SEON
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I said I’m tunnel vision get it
Slightly optimistic 
Rarely ever switching 
Don’t forget to go and mention 
All the shit that brought me here
Worst of all your fears 
I done seen em and it’s clear 
It ain’t ever worth the tears 

There no truth inside the lies it’s only pain that brought me up 
I’m a productive of environments where no one gave a fuck 
Selling drugs when i’m in school instead of out and having fun 
Only knew to chase a bag they never taught me how love 

It done made me who I am I got regrets but that’s alright 
Try to push all em aside but can’t escape it in my mind 
So imma take a couple hits to try and make me feel alright 
Don’t you see me as i am don’t you see through my disguise 

In the nighttime 
steady tryna get by 
I said i’m thankful for the past cause it brought me where I’m at 
And thats my life
In the night time 
I can never think right 
It’s like I’m knowing where I’m at but I’m never going back 
To my old life 


I said i’ll run until I’m finally lost 
Feeling get a lot 
Always hating when they come around 
and i get in my thoughts 
Never chasing as they leave I’m always loving when they gone 
You shoulda seen what i was on and all the ways i do em wrong 

I don’t think it’d be a problem if I pushed away the pain 
I know I’m numbing and it’s wrong
but i’m just tryna make it change 
i go back to where I was then I’ll get caught up in my ways 
abusing drugs I got a habit one that I could  never shake 

I float away to where i never been 
putting pain behind me
It’s beyond the time that i should end 
It’s beyond the time that i can quit 
Let’s be honest
would it help me if i finish it 
Prolly not it was prolly never true 
It was prolly just a sign for me to find what i could use 
on a journey going through 
Never seeing what i lose 
Never staying where i’m at 
You never know what imma do
In the nighttime


In the nighttime 
steady tryna get by 
I said i’m thankful for the past cause it brought me where I’m at 
And thats my life
In the night time 
I can never think right 
It’s like I’m knowing where I’m at but I’m never going back 
To my old life 

In the nighttime 
steady tryna get by 
I said i’m thankful for the past cause it brought me where I’m at 
And thats my life

Thats My Life

Painkiller prod #xosullybeats #hastagshmegallandghullum

Painkillers (prod. Xosully Beats)

lost_in_your_eyes

Lyrics: 

The American dream was more like a nightmare, 
But it kept calling, so I gave it a shot. 
At first it was hard, then it got harder

I’m an island girl born from the ocean, 
But I heard a buzz and it never stopped.
 The loudest city made me go quiet

I didn't always have a bed to lay in
so i had to choose between a home and my dreams

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

I met a girl and everything changed
Not for the better, but for the worse. 
She was extroverted and colorful, 
Showed me love could be a curse.

We shared a room, eventually got married
But I felt trapped like a coffin in a hearse. 
I pretended to be happy
 Just to be strong enough for her.

I felt clipped inside, my smile was a lie
 ‘Cause as soon as she’d go to bed, I wouldn’t stop crying.

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

we moved to Pennsylvania to afford the rent
then she stopped taking her meds
by the time she crashed her car, our life was a wreck
and i didn’t have much stamina left 

for as long as i could, i stayed
i laughed at her jokes even on my saddest days
but at some point i had a hard decision to make
do i keep pretending or do i get on a plane?

so i found myself again with nowhere to go, 
no money, and in love with a broken soul 
and i still feel guilty for leaving her behind, 
I feel guilty i couldn’t cure her mind

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

the ghost of new york (Demo)

Shoot It Off

[LYRICS]

Keep your money I don’t want it
The typa bitch who make me vomit
I make chaos supersonic
Baby I’m just being honest
It don’t take too much to hurt you
Like all your issues I don’t work through
I was sneaking out past curfew
We popped a pill and now she’s cursed too

Babe I’m nauseous
You’re toxic
Wrist slit girl I’m off it
I don’t need no digits
Bitch it’s 666 from Boston
If you wanna get to talking
Reach me through the mail
I ain’t got no time for bullshit
Y’all can rot in hell

Rot in hell, I’m doing well
Bitch you fake and we can tell
Am I in hell, am I in hell
‘Cause I could swear the sky done fell
Silver sword I’d never sell
Mushroom trip from outta here
If I’m football then he cheer
Black lace on her underwear, bitch

Keep your money I don’t want it
The typa bitch who make me vomit
I make chaos supersonic
Baby I’m just being honest
It don’t take too much to hurt you
Like all your issues I don’t work through
I was sneaking out past curfew
We popped a pill and now she’s cursed too

rot with your blood money

Lyrics:

i don’t know who i am
without you being in my story

i’m trying to remember things
without pinning you as the victim

'cause you were able to cry
i had to stay strong
you were able to break
i had to stay put 
you were able to bruise
i had to stay on my feet
you were able to breathe
i had to (gasp) to wheeze  

how long did you think 
i was gonna last
without falling apart? 

how long did you think 
you could pull it off
without me noticing your part? 

i kept it quiet
your covert violence 

you played it well
i almost believed you

the way you described our love to your friends
was not aligned with what i felt inside 
you told me i was a good actress when 
you found out the whole time 
i was wishing i could die 

but you were a good actress too
saying you couldn’t help yourself
a dish would break and hell would break loose
just like i lost myself taking care of you

cause you were able to dance 
i had to stay still
you were able to dream
i had to swallow the hard pills
you were able to move
i had to stay near
you were able to exist
i had to disappear

how long did you think 
i was gonna last
without falling apart? 

how long did you think (i want to find out)
you could pull it off (who i am)
without me noticing your part? (without you being in my story)

how long did you think (i must accept)
i was gonna last (your self-centerednes)
without falling apart? (and that you'll never be sorry)

you are every phase of the moon
crammed into a woman 

and i was the black sky 
willing to bear it all
willing to bear you all 

cause you were able to dance (you are every phase)
i had to stay still (of the moon)
you were able to dream (crammed into a woman)
i had to swallow the hard pills 
you were able to move (and i was the black sky)
i had to stay near (willing to bear it all)
you were able to exist (willing to bear you all)
i had to disappear


'cause you were able to cry (you are every phase)
i had to stay strong (of the moon)
you were able to break (crammed into a woman)
i had to stay put 
you were able to bruise (and i was the black sky)
i had to stay on my feet (willing to bear it all)
you were able to breathe (willing to bear you all)
i had to (gasp) to wheeze 


i almost believed you (demo)

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