you seemed so different, it gets me going
wrote my suicide note, you said its boring
how do you really even want me to care about you
when you cant even look at me in my eyes
and claim youre lucky to have me around
im not a hand me down, dont treat me like a clown cuz its all going down
im upset with circumstances and i cant do anything
my life just sucks so bad, i wanna leave this earth right now
whats wrong with being away, you said take my time, you have all day
so whats the issue with pretending that its all okay? enlighten me
i know i lie a lot but that doesnt say i dont love you more
theres blood on the floor with a raspy voice
and i cant even tell you what i can afford to lose
let me lose you
everything seems the same and i cant fall away from you
i knew you

at least its over

pifon