Hello again. It's been around a months time since I last posted... Far to long for my liking and mental health. 
A few things have changed in the time, from raising new born kittens by hand- to ending a 4 year relationship... Lots of feelings and strange emotions. 
When it seems you're doing nothing, but the world is constantly moving - It's easy to feel like you're being left behind; of little worth- like elderly or sickly in ancient nomadic tribes. 
But it's just a mind game, and I'm starting to see that. 

The mind plays tricks on itself, and if you let it run rampent, you'll find both body and mind out of control. 
Being rooted in the now, is integral to understand for mental health and true perspective on the universe. That being said...... my imagination, and it seems others imaginations.. 
People in general, have a undying curiosity for the future. 
A constant fearful obsession with what will happen next. 
Endless permutations and scenarios of how events could potentially unfold.. 
It's easy to think too much, and it's entirely too easy to get lost and trapped in those thoughts. 

That is what this song is about..  Honestly it's quite old, the song was written about 8 months ago.. and I've had the instrumental for longer. @https://soundcloud.com/sicknessmp 
Is the producer, as always... coming with a beautiful sound that makes one feel. Much love and thanks to him for letting me use the sound. With all the things that were happening, and how I was feeling, it felt like the right time to make the song. 

Because, when I was younger, not even 6 years ago, - I had no idea of what was to come. 
And before that, I never found an answer to: 'What do you want to be when you grow up?' 

It's a simple song, It's about wondering, wondering how I'll be different, how I'll be the same..
With who and where will I end up? 
There are many questions that cannot be answered.. yet I ponder their possibilities anyway. 
Do you? 

Lyrics below. 




------------------------ LYRICS ----------------------------


VERSE 1 @ 33 
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT, THAT IT WOULD COME TO THIS? 
THE PLACE WHERE I'M AT, 
THE PLACES THAT I'VE BEEN, 
THE PEOPLE I HAVE KNOWN,
AND THE PEOPLE THAT I'M WITH-
HOW EVENTS CHAIN TOGETHER, 
SHOWS ME WHERE THE PUZZLE FITS, 
THE PATH ISN'T FIXED, 
SO I WRITE MY OWN SCRIPT, ACCORDING TO CIRCUMSTANCES, WITHIN, 
I COULDN'T IMAGINE
EVEN A LITTLE BIT, 
THE ANSWER, I WOULD MISS, 
IF YOU TOLD ME--TO GUESS, 
SECRETS THAT I'VE TOLD, 
&THE SECRETS I HAVE KEPT, THE PEOPLE THAT I'VE LOVED, 
AND WITH WHOM I SHARE MY BED,
WHAT I HAD PICTURED-
IN MY HEAD, WAS CLOUDY-
AT BEST, 
HARD TO NOT BE UPSET, EASY TO BE STRESSED - 

WHEN YA DON'T KNOW WHAT YA WANT,
BUT HATE WHAT YOU GET. X 2 

HOOK --- @ 1:16 
I WONDER WHAT THE TIME MIGHT BRING? 
WE'LL FIND OUT, 
WE'LL FIND OUT, 
I WONDER IF I'LL SEE MY DREAMS? 
I'LL FIND OUT,
I'LL FIND OUT, 

VERSE 2 @ 1:36 
BECOMING LOST IN THE LABYRINTH,
OF THE MIND, MEMORY- 
IS TIME TRAVELLING THE LABYRYNTHIAN DESIGN.- 
BALANCE IS HARD TO FIND
THE MOUNTAINS, HARD TO CLIMB, 
IF YOU LOSE YOUR GRIP,
IN CHALLENGING TIMES,  
IT WILL FLASH BEFORE YOUR EYES, 
&HINDER YOUR VISION, 
LEAVING YOU BLIND, IF YOU FAIL TO RISE, 
WELL IT'S TIME TO IMPROVISE, 
I KNOW TRUTH IS HIDDEN,
DISGUISED IN PLAIN SIGHT.

