this is my home

vocals, production & sound design by me

i was shaped inside your anvil
your anvil
your anvil
fold
ready for long
high fever

anvil

T BOY SWAG (tenshixgod)

a call at noon

This Song Is About A Racehorse Named NICE NATURE ❤️

,

if they could fall
they'd fall into my web
if i'm so small
could you devour me instead

the seasons wait
while the winner runs ahead
my start was late
even though i tried my best

i don't need to fall for it
hiding underneath my wings
these conditional rewards
need us to keep wanting things

a deity
can never be free
the prayers they receive
are their fee

get so consumed
automatic abuse
i run for my blues
i run to feel cute

when i'm on your tail
just watch out for me
behind you i'm
murmuring in your ear

murmur murmur
murmur murmur
i murmur in your ear
all the things you didn't wanna hear

cynical crystal
i wanna be cute
the trophies and ribbons
is it any excuse?

keep telling myself
this is not who i am
this is not who i'm meant to be

if i stop being nice
could i win first prize?

pity is a disease but
i felt sorry
you were looking weak at the knees
i guess you can call me

everything you see is
a version of you
like when i saw you at the track
you helped me tie my shoe

why indulge bitterness?
i don't really need to be the best

i'm nice
i'm cute
i'm cute
i'm cute
too

murmur

this song is a collaboration with @tidecruz (my head is empty)

now i know what i mean (pitched up)

2025 we all falling off 

1 solo
2 with @ruyii
3 with @ruyii
4 with @hyperoverdrivefaith
5 solo
6 solo
7 with @hyperoverdrivefaith 
8 solo
9 solo
10 with Bloodhound Lil Jeff


2025 @ruyii @hyperoverdrivefaith

20 Thousand on my Face Today I'm not Shy No Way
Always keep a Blade baby To keep you Safe I Chop Sensei
Come kick it w Prada Oh I know that she wanna
Smoke up on my Sofa While she sucking Both nuts

Okay Hollup I just gotta Light up this spliff
Okay Hollup Are you gonna Ride w me, Shit.
Told myself I'd be sober by 21 i’m out here 
Smoking on stems just to feel a damn hit
Ay You could Catch Me Krying in a Whip
Nose Dry but we Snotty as a Bitch
Eat Popcorn while Shawty B Sucking my tip Damn we winning
She pulled it I bopped this shit hella Twisted
Twisted about bitches who Ain't ever get the Motto
Man This could be my theme song Ayo Fuck it my new Ringtone
Young Prada CEO Forever w My Bae We locked up
Disgusted by This shit A healthy fella Coughed up Ya Ya

20 Thousand on my Face Today I'm not Shy No Way
Always keep a Blade baby To keep you Safe I Chop Sensei
Come kick it w Prada Oh I know that she wanna
Smoke up on my Sofa While she sucking Both nuts

#21 PROD ME (2004)

https://soundcloud.com/j896/mad i just want this world to end

slightly going mad og pitch

ｓｅｌｆ ｐｒｏｄ / ｅｎｇｉｎｅｅｒｅｄ

Ｅｐ ｄｒｏｐｐｉｎｇ Ｄｅｃ ７ｔｈ ２０２５


ｙｏｕ ｗｏｎ’ｔ ｔａｋｅ ｉｔ
 ｓｏ ｉ’ｍ ｌｅａｖｉｎｇ
ｙｏｕ ｏｎｌｙ  ｋｎｅｗ ｍｅ
 ４ ｔｈａ ｗｋｎｄ
ｉ ｄｏｎ’ｔ ｗａｎｎａ ｔａｌｋ 
 ｉ ｊｕｓｔ ｗａｎｎａ ｇｏ ｈｏｍｅ
ｉ ａｌｒ ｋｎｅｗ
 ｙｏｕ’ｄ ｂｅ ｂｌｏｗｉｎｇ ｍｙ ｐｈｏｎｅ

ｙｏｕ ｗｏｎ’ｔ ｔａｋｅ ｉｔ
 ｓｏ ｉ’ｍ ｌｅａｖｉｎｇ 
ｙｏｕ ｏｎｌｙ ｋｎｅｗ ｍｅ 
  ４ ｔｈａ ｗｋｎｄ 
ｉ ｄｏｎｔ ｗａｎｎａ ｌｉｓｔｅｎ 
  ｂｕｔ ｕ ｓｈｏｕｌｄ ｐａｙ ｍｅ  
ｉ ｄｏｎｔ ｗａｎｎａ ｔａｌｋ 
    ｂｕｔ ｉ ｓｈｏｕｌｄ ｐａｙ ｍｅ



ｌｅａｖｉｎｇ

@inssekt

jamante:

i don't have no place yea
damned if i do
damned if i don't
i don't even exist
for you i can't 
ever go switch
i'm losing my shit out here
take into account 
all of these words yea
a thousand poor fables
all of it clogs 
up in my throat

inssekt:

have a lot of patience
baby i've been waiting
i need to let go
sticking on my brainwaves
no space left for my self
i lost my sense of self
every time i smell your perfume
it takes me back back back
i never meant to hurt you
this is all my bad
i will always be the burden
that you carry on your back

jamante:

panning gold out of the river
make a wedding ring
i just met you today, i wanna tell you everything
i see myself in you, can't help it I'm shivering
you ask me if I'm cold, but i think that I'm about to lie
i don't wanna wait, okay, i think I'm gonna cry
my soul extends an open hand, but now we're saying bye
now we're saying bye, get in the car, it's late at night
"we'll talk soon" okay as long as it's before i die

rosa: 
even the ghosts
huddled up for warmth
autumn has come to my hometown

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Oh2Rot3c5I

this is my home

sloane