help
https://www.gate.fm/tsGGhX
(chorus 2x)
mama said be honest boy and tell em how you feel 
i fucking lost my best friend and my house thats how i feel 
i feel like the main character and this shit isnt real
feels like im in a movie and im glitching on the reel 
(verse)
i been sailing for a minute boy they better listen up 
ill take my life in a instant just to see my boys go up 
feels like my mind is imprisoned and these bars are welded shut
im the outcome of some tough love no excuse i toughened up
i think my father hates my guts and my mother still on drugs
she fucking left me and my sister for her new man who's a thug 
promised god i wont give up feels like im the chosen one 
promised god i wont give up feels like im the chosen one

ALL PLATFORMS

main character (dercept) (all platforms) (music video out now)

prod me mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:

DESTINY


HOOK:

cut my heart open
see what u did to me
now I’m frozen
it’s my destiny
why am I holding
to what will never be
just let it go
just let go of me

You take and you take it all
You take and you take it all
just let it go
just let go of me

VERSE:

I climb until the surface
the light’s so far away
I slip and fall back down and
repeat another day

outta my mind
every time
I gotta see the fact
keep it inside
I don’t know why
it keeps crawling back
push it aside
chasing the high
watch it fade to black

VERSE 2 (original god):

I push it deeper down inside
to remain alive
and now you're by my side
together we can die

destiny w/ original god

𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚘 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚍

prod by. @domesticsoul

'tiedyed' ep
10/27

thank you for being here. 
take care

(it's way too damn bright out)
i know
it's always i don't know
idk, idk, i don't..

i feel the worst
reheat the burns
shoot down the birds
show me you hurt
care bout me less
don't feel distressed
don't recollect, proclaim me as dead
i'm recondite in all of their eyes
believe me, i've tried
the fuck would i lie
line after line, tongue's getting dry
water to hydrate
my subconscious, it migrates
fluttered past in the writing
eating less carbohydrates
sleeping less got me dying
note and pens all that i see
in a cold sweat from the sights seen
sights seen..
i don't wanna do no sightseeing, no..

every day means less than the last
always puttin off, task after task
just to grasp, 'cause i've heard enough
trash from the last pass back, i'm the burden
i've felt wrong for so long
can't get a word in

rain check;
she told me we should make a reign check
bellow out my frustrations
etching out these elations
now i'm fine, 'till i break, yeah
now i've calmed, feel it in my palms now
a couple scorn clouds
cry a storm out, with no warning
it's important;
you seem to know them 'till you stay foreign
(stay foreign)

so i guess i'll put my trust in the darkness
we talk a lot, bustin' chops over toxins
i hear my thoughts pushing me to be heartless
missin' my shots, wouldn't think i'm a marksman
fuck love, i'm misunderstood
filtering light into words overlooked
i disapprove and rebuke how they're crooked
i just went weak in the knees, now i'm puking

one sunset at a time
another day a new vice
show me you care without dragging your hair
through grease trails and the lice
it must be my mind that's gotten so distant
plenty surround but they always low pitch
or don't get the picture; fragile demeanor
prone to be withered, but never stay with

laugh it off like you always do
no surface shit, up the magnitude
let the ground crack 'till you fall back
from the forecast, as the magma spews
got hot veins and a cold brain
as i fuck up my stability
you can't drown out what's already sunken
i don't want there to be room for me

here we go again
meet another end
reinvent your head like second nature
lose it to a friend, who wasn't quite your friend
people only plead when it's on paper
well how about that
dirty mousepads
unaware of how i got here
did i steer clear, or was i pulled back?

every day means less than the last
always puttin off, task after task
just to grasp, 'cause i've heard enough
trash from the last pass back, i'm the burden
i've felt wrong for so long
can't get a word in

downcast (p. domesticsoul)

@spacemanzack
self-prod
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/phreyla/dirtbag-feat-spaceman-zack-2

LYRICS:

Try again

Buck

Yeah

Ew Ew yeah yeah

Yeah

Yeah
First Lenny Lenny trapping out the fucking burbs
Serving work
Disassociating daily calm the nerves
Feel a surge
Bitch I’m still inside the gutter slanging dirt
Everybody say I’m living my life wrong don’t hear a -

