more doubt my eyes spin like a  disc 
Under a spell but it’s worth all of the risk

Hypnotized to love my body
Every scar and every story
No more hiding no more shame
I’m hypnotized to own the name

Like the song of sime’s flow
I’m entranced where I will grow
Like the colors where spinning eyes show
I’m love myself from head to toe

Hypnosis

The debut track for my album thats under the same name! ADDHERALL find the rest of the album on my profile :3 #breakcore #hyperpop #hardcore

Lyrics
Why do microwaves beep so loud do they have to be so rude
If I eat a bag of chips for dinner does it count as food

Was Einstein ever scatterbrained or was he hyper clear
I meant to text my mom last week oh crap I think she’s here

What's that wierd vibration
Oh wait it's inside my head

It’s a rabbit hole of chaos a brain in overdrive
Can’t focus on one thing but hey at least I’m alive
I’ll find my way eventually but for now I think I’m stuck
Chasing twenty different thoughts in a never ending fuck

Should I start a podcast 
No I’ll learn to skate instead
what’s that weird vibration
oh wait it's all inside my head  
Can you teach a squirrel play fetch like a dog
Do ghosts haunt people with ADHD or do you think they'll hate this song

Wait what was I talking about
I had this idea for a song
I can't remember how it went
But it went something I think like this

Humming

Yeah
I think that sounds kinda
Okay

a symphony of scatterbrained a mind that never quits
A little spark that connects but never ever fits
I wouldn’t trade this chaos not for all the calm
Because even though it’s crazy I think it's where I belong

Why the fuck does it sound so familiar

a cyclone of confusion a whirlwind in my head
Jumping from a half done task to something else instead
I think I'll get it together yeah someday I’m sure
But for now I think I’m lost in tangents and their really is no cure

Where the fuck did I put my keys did I even lock the door
Why does the moon seem bigger when it’s near the ocean shore
Was I supposed to email that guy back from HR
How did I forget my wallet but remember my guitar

wait where's my phone
Oh wait it's in my hand

I wish my brain would break apart and shatter into dust
Silence every screaming thought and grind them into rust
Crush the static burn the noise and drown it in a flood
Rip the chaos from my skull and leave behind the blood

Merch!

ADDHERALL

bandcamp: https://femtanyl.bandcamp.com/track/mix-02-bothered

original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OZ04Q6nfLMg&ab_channel=Femtanyl

message/comment me if you'd like this taken down noelle, this is just temporary until it's uploaded to soundcloud

MIX. 02 - BOTHERED!

Some #hardcore #breakcore #hyperpop song about my life as a cashier :3

Lyrics

Beep Beep Bag
The only beat I know
Emotions in emotions fade 
it's all kicking in
Scan, swipe, grind
Stick it all in the bin
Stuck in a loop when will my life start to begin

It didn't scan it must be free

Ah ha ha that ones new
If I had a dollar for every one of you

Beep Beep breakdown
Bag bag dreams drown
Scan scan mind strays
Next next it fades to gray

Push push draw tight
Swipe swipe bright light
Drop drop fall low
Tick tock the clock goes slow

Click click new script
Blink blink words slip
Grab grab no sleep
Pack pack always on my feet

Wait wait hope stalls
Break break mind falls
Scream scream souls fade
Gone gone my dreams decay

Ughhh
Why am I still here 
I should of quit way last year

Beep Beep repeat
Another simple beat
Bills slide in coins adrift
never time to eat
Same hello same goodbye 
day after day
The clock ticks slow 
the lights all hum 
the sky's probably gray
The barcode scans
The barcode scans
Let's me see the next in line
The TV stacks fill the counter
The shelves are empty like my mind

They ask why don't you smile
Dont mind me while I scream awhile

Welcomes valued customer continue scanning

Customer needs assistance in the cutting area

1.88

Attention customers the store will be closing in 15 minutes

Meat bread eggs
They break at my feet
Hands shake I'm lost inside
Can't tell where to begin
Weak tired mad
This grind will never let me win
Tags askew pinned to my chest
The walls are closing in
They ask why don't you smile 
While I nod inside and scream a while

Beep Beep Bag

M1GHT BE PARANOID

We going fastttt with this one :3 some #digitalhardcore #breakcore #hardcore #speedcore