HOOK --- 
I WONDER WHAT THE TIME MIGHT BRING? 
WE'LL FIND OUT, 
WE'LL FIND OUT, 
I WONDER IF I'LL SEE MY DREAMS? 
I'LL FIND OUT,
I'LL FIND OUT, 
 

BRIDGE --- 

SEE, I WONDER, YO-I-WONDER--
OO-
OO-
WHO,WHO I'LL-BE---------

HOOK --- 
I WONDER WHAT THE TIME MIGHT BRING? 
WE'LL FIND OUT, 
WE'LL FIND OUT, 
I WONDER IF I'LL SEE MY DREAMS? 
I'LL FIND OUT,
I'LL FIND OUT, 



Peace, 

Malev

Who I'll Be: Produced by Sickness MP [Lyrics in Description]

Citalopram

Nuff Said....
New track produced by Planet Ragtime! Boom!

Malev Da Shinobi – Fading Flaws (prod. Planet Ragtime)

BIG BEATS VOL.10 - DEUTSCHRAP MIXTAPE - STEVE CLASH
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Tracks:

01 Generation Andi - Karate Andi
02 Täter Oder Opfer - Audio88 & Yassin feat. Enoq
03 Bad Boy - Edgar Wasser
04 Maggo - Mädness
05 Ackan - Sido feat. Dillon Cooper
06 Beginner D.N.A. (Dr. Bootleg Remix) - Genetikk & Beginner & Samy Deluxe
07 Illegalize It - Marsimoto
08 Ventilator - Die Orsons
09 Dreckamset - Retrogott & Hulk Hodn
10 Sternzeichen Krebs - Eins Zwo feat. Nico Suave
11 Münzmallorca - MC Bomber feat. Karate Andi & Rokko Weissensee
12 Beate Zschäpe Hört U2 - Antilopen Gang
13 Junge ausm Barrio - Genetikk feat. SSIO
14 T.E.R.E.N.C.E. - Terence Chill
15 Bunkerwelt In Witten - Creutzfeld & Jakob
16 Alles Ist Die Säcke - Die Säcke
17 Brenn Die Bank Ab - Romano
18 Alles Brennt - Zugezogen Maskulin
19 Was Willst Du Machen - K.I.Z.
20 Des Isch Halt Des - Die Orsons
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Big Beats Vol. 10 - Deutschrap

Tedy Andreas - Mercedes (ft. Alex Emami)
Produced by Alex Emami

Mercedes (ft. Alex Emami)

BIG BEATS VOL.12 - DEUTSCHRAP MIXTAPE - STEVE CLASH
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Tracks:

01 Style & Das Geld - Kay One (Jan Böhmermann Cover)
02 Keine Panik (Cap Kendricks Remix) - Johnny Rakete
03 Hurensohnologie - Huss und Hodn
04 Voll Süß Aber - Ali Bumaye
05 Mathematik - MoTrip
06 Kein Ende In Sicht - Marteria
07 Ersoichso - Dendemann
08 SIM-Karte - SSIO
09 Geld - K.I.Z.
10 Dr. Cooper (Dr. Bootleg Remix) - Kool Savas x Stieber Twins x Megaloh
11 Original - Xatar
12 Köpenick - Romano
13 Es Ist Wahr / S A Zu Dem V - Kool Savas
14 Party In Der Schweiz - DJ Sweap & DJ Pfund 500 feat. Harris
15 Napalmregen - Morlockk Dilemma
16 MLXMLK - Gold Roger
17 Lobby - LGoony feat. Young Kira
18 Normaler Samt - Audio 88 & Yassin
19 Kann Nicht Reden Ich Esse - Fatoni & Dexter feat. Kryptik Joe
20 B-Seite - Jan Delay
21 Was Hab Ich Grad Gemacht - Kamp! & Whizz Vienna
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File03

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Android Acid

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