https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEcSL7UjHMo

im not mysterious yet
open my coffin and share
i want you always
i want you always
i went through terrible things, sure
i have no memory of where
every time it makes me scared
every time it makes me scared

i walked alone in my head
repeating words that you said
you cant hate me anymore
you ever know that..

im gonna change i swear
kiss me like you care
cry into your shoulder while youre clinging to my hair
clearly, im seeing things
that arent there
that arent there

i walked alone in my head
repeating words that you said
you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me

theres something wrong with me
im bringing it up ive been a lonely one
couldnt you tell?

they want your head and your heart
thats up to you
it's not an easy way out
it's hard to do

you bring me to tears yeah
underneath the stairs
take something so i can socialize and try to care

you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me anymore
you cant hate me anymore

theres something wrong with me
im bringing it up ive been a lonely one
couldnt you tell?

they want your head and your heart
thats up to you
it's not an easy way out
it's hard to do

im gonna change i swear
kiss me like you care
cry into your shoulder while youre clinging to my hair
clearly, im seeing things
that arent there
that arent there

You Cant Hate Me Anymore

Everyone Asked About You

Everyone Asked About You - Me vs. You

snowing - so I shotgunned a beer and went to bed
whirr - younger than you
宇宙コンビニ - 8films
snowing - i think were in minsk
midwest pen pals  - because hes there and he hates me
charmer - bummer summer
emo side project - i guess everything reminds you of something
origami.jp - japan
empire empire (i was a lonely estate) - what had taken years to put together
snowing - sam rudich
the hotelier - life in drag
park jefferson - childhood
merchant ships - something that matters
emo side project - the end of something
camping in alaska - i just want to kickflip into the sunset and disappear
self loathing - youre a break, youre a parenthesis
midwest pen pals - my castle, your castle
chinese football - 帽子戏法 [hat trick]
tigers jaw - plane vs. tank vs. submarine

my heart it breaks at what cost
my heart it breaks at what lost - my hope is empty
i look at myself in the mirror
i cant be what you want me to be

you want it all and you tried
there is no reason no light
the passing hours the lost time
and there is every reason left 2 cry
i wish it wasnt so cold
i wish i felt a bit better
the seasons keeo changing
and i still feel bitter

day after day and year after year
nothing ever gonna change anyways
all i keep doin is wanderin around
and wonder why it stays the same

the world is more beautiful to me
than you could ever be
ive seen things you couldnt dream of -
like the colors dancing around me..

feeling frenzied by the emptiness that you leave
hearts dont shatter, theyre built to break

my heart it breaks at what cost
my heart it breaks at what lost - my hope is empty
i look at myself in the mirror
i cant be what you want me to be

prod saint mike

at what cost

@1yyujin 2nd drop. 3rd song out now

prod by @3dates
mixed by cookie

lyrics:

why 
can't i
be what you need 
want you to want me  
am i too much for you 
don't see me how I do 
what do i have to lose
i'll give it all up just to see you   
but i
know where i lie with you
some fantasy never coming true  
wish you just saw me the way that i see you
need me the way that i need you
see you
all the ways that i need you
i need you
all the ways that i need you
i need you

aswium 아쉬움 (p. sedate)

pic of your head after is been hit several times w a bat

12/03/04 @ GOK SOUND

friend's band from osaka.

cofun - trains don't bring a spring breeze

🎸 Lyrics: 

Sometimes 

Sometimes 

Sometimes

Sometimes I wish I was dead

I’m really trying to get ahead 

Too many thoughts up in my head 

My mind is bloody red

Crying up in my head 

Feels like I’m already dead

I need all of this to end 

Loving how I ascend.

Sometimes (Prod. IVYPROD)

A song dedicated to my love of cycling.

The fastest ive ever played the drums. quite proud 


The song is too long, too repetitive. I will shorten it, re record vocals, and write more parts and better lyrics

Ride

catch me when i fall
i want you to be
right here till im gone
hold me till the dawn
i slur my words
and hope that youll hear my call
i hope that when youre gone
i dream of you,
and your love
please never fade away
i want to see your face
ooh
ill write u when your stuck,
just say if somethings wrong
i will help you out
hold your words for me,
i promise if we’re there
your sadness will be cleared
i know that when youre gone,
ill think of you
and fall in your arms,
i hope that youll be here,
promise that youll be here

pic of your head after is been hit several times w a bat

Photographic Memory ARCHIVE