Lyrics
Pinata break

Your a fox with paper skin
Rainbow guts secrets within
Tied up high im swinging wild 
Just one hit when you split I smile

Candy spills red blue green  
Foxes dance in sweetened dreams  
Smash them open let it fly
Maybe your not meant to die

I'm a masterpiece of hollow art  
Sugar crushed and torn apart 
Every hit feels like a knife  
Am I broken or alive

Faster faster can’t slow down 
Skipping beats and glitchy sounds 
My colors glow into the night
Cracking me open spill my light

Faster faster can’t slow down  
Skipping beats and glitchy sounds  
My colors glow into the night
Cracking me open spill my light

Fox pinata sticks swing low
Pinata shakes guts let go
No escape tied up tight
One more hit lost that light

Lost that light 
Lose
Lose that light

Break me snap me pull me apart
Ribbons split where is my heart 
Teeth sink deep hands reach high  
Tear me down watch me fly

crack crush let me spill  
Candy drips hunger kills
fill your hands rip it out
See me bleed hear me shout

Shout

Hear me shout

Hear me shout

Hanging high as the world sways slow
I'm painted bright but they don't know

(Glitched lyrics) 

Lose that (glitched) 

Even if I'm torn apart I will always sing along
My pinata heart will always be singing it's song

Even if I'm torn apart I will always sing along
My pinata heart will always be singing it's song

grab me shake me laugh out loud
One more hit join the crown
Feet stomp hard hands clap wide
My pinata heart will split with pride

crack crush let me spill  
Candy drips hunger kills
fill your hands rip it out
See me bleed hear me shout

Torn to shreds
left behind
Candy spills but I’m still alive
Pieces gone but pulse remains
let me break again and again

Pinata Break (Feat. BRN1NG BRAIN SOUND INDUSTRIES)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! A new single, yippee!! This will have a home later in the year when I finish my latest album, but for now it shall be a single. Check it out on youtube to see the visualizer that goes with the song! :3 Love yall!

KID PIX

Some hardcore, digital hardcore, breakcore, hyperpop, Femcore stuff :3

BrainSick Lyrics

Today class were going to be exploring the brain!

Theirs a knot inside my gut that's twisting just like rope
Every hour pulls it tighter chocking out all my hope
I wear my skin like it's 2 sizes wrong
Like I move to fast and the seams are all gone

Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions 
Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions

Theirs a vine inside my chest that tightens all the time
It wraps around my lungs and it's climbing up my spine
I chew the inside of my check til it bleeds
Every thoughts a thorn and it gets tangled just like weeds

Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions
Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions

Theirs a bird thats nesting right inside of my chest
It sings when I’m quiet it just won’t let me rest
My smiles always crooked and it bends when I lie
my laugher sounds fake when its aiming far too high

It’s easy to forget that silence is an outlet
That not every hour needs to become output
I hear phantom feedback even when the rooms quiet
My head counts measures in my sleep in private
And sometimes I think if I just took the meds
if I turned it off the voices just inside my head
Would the music still be mine?
Or would it finally sound like me again?

Wait I have an idea 
what if I just change the tune

if I make the song sound happy everything will be just fine
Dress up all the panic in 4 by 4 time
Lay a melody down like I don't feel impending doom
Sweep the mess aside with a happy bedroom tune

I don’t need to rest at all if I get the drop just right
I don’t need help at all if I can make chorus nice and tight
I'll find a happy melody that reminds you of a lullaby
Maybe than ill have no one ask me why I want to cry

I'll Reverb the silence and sidechain all the tears
Spin the vinyl like I’ve been spinning fine for years
If they dance to the sound I built from all of my ache
Then just maybe my smile won’t sound so fake

Maybe if I make the song sound happy I won’t feel quite so numb
I have you Bounce to the beat while my insides slowly hum
Throw some major chords on the parts that scream too loud
Cut the grief with a drop just to please all the crowd

BrainSick

This is my alt for music...... ok....
https://on.soundcloud.com/KFWuDHus8tJAqfVoay

I'm FEM&M and have made music under many different aliases for over 15 years. My music making process tends to be very messy and reflects my own thoughts. All of my songs have lyrics, but usually distorted and mixed to the point where it's basically it's own instrument. My genre is a pretty much equal mix of breakcore, digital hardcore, hyperpop and happy hardcore :3

ADDHERALL

FEM&M

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