I’m a dirtbag
Got a lot of problems that I need to work at
Scumbag
Once I hit the door don’t ever lurk back
Sick and tired of being sick and tired I feel worthless
I’m a dirtbag

But you don’t get it
I smoke a pack a day just sitting in my honda civic
Camels to the lungs my fucking blood should be acidic
My momma says I’m young and dumb it’s from taking prescriptions 
I’m cooking but I’m never in the kitchen
I got no fucking groceries and my pockets on flat
I spent all of my bread on dope that I ain’t getting back
Smoked it all in once blunts bigger than your head
Need a marijuana manager the way I’m blowing bag
I got 2 for myself
I got 1 for my bros
But my fucks drop to 0 when it comes to these hoes
I’m a chump piece of shit got no love for these hoes
If you tryna get to know me bitch there’s something you should know

I’m a dirtbag
Got a lot of problems that I need to work at
Scumbag
Once I hit the door don’t ever lurk back
Sick and tired of being sick and tired I feel worthless
I’m a dirtbag

Keep my eyelids low I’m a scumbag
I know everybody out here waiting for the comeback
I see them creeping through my city I don’t love that
Hit you moving tricky pull the trigger on the pump act’
Bang
I catch a body when they see what I wrote
See money on the table would’ve made them fold
You couldn’t look me in the face up on your tippity toes 
I put a tag up on his shit with my flick of the smoke
Yeah I never liked the bluffing what they play that for
Got ‘em bugging for another ‘til I make some more
Fucking run it what they waiting for
Ima pass it back to Phreyla let him sing some more

I’m a dirtbag
Got a lot of problems that I need to work at
Scumbag
Once I hit the door don’t ever lurk back
Sick and tired of being sick and tired I feel worthless
I’m a dirtbag
I’m a dirtbag
Got a lot of problems that I need to work at
Scumbag
Once I hit the door don’t ever lurk back
Sick and tired of being sick and tired I feel worthless
I’m a dirtbag

Dirtbag (Feat. SpaceMan Zack)

self prod
guitar by hiraeth
<3


in ur own ways
tell me where u stand
no. its not 2 faced
dont understand? :)
is all that you take
left the way u found it? 
now this i cant shake
not this, i doubt it

Maybe on a different day
You’d have been nice to me
Maybe in some different ways
U formed apologies
If the weather was a different type 
Would u still be with me?
Cloudy, with seafret in sight 
Does that mean anything?
its the way that you are
i thought you loved that i hated myself, not to mention
my critiques are poor
theres nothing left in this hollow, ashen and hes tarnished
to
no ones support
i probably could do more
baby watch me fumble, every chance i get in love
im
cutting down my line
is that what you planned for my life ?
its clearly out of spite, youve done it 3 or 4 more times

shake w/ hiraeth

Last Laugh {Chizzy}

My GloFriend

fasho (feat. project9)

HITWITHAGLØCK! FT. 2SCARED x OCHIKONDA (+BruferrBeatz)

LYRICS:

(jstnprks: hook)(x2)
up next we been living in the fast lane
shawty sent the addy yeah we pull up rocking ghostmane
blowing big gas in the whip, smoke propane
i've been coming up with the boys, this a new wave
yeah i made mistakes but i put it all behind me
lately i've been blowing up and you've been right beside me yuh
tell that goofy pull up on me he a no show
360 no scope, i'm moving slow mo

(wstdyth: verse)
i got fendi on my waist and she want it
running fast in my lane like i'm sonic
backseat blazed on the chronic
yeah i move slow smoking on the comet
look into my eyes when you're fading
baby yeah i know that you hate it
tell you i'm sorry but i can't change it
baby i'm a burnout face it
yeah i roll up like 5 and i face it
drive fast through the night they all think i'm racing
i'm so gone in my spaceship
why you hating dark like a raven
baby i'm tainted why can't you take it
i look at you i erase it
i take the night i embrace it

(jstnprks: hook)(x2)
up next we been living in the fast lane
shawty sent the addy yeah we pull up rocking ghostmane
blowing big gas in the whip, smoke propane
i've been coming up with the boys, this a new wave
yeah i made mistakes but i put it all behind me
lately i've been blowing up and you've been right beside me yuh
tell that goofy pull up on me he a no show
360 no scope, i'm moving slow mo

Dirtbag (Feat. SpaceMan Zack)

PHREYLA