BALL GOWN

SO YOU WANNA BE A POPSTAR WANNA LOOK THE PART?
MANY SO-CALLED GIRLS RELATE BUT DO THEY REALLY HAVE THE HEART?

I DON'T WANNA LOOK LIKE YOU I WANNA LIVE INSIDE YOUR TORSO
MY CRUEL REFLECTION I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE SO
GET DOWN ON YOUR KNEES YOU SLUT AND SHOVE IT DOWN YOUR THROAT
YOU'RE GETTING TOO MUCH BREAD DON'T YOU KNOW HOW BAD YOU WILL BLOAT?

CHOKE IT OUT!
FUCK MY TEETH UP LIKE A CHASER SAW MY COCK
CHOKE IT OUT!
MAKE ME A GODDESS FEEL MY SPINE AND STOMACH LOCK
GET IT OUT!
JUST GO EXCUSE YOURSELF YOUR FRIENDS WILL NEVER KNOW
GET IT OUT!
YOU'LL NEVER PASS UNLESS YOU LET YOUR FEELINGS FLOW

DON'T ACT SURPRISED YOU KNOW THAT THIS IS HOW IT ALWAYS GOES
YOUR BEAUTY'S WON THROUGH PAIN, IN EVERY WAY, EVERYONE KNOWS
PROGESTERONE'S GIVING DEPRESSIVE FITS
BUT I WILL GLADLY KILL MYSELF IF I CAN DIE WITH SOME TITS
I'M MEASURING MY FIGURE AND I'M PUNCHING THROUGH THE GLASS
I'VE LOST ALL OF MY PATIENCE MY GUT WON'T GO TO MY ASS
I ROLL MY EYES AND THROW IT BACK AND FINGER FUCK MY THROAT
DESIRE, YOU WILL FIND MY BEAUTY OR YOU'LL FIND MY NOTE

I DON'T WANNA BE LIKE YOU I WANNA LIVE INSIDE YOUR TORSO
MY SICK DESIRES I CAN'T TAKE THEM ANYMORE SO
WRITE DOWN HOW YOU FEEL YOU SLUT AND SHOVE IT DOWN THEIR THROAT
THEY'RE CALLING AND THEY'RE CRYING OVER EVERYTHING YOU WROTE

CHOKE IT OUT!
FUCK MY TEETH UP LIKE A CHASER SAW MY COCK
CHOKE IT OUT!
MAKE ME A GODDESS FEEL MY SPINE AND STOMACH LOCK
GET IT OUT!
JUST GO EXCUSE YOURSELF YOUR FRIENDS WILL NEVER KNOW
GET IT OUT!
YOU'LL NEVER PASS UNLESS YOU LET YOUR FEELINGS FLOW

TRADE ALL OF MY RESTRAINTS FROM WITHIN MY HEART AND MY MIND INTO REALITY
MAKE IT DARK FOREVER, AND BITE MY EYES OUT SO THAT I CANT SEE
STAIN YOUR MUZZLE CRIMSON AS YOU OH SO LOVINGLY HARVEST ME
MY EXISTENCE HAS BEEN RENDERED NULL BY THE WORLD SO JUST SWALLOW ME

credits
releases February 9, 2024
written, produced, and mastered by salvia hunden

massive thanks to my patrons who make this all possible!! - psirice, Ducks, Ashe, EmmaKisst, FUNKYfetus, Queen Hastur, addderalll, Bose Hewitt, Seravulpes, Will Toledo, chexcoin, Hobbes, Miles Cane, Ascii, coolthxmcdoom, PIrunner

choke it out!

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salv the dog - choke it out!

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Vocal samples used from 'Boisvert_'.

MACROFRACTURE

Welcome to Digital Utopia- a digital home and sanctuary located in your very own mind! Your utopia is the perfect place to escape to. Whether you just need a little break or you need long term relief from the falsehoods of real life, Utopia is always closer than you think! Feel free to stay as long as you'd like. What's in your Digital Utopia?

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Digital Utopia is an album created to question escapism. In a time ruled by technology, how much of the future being promised to us is viable? Why is it easier to just live in our own internet dream bubbles? Why did the future advertised to us seem so much cooler in the 2000s ( XD )? In all, this album is just a silly way to ask those questions as well as pay tribute to Teh Interwebz, nostalgia, and the retro futurism aesthetics of the 90s and 2000s. From chill wii- like music and ambient jungle sounds to borderline nightcore and hyperpop tunes, I have put a lot of love into my silly utopia! This idea has been cooking for 2 years and I wanted to wait until I felt I could execute it to the best of my abilities! I hope you enjoy!

Check Your Aim

Some emo breakbeat digital hardcore hyperpop :3

Imma Be The Best

A silly little EP I wrote as an excuse to experiment a little while also exposing myself! We love to see it! Just a little something short and sweet :-) Enjoy!

