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Epunk

manslaughter (all songs)

martyr

Incel 2.0

Brutal

i've been spending so much time
doing nothing in my room
tryna rhyme a better line
so i can win and you can lose

till someone came along and said
theres thousands just like you
you'll never be a star
you'll never even reach the mooN
you don't know what you're doing
you don't even have a clue
well thats the difference
i dont know, and you seem like you do
so fuck you

lalalalalallalala
oooooo

theres too much going on
i cant keep track of right and wrong
too many people said so long
i haven't processed that they're gone

i don't want anything to do
with anything involving you
i dont care about your new lover
cause you just text me the same thing(the same thing!)
from different numbers (different numbers!)

i dont care if i die drunk
 I dont care if i die young
 i dont care about your wants
i dont care cause i forgot
  i dont care the smallest bit
cause nobody gave the slightest shit
when i just needed someones hand to hold
well lets just say while i was waiting my heart got cold

lalalalal(harmonica+kazoo solo)alallaaooooolala

Afterparty

ooooo oo ahhhha ooooo
life gets hard sometimes
im
running round my room 
at 3 am
i dk what to dooooo
idk what to do
somethin wrong w u?
theres smth wrong w u
x2
u kno y?
cuz u wont
leave me alone
x8
leaaaaave me alooooneee
leave leaveee me aloneeee
oooo

leave me alone

lungskull x pinkblxxd - rick owens freestyle (prod. lungskull)

lyrics:
(m3wk4)
who you think you is
bitch ass you know in not top
i be floating on the beat i be rapping like a god
imma stay up in my room and im gonna play sum CoD then i’ll step into the function with my mf squad
if i caught you lacking then yo ass getting robed
get yo self a job and do a fucking plot
i be posted at yo crib and im smoking on that pot
pussy ass brought a glocky to a fight he gn get knocked
if i like this fit then yk that imma cop
im gon knock this fucking cop and im never getting caught
i be stacking on this bricks from my music its my job
smoke yo ass on that fucking parking lot
i be getting money and im never getting stoped
yeah she listen to my song i be really going up
all eyez on me when i step into the spot
i got cash up in my jeans while ur music is just flop

(yom)

icy on my chains icy on my pants
hitting on yo bitch n she tired so she pants
how she on all fours n she aint got on no pants
now she on my effiel tower like she is in france 
n i make her throw it back but boy it's not no dance
yo ass shouldn't be so jealous just be proud u got a chance
but just know she aint coming back it's fine just smoke sm plants
n if u see me walking w yo bitch dont try to glance

on top (feat. yom) {prod. lungskull}

minecraft core

ろん -「おちゃめ機能」Jerk Remix
Lon - Ochame Kinou Jerk Remix
Original by ラマーズP / LamazeP

Ochame Kinou/Fukkireta (Zandsu Jerk Remix)

h4rtbrkr - what the fuck

Lyrics:
h4rtbrkr:

Cause oh no
i know
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me
Me, with a guy like me
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me

I searched high and low
Every single day its high and low
I never had the guts to say hi hello
I never needed you I’ll just die alone
just die alone 

And then I’ll cry alone
you never loved me and that’s fine although
Cause I never loved you
that’s a lie I know 
Cause I’m so suicidal 
suicidal

Cause oh no
i know
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me
Me, with a guy like me
you don’t wanna be with a guy like me

Fried By Fluoride:

How do you love when nobody loves you
Its killing me I’m completely consumed
Life’s fucking boring
I’m staring out the window
I’d do something but id probably feel like shit though 

Cause oh no
i know
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me
Me, with a guy like me
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me



Pls follow h4rtbrkr

https://open.spotify.com/track/2Bm5Lbm7Lc5tYzhhocLbCG?si=NuSSvhcORAO4IuosE9F5PQ&pi=u-hl8NXq_pRxOF


Pls follow Fried By Fluoride 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0qwt0uuav6sDn54MRKrL1u?si=ECc5GjfQR7arWHjBQP5dIg

H4rtbrkr, Fried By Fluoride-Guy Like Me

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
----------------------------------------------------
I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
----------------------------------------------------
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------

Running Away

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

Sidearm and Compass

i feel so full of hatred
its killing me
the violent tendencies
i need to please

i freeze in place
your blood is on my face
i want to get out of this place
but your corpse is in the way
will i ever be forgiven

its all coming back to me
your scream, its so haunting
and it all felt so good at the time
but now i wanna die
please end my fucking life

please excuse me
your corpse is in my way
please excuse me
your always in my way

please excuse me

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

Run away

Destroy the sun
I don't wanna see another day 
For me to play around

Making promises to people 
Who don't want to see me round

Saying sorry for the things
To just make the others frown

I would rather smash my face

Toribash
Destroy my flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces on the ground

Toribash
Destroy my flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces on the ground

Destroy the sun
I don't wanna see another day 
For me to play around

Making promises to people 
Who don't want to see me round

Saying sorry for the things
To just make the others frown

I would rather smash my face

Toribash
Destroy your flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces in the sun

Toribash
Destroy your flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces in the sun

