o_o! ! ! !

paradise

its been a really really bad day
ive been up for to long idk whata say
and everything couldve went wrong did 
i dont feel to happy with what i am becoming
its finally that time of the night 
when i could ijust feel nothing 
when i can be alright 
and like 20 mintues later i was done 
snapped back to reality 

post nut clarity

i dont rlly wanna talk 
i can see my boss is lookin at me 
i dont think that hes  to happy
i dont think i did anythign wrong
he said i left to early and taht 
hes gonna let go of me so now 
so now i got nop cash got np job
sitting at the bus stop i jsut cried and sobbed
20 minutes later i was done
snapped back to reality 
post nut clarity 

i watch insane things
i really hate it 
i hate myself girl 
memories fadin

Post Nut Clarity

uhhh

i'm alone again and i just want out
some girl's looking at me
now i'm freaking out
you must think i'm schtewpid
like i'm new to this
like i won't do shit
i know i can't trust you
leave me in a ditch 'til my corpse turns blue

everyone is trying to kill me
you can all just stop pretending
all your lies are never-ending
unload the clip until it's empty

all my so-called friends had to get cut off
i just didn't want to get my head sawed-off
you might think i'm crazy
well yeah, sure, like i guess, maybe
i've been so sick lately
i can never tell if you love or hate me

every1 is tryin 2 kill me 0_o

am i still

july 2020

demo version of raised by the world wide web, idea reworked into final track

raised by www (demo)

Someone Like You ft Kurtains

i know its hard i know it is
i played my part i lost my grip
until next year im off that shit
want something new im bored of this
and if u find the answer to my question
then let me know im tired of living life unsafe inside my home

mom told me im a waste and everyone tells me the same
yea maybe theres a reason why they left me
my biggest enemy is someone i dont know
im fighting for u back dont think about me

now this is a story i dont wanna tell
its like the end of a movie i havent seen before
ive always lived for attention why cant u see that
im on my knees begging for more

war within

[Chorus]
Girl, I call you when I finish up at work
And I promise to you that I'll make it worth it
And I'm sorry that I couldn't make it work when
You needed me the most and I was hopeless
Girl, I can make it up to you, I swear
And I can tell you find it hard
But I just wanna show you that I care
And I didn't mean to hurt you

[Verse]
I made it out the rough
I'll make it out again
This time I know my stuff
I said, "This time I think I'll win"
My mind was in the dump
My thoughts went to the bin
They told me something crazy, now
I know I just can't quit
And I know I made it tough
I know it wasn't fair
That I wasn't 'round for you
And I acted without care
I brought it up in reefer
I hope you understand
That I wrote it down for you
And I told you how I feel

[Chorus]
So I'll call you when I finish up at work
And I promise to you that I'll make it worth it
And I'm sorry that I couldn't make it work when
You needed me the most and I was hopeless
Girl, I can make it up to you, I swear
And I can tell you find it hard
But I just wanna show you that I care
And I didn't mean to hurt you

night at work

say you hate me

can't afford you w/kurtains

笑みこぼれたなら
それで良かったことに
なんて、ならないけど
今はただ嬉しい

雨があがったら
全て忘れたように
空は青く澄んで
もう、ひとつの曇りもない

競り合うくらい
瓜二つの、目
輝かして
こっちを見て


笑みこぼれたなら
安心したように
なんて、ならないから
終わったと思わないで

雨があがったなら
次にまた来る雨のために
大きな、太陽の風呂敷
目一杯に広げてるだけ

うらやましいくらい
満足そうに
輝かして
僕を見つけた

笑みこぼれたなら.WAV

like the movies

Fried by Screentime

Fried By Screen Time

denial original pitch

(the story of my blackout summer '20)
w/ + produced by @janeremover
on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4hkrL4HTjJMdRUF5wWTWDm?si=902059c455c944c5
[lyrics]
(juno)
i dont remember a damn thing from last week
im sorry i could never be the one you thought i was 
i try my best but everybody lookin past me 
i blacked out on the pavement and i think its because

she told me i was a waste of time
and i hated life 
i was stuck and i had nowhere to go
and i know youre not a friend of mine
im not on your mind
so i said "fuck it i guess ill be alone"

(jane)
so i brought yesterday back around
and i know how i feel bout u now
im coming over and taking ur crown
been thinking bout how u let me down
and ur not even being mean ur just dishonest
got me repeating myself i think i lost it
and i told u i knew it all just like a prophet
theres this new idea: its called listening when im talking
and now im running out of options
u called my number but i blocked it
im waiting outside and ur stalling...
dont wanna say i called it but i think i called it

(juno)
i dont remember a damn thing from last week
im sorry i could never be the one you thought i was 
i try my best but everybody lookin past me 
i blacked out on the pavement and i think its because

she told me i was a waste of time
and i hated life 
I was stuck and i had nowhere to go
and i know youre not a friend of mine
im not on your mind
so i said "fuck it i guess ill be alone" (x2)

am i still

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