m1 written version

it’s still in my mind but it’s all in my head
I’m wasting my life but I’m better off dead 
I wasted my life I don’t know what you said
blurry eyesight I don’t have the right meds
you’re thinking too much I’ll be fine in the end
I don’t wanna get out when I sleep in your bed
I really don’t mind, I’m just keeping you fed
I’m thinking too much I don’t wanna fuck up I know 

there’s no one in the world like you
I don’t deserve the things you do
I couldn’t bear to see it through
the debt’s too great to pay my dues
there’s no one in the world like you
I can’t compete with all you do
there’s no one in the world like you to me
there’s no one in the world like you to me

I can’t breathe right you’re making me anxious
I can’t think straight reading off a blank disc
it gets real bad, swimming in the deep dark
i got real down till it put me in the ER
I got too geeked eyes like a cartoon
I don’t know where my heart goes I don’t choose
need to flush my soul clean like a vacuum
don’t worry promise I’ll be back soon

butterflies in my tummy till I throw up
I get so scared when I don’t know where you’ve gone
I get so worried when I wake up all alone
I guess love makes you sick when you find the the right one
need to flush my soul clean like a vacuum
don’t worry promise I’ll be back soon
I’ll be back soon, I’ll be back soon
I’ll be back soon, swear that I’ll be back soon

it’s still in my mind but it’s all in my head
I’m wasting my life but I’m better off dead 
I wasted my life I don’t know what you said
blurry eyesight I don’t have the right meds
I really don’t mind, I’m just keeping you fed
you’re thinking too much I’ll be fine in the end
I don’t wanna get out when I sleep in your bed
I’m thinking too much I don’t wanna fuck up I know 

there’s no one in the world like you
I don’t deserve the things you do
I couldn’t bear to see it through
the debt’s too great to pay my dues
there’s no one in the world like you
I can’t compete with all you do
there’s no one in the world like you to me
there’s no one in the world like you to me

no1 like u (for a love lost)

𝖦𝗈𝗈𝖽𝖻𝗒𝖾

a bandaid wont fix everything but it'll help you with the journey

naturally

thank u @!tale for the guitar and the vox sample..
and @Crystal Ash for one of the synths and percussions
i love u both sm

it is all wrong

sloane