Digital Footprint

Some hyperpop hardcore breakcore music that scratches your brain :3

Lyrics

Panic worry fear dread
Nausea dizziness inside my head
Sweating tremors loss of control
All of this will take its toll

Nausea dizziness insomnia,
Dry mouth sweating tremors, yeah
Drowsiness weight gain loss of libido,
Escitalopram, let the night unfold

Panic worry fear dread
Nausea dizziness inside my head
Inside my head
Inside my head
Inside my head
Inside my head
Inside my head (panic) 
Inside my head (panic) 
Inside my head (panic) 
Panic panic panic panic
Panic panic panic panic 
Panic panic

C 2 O H 2 1 F N 2 O
Take me where I wanna go go go

C 2 O H 2 1 F N 2 O
Take me where I wanna go go go

Please just let me sleep 
I just wanna wanna
Sleep
Please
Just let me
Let me

Come on wake up

Go go go go go
C 2 O H 2 1 F N 2 O
Go go go go go
Go go go go go
C 2 O H 2 1 F N 2 O
Go go go go go
Go go go go go
C 2 O H 2 1 F N 2 O
Go go go go go

Lucid thought I'm in the zone zone zone zone zone
Mind a canvas dreams have grown grown grown grown grown grown
Axiety whispers in not not not not not alone. 

C20H21FN2O

Some #hardcore #breakcore #hyperpop featuring Spott!

Lyrics

Fuck Nintendo
Nintendo ain't got shit on me
Hear the sounds boot Me up 
Hear the power starting up 

I've been feeling lonely
You wanna get to know me?
Nintendo? Or sony?
Or d'you intend to bone me?

Boot me up, hear the static 
boot me up, it's systematic
Load me up, and let me have it
C:/ ready, come format it

Mash my buttons make me sing
Check the port and stick it in
Fuck me hard and take my rings
That joystick got me quivering

Imma make this ass pop
bouncing on your laptop
Treat me rough, drag and drop
Come on baby don't stop

you turn me on
so boot me up baby
my ram stick's growing from 8 to 16

you turn me on
so boot me up baby
i'll cover you in megabytes and drain your hp

Fuck Nintendo
Nintendo ain't got shit on me
Hear the sounds boot Me up 
Hear the power starting up 

take me back to your place
come on let's get interlaced
69 volts
blow that fuse over my interface

overload me at your leisure
gimme that blue screen of pleasure
find my chest and take the treasure
raid me like I'm shadow legends

so get up on it, download this log
i don't cum fast like Sonic I'm Spott the edge-dog

you turn me on
so boot me up, baby
my ram stick's growing from 8 to 16

you turn me on
so boot me up baby
i got the terabytes to make you scream

you turn me on
so boot me up, baby
my ram stick's growing from 8 to 16

you turn me on
so boot me up baby
i'll cover you in megabytes and drain your hp

Power down now
Power power down now
We shut it down now
Shit it shut it down now

Boot Me Up (Feat. Spott)

The debut track for my album thats under the same name! ADDHERALL find the rest of the album on my profile :3 #breakcore #hyperpop #hardcore

Lyrics
Why do microwaves beep so loud do they have to be so rude
If I eat a bag of chips for dinner does it count as food

Was Einstein ever scatterbrained or was he hyper clear
I meant to text my mom last week oh crap I think she’s here

What's that wierd vibration
Oh wait it's inside my head

It’s a rabbit hole of chaos a brain in overdrive
Can’t focus on one thing but hey at least I’m alive
I’ll find my way eventually but for now I think I’m stuck
Chasing twenty different thoughts in a never ending fuck

Should I start a podcast 
No I’ll learn to skate instead
what’s that weird vibration
oh wait it's all inside my head  
Can you teach a squirrel play fetch like a dog
Do ghosts haunt people with ADHD or do you think they'll hate this song

Wait what was I talking about
I had this idea for a song
I can't remember how it went
But it went something I think like this

Humming

Yeah
I think that sounds kinda
Okay

a symphony of scatterbrained a mind that never quits
A little spark that connects but never ever fits
I wouldn’t trade this chaos not for all the calm
Because even though it’s crazy I think it's where I belong

Why the fuck does it sound so familiar

a cyclone of confusion a whirlwind in my head
Jumping from a half done task to something else instead
I think I'll get it together yeah someday I’m sure
But for now I think I’m lost in tangents and their really is no cure

Where the fuck did I put my keys did I even lock the door
Why does the moon seem bigger when it’s near the ocean shore
Was I supposed to email that guy back from HR
How did I forget my wallet but remember my guitar

wait where's my phone
Oh wait it's in my hand

I wish my brain would break apart and shatter into dust
Silence every screaming thought and grind them into rust
Crush the static burn the noise and drown it in a flood
Rip the chaos from my skull and leave behind the blood

Merch!

ADDHERALL

⚠️ ALL CREDIT GOES TO FEMTANYL, I DO NOT OWN THE SONG!! WILL TAKE DOWN IF REQUESTED, I DO THIS FOR ARCHIVAL PURPOSES ⚠️
cover is kuroko koumori from murcielago!

LOCKED UP FOR EVERY GOOD REASON - Femtanyl (unreleased track)

lifegotmesickaf v2

I'm FEM&M and have made music under many different aliases for over 15 years. My music making process tends to be very messy and reflects my own thoughts. All of my songs have lyrics, but usually distorted and mixed to the point where it's basically it's own instrument. My genre is a pretty much equal mix of breakcore, digital hardcore, hyperpop and happy hardcore :3