It's been awhile now but,
I miss you so,
I have to admit,
it was so hard to see you go, 
And now I wish you could see me grow,
laugh at the jokes only you know
but every now and then,
I still see your glow 
And oh I know, one day,
I'll get back to your soul.
...
...

but until then I've gotta roll
this life it takes quite a toll
and we just keep digging the hole
with hearts black as coal,
our minds are clouded,
dividing like poles.

but still I stroll,
shed light on the cold
through shadows and scrolls
looking for signs
in the cracks and the folds
in the way thunder rolls
or how the wind scolds—
and sometimes I swear
I can hear your prose.
In a way only love knows.

Well they say grief gets light,
because it makes you grow.
I say love is all we know—
it's rhythm steals the show.
through every rhyme and flow,
your voice still echoes.
Carrying your tone
through  every high and low...

Some days I feel hollow,
like you’re too far to follow,
a constant reminder,
it's time we borrow.

So I create in your eyes,
I seek love not lies.
with harmony not aye aye's
because at the end of the day,
a mother's love never dies.

Yeah, Mama, I miss you so
All I ever wanted
was to convince you
But timing became an issue
What I'd give for a redo
and in time maybe that's what I'll do,
'til then I'll just write these songs,
to remember you.

A.I.O.U.

Sonlight

Ride With Me

WHAT WILL I DO? by Nova J

We’ve got a good thing, baby, you and me
Yeah, I know all good things fade eventually
So if the end comes
Oh, what will I do? (what will I do?)
I’ll spend it with you (ooooh)

If a planet killer’s headed this way
And the earth begins her last ballet
I won’t feel dread
If you’re in my bed
(I won’t feel dread)
(If you’re in my bed)

If sirens wail and skies turn red
Ashes falling like tears we’ve shed
I’ll stay calm
With you in my arms
(I’ll stay calm)
(With you in my arms)

No, I’m not scared (I’m not scared)
Of what tomorrow brings (ooooh)
If you are there (if you are there)
I can face anything (ooooh)

We’ve got a good thing, baby, you and me
Yeah, I know all good things fade eventually
So if the end comes
Oh, what will I do? (what will I do?)
(I’ll spend it with you)
Yeah, what will I do?
I’ll spend it with you (ooooh ooooh ooooh)

If World War Three breaks out tonight
And we’re sleeping rough beneath the city lights
I’d still find peace
If you’re close to me
(I’d still find peace)
(If you’re close to me)

If the night is cold and hope is gone
But we’re wrapped up tight with your body warm
I won’t lose heart
If we don’t fall apart
(I won’t lose heart)
(If we don’t fall apart)

No, I’m not scared (not scared)
Of the fire and smoke (ooooh)
Long as you’re there (you’re there)
I’ll never lose hope (ooooh)

We’ve got a good thing, baby, you and me
Yeah, I know all good things fade eventually
So if the end comes
Oh, what will I do? (what will I do?)
(I’ll spend it with you) (oooh)
Yeah, what will I do? (oooh)

No, I’m not scared
(Of what the future brings)
As long as you care
(I can face anything)
No, I’m not afraid
Of the end of days
As long as you stay
I’ll be okay

What will I do?

«If someone sits next to you to watch the sun rise, don't ask them how they are doing, just enjoy their company instead and see how the day goes.»
🧡💜

Sunrise

Yine gece düştü, içim paramparça
Yollar uzun, hayalinle yanımda
Bir ışık, bir umut, bir mucize
Belki sen gelirsin diye sabaha. 

Ah be kader, beni de bir araaaa
Bir hatırla, bir sor halimi
Çok uzaklarda değilsin biliyorum
Ama hep susuyorsun, dokunmadan geçiyorsun
Bak sana ihtiyacım var, yoksun yine
Sesleniyorum, yine duymuyorsun
Sevmek istiyorum, ama çok sevilmek
Bakmak istiyorum, bana daha çok bakılmasını
Seviyorum demek istiyorum sessizce
Dünyanın öteki ucundan duyulacak şekilde

Ah Be Kader

I Cash My Own Checks, Baby (DEMO)

