demo for "murder me for my sins pt. 2"
engineered by megg

lying to you

the changes that flow through me, do they flow through you, too? it's like if a 3rd degree burn kept on burning and melting my skin until there was a clear hole stretching from my palm to the back of my hand

shadows
(that i read through)
shadows
(your face is no more than a memory)

the changes that flow through me, do they flow through you, too?



forgiveness

i see right though
lies cut into 
my heart is selfish
i thought good didn’t perish 
you killed what’s left
no one even asked 
no one even noticed 
that im still hurting

i didn’t talk to you
im in a bad mood 
i know they’re all laughing
i know i’m not what i think
i know that she sent you
i shouldn’t stare but I do 
i cant stop these thoughts 
im paranoid, i’ll be gone 

even the sun laughs 
and the moon doesn’t care 
i don’t wanna be lonely
i want you to hold me 
it’s all my fault anyway 
i’ll wait for the light of day 
i’ll wait till i’m sure 
i don’t think there’s a cure

paranoid

You stupid fuck

Reaper weekend
Never sleeping
Sure I'm weeping, never leaving
Shakings hands and counting grams
Kicking cans at canceled plans

So he put up a fight
That he don't want to win
God it felt so right
So I don't want to live
If thats the kinda world that it is
Where you hate what you have
And love to forgive

Now my eyes burn
Waiting my turn
You aren't fair, we're going nowhere

Shot his head off
It was awesome
Didn't know him
Not my problem

So he put up a fight
That  he don't want to win
God it felt so right
So I don't want to live
If thats the kinda world that it is
Where you hate what you have
And love to forgive

Reaper Weekend

ispentsixhourswatchingshockvideosyesterday feat. departmefrombearisland

never judge an album by the bathtub of liquefied human remains on the cover

soulless blue eyes keep me from myself
for when you leave ill still be here
left to wander around the concrete farms
what do you after yr favorite harm
yr cigarettes taste like opiates
and still got nothing to show for it

ill be the ghost that cannot cry
ill be the sadness in yr eyes

lady made of gold ill do as i am told
pull my teeth out for the christmas wreath
i still dont care i never will
and i dont care why for how its been

unforgiven IIII

9/11 in equestria...

will i go to heaven if i call you stupid?- my little pony is jesus god is me

she cut these wings from the stem- my little pony is jesus god is me

dry eyes - i dont want to let go

Days are long and tiring, Nights are cold and short. My heart and mind are far apart. Days go by, Nights are lonely and dry. Oh, tell me, Oh, tell me. Days are long tiring, Nights are cold and short. My heart and mind are falling apart. My heart and mind are falling apart.

My Heart and Mind

spirit on the back of my neck
i long to hear you
looking in the mirror i cant see you
i know that your there
my neck aches everyday
spirit make it true
find another way
to become blind
whisper into my thoughts

ive lost the will again
to make all things new
crawl back to the cross
sarah to be holy like you

doctor theres no need
to check my heart
tell me what i already know
a plague of sin
has devoured it
and theres no reason to care
find another way
to become blind
whisper into my thoughts

holy like u (demo)

Mom Jeans - Edward 40hands


you've been here a while stripped of happiness
in yr self made purgatory you say
if im right then ill fade into the light
and if i love anything i love nothing
i tried to come clean but you didn't understand
that ive been here too long but i get along
and if i love anything i love you here
inside my self-made purgatory

*~*purgatory*~*

cover art by @amiokidoki on twitter

this song is a remix of with love, mom and owen adamkek's song
You Gave Me A High Five So I Obsessed Over You For 8 Months

LYRICS:
I saw you and smiled yesterday 
You’d been staring but you, looked away
But then you asked me on a date
I lied and said maybe, another day

Well that stuck with you for a few months
I felt your eyes on me, more than once
Well it’s not you i think it’s me
I wish this wasn’t, so damn confusing

You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole months
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole months

I saw you just the other day
I could feel the smile, leave my face
you hate, me so much
you were only, trying to fuck
There was, never, ever a chance
Or a future, or romance with you~ oh nOooO

I just don’t know what to say!
I just needed to leave this place
still think about me, to this day
I don’t know what the HELL, happened with... you
Why the hell did you even like me... too?

Fuck!

You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths
You were obsessed with me for 8 whole mOnths

you were obsessed with me for 8 whole months

prod. maybel
mixing: @matsuryev33

XP

o m g  s l i t
cutting skin you can see me smiling

f u c k  t a e
fuck tae bitch nobody likes him

play with ur heart
and ur gutz
b l o o d so nice

would u like it
if i stabbed with u a knife
i would like it if u caused my sucide

l o v e what is that
so many ways i could kill myself

look at me 
right into my eyez
tell me that im playing 
when i threaten suicide

im an ornament 
on a christmas tree
see my body hanging
thats how i wanna be

im ur one and only
u better never lie to me
feeling like tae nobody likes me

F-U-C-K you're a fucking slut no one gives a fuck
suwicideclub, feelin so kawaii like cutemobb 
chop off my wrists baby im havin sm fun

cutting on thighs mm necromonicon, b my shottacon shawty
i js wnna fuckk.. shoot my fuckin brains out w a shotgun.. 
ate 100 xanz, yeah i wnt 2 feel numbb

suwicide shawty, lookin so naughty, hangin w my scene queen 
gothlovee a hotty, stab me in my body, rip out my hearty, im so sad girl, plz fucking shoot me, call me on my phone then break up w me, cutting ovr scars yeah im not fucking sorry

new year suicide massacre w/ gothlovee

Now my bubble's bursting

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6Mx1kLPaFh5t2XIGOR99vc?si=8b1d1e2e0389476a
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/let-me-leave-you-in-yesterday/1613326864?i=1613326865

let me leave you in yesterday

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