Some hardcore, digital hardcore, breakcore, hyperpop, Femcore stuff :3

BrainSick Lyrics

Today class were going to be exploring the brain!

Theirs a knot inside my gut that's twisting just like rope
Every hour pulls it tighter chocking out all my hope
I wear my skin like it's 2 sizes wrong
Like I move to fast and the seams are all gone

Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions 
Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions

Theirs a vine inside my chest that tightens all the time
It wraps around my lungs and it's climbing up my spine
I chew the inside of my check til it bleeds
Every thoughts a thorn and it gets tangled just like weeds

Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions
Don't lose yourself to all of your delusions

Theirs a bird thats nesting right inside of my chest
It sings when I’m quiet it just won’t let me rest
My smiles always crooked and it bends when I lie
my laugher sounds fake when its aiming far too high

It’s easy to forget that silence is an outlet
That not every hour needs to become output
I hear phantom feedback even when the rooms quiet
My head counts measures in my sleep in private
And sometimes I think if I just took the meds
if I turned it off the voices just inside my head
Would the music still be mine?
Or would it finally sound like me again?

Wait I have an idea 
what if I just change the tune

if I make the song sound happy everything will be just fine
Dress up all the panic in 4 by 4 time
Lay a melody down like I don't feel impending doom
Sweep the mess aside with a happy bedroom tune

I don’t need to rest at all if I get the drop just right
I don’t need help at all if I can make chorus nice and tight
I'll find a happy melody that reminds you of a lullaby
Maybe than ill have no one ask me why I want to cry

I'll Reverb the silence and sidechain all the tears
Spin the vinyl like I’ve been spinning fine for years
If they dance to the sound I built from all of my ache
Then just maybe my smile won’t sound so fake

Maybe if I make the song sound happy I won’t feel quite so numb
I have you Bounce to the beat while my insides slowly hum
Throw some major chords on the parts that scream too loud
Cut the grief with a drop just to please all the crowd

BrainSick

he/they

I like cats and the colour green,
no longer a Dazai kinnie
only upload songs because I want them


smartest cutest person best music taste ever (proven by science)

Weezer,gorillaz and fentanyl fan ✌️🥹

hi i am shadow :3 i use they/them pronouns (DONT CHECK MY OLD STUFF PLEASE)

I'm FEM&M and have made music under many different aliases for over 15 years. My music making process tends to be very messy and reflects my own thoughts. All of my songs have lyrics, but usually distorted and mixed to the point where it's basically it's own instrument. My genre is a pretty much equal mix of breakcore, digital hardcore, hyperpop and happy hardcore :3