i wish i wasn't crying on the freeway

Alt (-pop, -rock, -electronica, -jazz)

The Invisible Man

i grew up in a field
of flowers and dreams
maybe it wasn't real
i don't wanna fall
don't wanna fall
don't wanna get too close
don't wanna get too close
don't wanna get too close to you
don't wanna get too close
don't wanna get too close
don't wanna get hurt again

maybe i'm better off
being on my own
seen everything i need to see
hurt so much i might never heal
maybe i'm better off
being on my own
seen everything i need to see
hurt so much i might never heal
hurt so much i might never heal

now what's the point of loving
only to get broken
i'd rather be alone
I don't wanna fall
don't wanna fall
don't wanna get too close
don't wanna get too close
don't wanna get too close to you

maybe i'm better off
being on my own
seen everything i need to see
hurt so much i might never heal
maybe i'm better off
being on my own
seen everything i need to see
hurt so much i might never heal
maybe i'm better off
being on my own
seen everything i need to see
hurt so much i might never heal

fields

i feel like a used notebook
you ripped some pages 
when you raped me
but i’m still here
i can still read into myself 
even if no one else can

i’m scared someday you’ll find 
a brand new book
and i’ll be the rough book 
nobody wants
cause i still feel
the bearing of your hold
i wish we never met

maybe it’s the last time
i feel like i’ll never trust again
maybe i was scarred by
the way you watched me cry
 
i feel like a used notebook
you scribbled over then torn apart
but i’m still here
i carry all the words you said
and all the things you’ve done to me

maybe it’s the last time
i feel like i’ll never trust again
maybe i was scarred by
the way you watched me cry

the notebook

Everything I want
I’ll get it
I got so much on my mind
Wanna say fuck him

Cause I feel like I’m flying on repeat
Flying out this city

Everything they’ve got
I don’t miss it
4b thinking at the top
They don’t get it

Cause I feel like I’m flying on repeat
Flying out this city
Men don’t get to me
Never felt so free

It feels like
Maybe I’m feeling okay
It gives me something more
It feels like
It feels right

4b thinking

(Feel the fall
I wanna feel it, see it
Feel the fall
I wanna feel it, see it)

And I’ll be back for real this time
Set it up going up all night
Yeah nobody does it like me
Maybe I should do better
Yeah nobody does it like this
Maybe I should do better

I put my bag on the way forward
I know when to give up
I know how to get more
I don’t wanna get sentimental
I don’t hurt myself anymore
Not falling for them

(Feel the fall
I wanna feel it, see it)

Yeah I’m back for real this time
Let me hop on another cloud
Yeah nobody does it like me
Maybe I should do better
Yeah nobody does it like this
 Maybe I should do better

I put my bag on the way forward
I know what to give up
I know how to get more
I don’t wanna get sentimental
I don’t hurt myself anymore
Not falling for them

digital yearning

right // left

Experimental interpretation on catch these fists by Wet Leg

Enjoy xx

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Wet Leg - catch these fists (Queer Dream Remix)

machine

Retro Kings is an album like they use to make albums a long time ago,organic with lots of live instruments and livley grooves,from low tempo funk to up tempo afro pop,sinematic beautiful vibes alongside avantguard jazz,updated new soul to retro vintage sound

01.Retro Kings

From "Out Of Time" - Bellring 2017

Digital/Vinyl/CD : https://hugokant.bandcamp.com/album/out-of-time
iTunes/Spotify... : http://smarturl.it/hugokant-outoftime

Hugo Kant : programming, keyboards, flute, percussions.
Jean-Philippe Steverlynck : violin.
Ulrich Wolters : saxophone, vibraphone.

Artwork : CéMar

Out Of Time

Bandcamp

This Is Just The Beginning

Leifur James meets Övünç Hitay - Suns Of Gold

singer, songwriter, producer
contact: phytocene@gmail.com