Home of My Heart

Amore ritrovato 
in fondo sono stato fortunato 
a vivere un amore ritrovato 
entrato dalla porta del destino
ed ora  che non sei  qui vicino
mi rimane questo nodo nella gola
al pensiero che rimani ora sola
viviamo in due mondi un po diversi
ci sentiamo sconfitti e  anche persi
É stato un regalo inaspettato   
abbracciati ci alzavamo sempre in volo
consapevoli dell'amore ritrovato 
ma ora piango perché anch'io resto solo
vorrei comandasse il mio cuore
che guidasse con la forza il mio pensiero
che non dicesse la parola é finita 
che indicasse il percorso della  vita
vorrei comandasse il mio cuore
per poterti dire sempre sei il mio amore
dare un calcio a un passato sfortunato
per cantare questo amore ritrovato
sono stato sordo, cieco e imbranato
e fa male capirlo solo adesso e mi dispiace 
che non sono riuscito a trattenere ciò che avevo
e bastava che guardassi bene dentro le mani
quelle mani che avrebbero cambiato il mio domani
quelle mani che hanno mille volte accarezzato il tuo viso
quel tuo viso che ancora oggi è il ritratto dell'innocenza
e  non vorrei mai starne senza
vorrei comandasse il mio cuore
che dettasse i comandi al mio pensiero
che non dicesse la parola é finita 
che indicasse il percorso della nostra vita
vorrei comandasse il mio cuore
per poterti dire sempre sei il mio amore
dare un calcio a un passato sfortunato
per cantare questo amore ritrovato

Amore ritrovato

Let Her Be

[Intro]
It doesn’t seem much
a flame or a fall
some blackened ends
you learn to call
a beginning

We think to burn is loss
but ask the oak
or any moss
that lives on fallen things

[Verse 1]
She doesn’t need you to work the ground
just to stay when storms come down
redemption’s not a second chance
it’s staying in the aftermath

You rise with or without the ask
not for praise just for the task
love isn’t loud—it holds its place
even when it knows it breaks

[Chorus]
Redemption is not balm or bending
it’s doing better
after failing loud
It’s rebuilding for that last love
not just showing up
but rising up
because you’re meant to

[Verse 2]
She’s not the lesson you get to learn
she’s moss on stone soft and firm
you be oak stand slow stand tall
she’ll come to you
or not at all

[Chorus]
Redemption is the risk you take
the only chance you’ll ever stake
It’s not to win
it’s to become
a man she trusts
when trust won’t come

[Bridge]
Be the crazy horse
let her be the wild deer
don’t chase don’t corner
just be near
let her come as she is
when she is ready
and not one moment before

[Final Chorus]
Redemption is being
what you weren’t before
it’s loving her
as she is not more
It’s being oak
and letting her be moss
quiet strength
and sacred loss

Let Her Be

Echoes Of The Soul

The Gospel of a Ghost
A soul resurrection in three acts.

This is not a breakup song — it’s a reckoning. A woman erased by love sings herself back into existence. From a haunted whisper to a gospel roar, this track journeys through intimacy, defiance, and sacred fire.
Recorded like a lost field tape: warm, analog, and unfiltered. Every breath, every creak, every cry matters.
The ghost doesn’t haunt the house — she becomes the cathedral.

The Gospel of a Ghost

[Verse 1]
This house don't know my name no more
His coat still hanging by the door
But the mirror don’t reflect my face —
Just lipstick ghosts and empty space

[Verse 2]
He took his keys, took his rage,
Left my voice on the torn-out page
Now silence wears my wedding ring
And memory don’t mean a thing

[Pre-Chorus] 
I lit the candles for who I was
But the flame just whispered “because…”

[Chorus]
But I got my name on my own tongue
Burned it back into my lungs
I ain't his echo, ain't his ghost
I'm the gospel that hurts the most
Hallelujah in the static now
He left me hollow, I came out loud
Say it slow, say it right:
I rise alone tonight

[Verse 3]
The floor still creaks like it knows my sin
The bed remembers the shape we were in
But I changed the locks, repainted the shame
And left his shadow calling my name

[Pre-Chorus] 
I ain't no afterthought, no sigh
I’m the hymn he never tried

[Final Chorus] 
I got my name on my own tongue
Sung it raw, sung it young
I ain't no whisper, ain't no ghost
I’m the gospel he fears the most
Hallelujah in the static scream
This ain’t revenge — it’s self-esteem
Say it loud, say it right:
I am the flame. I am the night.

[Outro] 
This silence is mine.
And I sing it true.

The Gospel of a Ghost

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