and baby you sweet like some cupcakes 
i want the whole plate 
take you out shopping 
and i’ll buy out the whole place 
glow like a snowflake 
come make that ass shake 
fly you out baby 
and come and use me like a ashtray
i  hate calls 
 when we’re  1on1
your voice is making me shake 
i keep on biting my tongue 
i don’t know where im at 
im getting drunk as fuck
omw to your house
the only place i run 
so if you really bout that 
bae open up the window 
i know you like me 
and your picking up my lingo
 landing on your floor 
pick me up right up on your pillows 
waking next door
running into their flamingos 
you not really bout that baby
your not even here ho 
don’t wanna see you 
unless  your missing  all
your damn clothes
ok yeah your pretty
but i really want the throat tho
ok im honest 
i really want the throat so

if you really bout that 
put that dat ass thru window 
and if you bad 
baby show me what you in for 
come on wit it slow 
throw that ass in the wind ho
come on make it twerk 
throw that ass in a spiral 
i could make it work 
every post you make it go viral
looking at your story 
and goddamn you look delightful
 you look so fuckinggood
and you barely try tho
you barely even try ho

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@koffinnn
i dont really kno wat 2 do now
i dont really kno wat 2 think now
u done fried me 
im lost now
i kant turn down dis offer
i might off her
she fw koff yuh
she in my dms
she on my roster
(rosterrr)
Idk now I just lost her 
might take a couple pills
I see the way you pout
wat is the real deal
wat is you trynna do 
don’t you tryna play me I’ll smoke you like a jewel 
everytime I eat chu you like uwu 
despair is da fucking crew 
I don’t want dat shiii no more got me crying 
I’m on da floor
 my heart ache I’m feeling sore 
remember we was watching gore 
why it had to be so damn long
looking at me like I do sumin wrong  
n I just wanna fucking gone

lost

all instrements by me
asking for junk
somthing to kill
the things that i feeel
up when its dark
beause the early bird gets the worm
no one awake to consirn
i hate getting older
theres somthing so shrill about your voice
contcome over tonight
because i want to fall down
i want to fall donw

early bird

prolly gonna delete ts soon

It's like I'm runnin' a rat race
Ima kill myself, so I'm comin' in last place
Why you lookin' at me with your eyes in a bad way?
It's already autumn, I waited, I've matched my days
On my shoulders, it's too much weight
And there's nothing left for me here anyways
It's already autumn, but I'm okay
With knowing I'll be dead by Valentine's day
Okay
Like why do I try
There's all this pain in my life
I pray for my own demise
Cause I hurt a lot of people
My ex must think I'm evil
Think about her every day
But there's way to many people
Got together in November
Yeah it was the perfect weather
I still remember the day
that pretty smile on your face

11/7/24 (how is it already october remix)

KISS AND TELL (PROD ME)

high meditation

i’ve been redirected. sent into the woods
drawing creepy pictures because no one understood
i’m a creepy geek but i never got into books
you’d think i’m a witch but i don’t think i ever could
frothing out the mouth. bleeding from my wrists
i would be just fine if someone actually gave a shit
it’s been 20 years but im still living with this cyst
there’s no type of bottle that’ll make me get a grip

no one believes me (prod. Bowsa)

prod. @ash58gotohell
mix by cydia

dnt know what to doo
all these empty bottles layin round in ur room
seasons changing im startin to bloom
didn't expect it to happen so soon

i hear u callin out for me
why are u callin out for me
oh u got my head spinnin round
im movin like a zombie
im fukd up all the time you know
you see it in my eyes i know you want me to do better tho
im stuck up in my ways i took a pill and now im movin slow
i took a pill and lost my mind
whyd u let me fall behind
we runnin runnin out of time

i cant get you off my mind
youre all i think about
and all i need in this lifetime
im walkin round at night
im bored as fuck i might commit a crime
she wanna find the key into my heart
but im too fortified

fukd up


Mirror moods in shattered glass,
Highs and lows that move too fast.
Every color twists my mind,
A pattern I can’t leave behind.

But in the storm, I hear your voice,
Love can turn the noise to choice.

Kaleidoscope of bipolar,
Spinning wild, then pulling closer.
Through the night, I find control,
With your light, I heal my soul.

Rising up, then crashing down,
Dancing smiles, then underground.
But you remind me how to breathe,
To fight the dark, to still believe.

And in your arms, I feel defined,
The fractured glass becomes aligned.

Kaleidoscope of bipolar,
Spinning wild, then pulling closer.
Through the night, I find control,
With your light, I heal my soul.

“Medication, meditation…
Rest, reflection, dedication.
The pieces fit, the colors blend—
A broken shape can start again.”

Kaleidoscope of bipolar,
Spinning wild, then pulling closer.
Through the night, I find control,
With your light, I heal my soul.
“Kaleidoscope… kaleidoscope… of bipolar…”
Spinning in and out then backwards again,
“Kaleidoscope… kaleidoscope… of bipolar…”


joints feel better than you w/ trey

pifon