sentimentality and letting go

Side A 1-8: selected works

Side B 9-16: more distortion, more sound, more life

a collection of phpkns works between 2020-2023

songs that mean the most to me and demos brought back to life

released January 19, 2024

cover art by maiko kobayashi

"the life in which I'm forever a child looking out my window at the night sky, thinking one day I'll touch the world with my bare hands, even if it burns"

More Distortion, More Sound, More Life

Disconnect

Moonlight

Lost Winter

Those Nights

We Have Not Touched The Stars, Nor Are We Forgiven

Your Transience

Snowfall (We Are All Going Forward, None Of Us Are Going Back)

Sonder (You Are Too Nostalgic, You Want Memory To Secure You, To Console You)

So Tender

もう　いーや。
no more
くそったれな話しはもうヤめにしようよ。
let's stop talking shit already

Forever Ago

그렇게 꿈을 꾸는 것
dreaming like that
그렇게 살아가는 것
that's how we live
그렇게 살아가는 것
that's how we live

So Life Goes On

To Wish For (Interlude)

A Soft Life

thank you for the childhood
gave your best that you could
but you and I know I won't ever wanna go back
thank you for the childhood
did my best that I could
days were tainted with the scars I'll never forget
thank you for the childhood
gave your best that you could
but you and I know I won't ever wanna go back
thank you for the childhood
did my best that I could
days were tainted with the scars I'll never forget

thank you for the childhood
thank you for the childhood
gave your best that you could
gave your best that you could
thank you for the childhood
thank you for the childhood
gave your best that you could
gave your best that you could