Toribash

</3

Ghost me, O-M-G
Bitches want to know me
L-O-L, I'm laughing at you, homie
Oh no, who's he? Sorry that I'm nosy
K-Y-S, does he know that you're with me?
F-M-L but I guess you don't care though
S-O-S 'cause I think I really need help
K-M-S 'cause I can't stand this hell
Yeah, 'cause I think I'm gonna kill myself


h4rtbrkr cover


bushed - all instruments
bushed - mix/master

my ig's :
www.instagram.com/busheddead/
www.instagram.com/busheddeath/

I Hate You

things are finally looking up for me
so i don't know
why im drowning in my misery
all my life 
i thought things could change
but now it seems
i will always feel this way

it's always the same as
it's always been
it'll never end
i can't help the way i am
with zero friends 
it'll never end

if it doesn't get better what's the point
living a life i can't rejoice
always pissed off or annoyed
now my life is so destroyed
it's ok though
but it's really not
lost my mind and
i lost the plot 

it's always the same as
it's always been
it'll never end
i can't help the way i am
with zero friends 
it'll never end

it'll never end

<33

I don't have time to post,
I'm sorry its not my fault
I hope you still like me,
I only want to bleed

I can't make music now,
Because I have no time
Its all about exams,
Its all about my life

I want to go outside,
And finaly meet my friends
I hope she will be mine,
She hopes I will be dead

Should I ask her out?
Or should I just be dead
Her style is so sick,
Her blue hair makes me feel weak

I'm scared of everyone,
I love her so much
I'm gonna fail my class,
Because of her

I send her funny pictures,
She see me as an stranger
God, she don't even like me,
I'm so stupid

I'M GONNA SLIT MY WRIST,
BECAUSE NOBODY CARES
I'M SO HOPELESS NOW,
Ehh not again

TOO MUCH PAIN IN MY LIFE,
I SEE HER AS AN STAR
SHE HATES ME TOUGH,
...Nevermind


prod. deadyami
bushed - mix/master

my ig's :
www.instagram.com/busheddead/
www.instagram.com/busheddeath/

I'm Sorry I Don't Have Time To Make Music

slit my wrist
take a pic
she thinks that i’m full of shit
when is it enough of this
i’m not really loving it

hate my face
hate this song
you were never good along
drinking alcohol while crashing out to stupid edgy songs

wanna fight
hate my life
hate it when you’re in my sight
get intoxicated do some dumb and pay
the fucking price

nobody fucking gets it
they think i’m fucking crazy
maybe it’s all connected
maybe that’s why i’m brazy

BraZy

half of my mind is about to be broken
half of my mind is about to be gone
half of my mind is about to be broken
now it's so easy for me to live on

it's gonna be allright
cause i'm lobotomized
it's gonna be allright
cause i'm lobotomized

Alright Lobotomite

another day of eternity
of being a freak and being obscene

i have no motivation
all i feel’s aggrivation

im losing my energy im feeling weak my days are so heavy
cus im burning out and im burning fast
i know for a fact i dont have long to last

im fucking tired everyones of shit
you know who you are so go and suck my dick

i have no more to give you
no spark left to pull through

im losing my energy im feeling weak my days are so heavy
cus im burning out and im burning fast
i know for a fact i dont have long to last

Burning Out

TOWNIE (MITSKI COVER)

(I fucking hate the lyrics to this song)

Every smile that you fake makes me cry
Ran out of tears to try
Said goodbye but you're still on my mind
Every thought pulls me back to that time 

Oh, you know, you know, all I do is just for you
Oh I know, I know, everything is fucking screwed
Stay still, don't move 
Close your eyes we'll have a good time
 Good time
Just let it fly by

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

What's the time?
I'm waiting for your reply
It's so dark out
I can't even see the lights 
What's all this fuss about
Why are you like this now
Please can you cut this out
Why are you like this now

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time


time?

Never Coming Down (shooter cover)

the versions on streaming won't have the skit at the start
thank you to Skerit for the chinese rambling, Riva for the turkish rambling, and Girlpuncher for being the judge/lawyer/idk what sperg wrote the script

rivasafaggot

I don't even hate you anymore tbh it's just fun to make fun of ts yknow

i really don't fw you

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your Mustang to Radiohead
And on my 18th birthday we got matching tattoos
Used to steal your parents' liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue
Never planned that one day, I'd be losing you
In another life
I would be your boy
We keep all our promises
Be us against the world
In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away

(🥁)


The One That Got Away (Rock Cover)

I'm feeling cold now
U never do me right
I live alone now
I never do alright
I look to my left and I look to your right
I see you with my eyes doing it with other guys cuz

I love you and you hate me
Saying OMG I hate this guy I lived to be with
You hate me and I love you
U tell me what's so wrong with me
I'm just a human being too (3x)

Let's be friends forever
I'm fine with what you want me to be
If we were together 
More and more, forever, never
(2x)

Mr. Know-it-all

baxk to square one




hey
i want you
i need you 
cant wait to tell you
hey
i love you
i had you
why are you still leaving

hey
why are you the one whos gone
hey
i guess im the dork you called
i
i just want you to come back
i
i just miss the way you laugh

3 hours 
i had you
3 hours
we talked to
eachother
for hours
3 hours
forever

dork

im not writing all those lyrics 
prod. dead yami per usual

I think you love me

(prescription)
freedom rocks
i could bring my gun to
school and shoot it up
pretty cruel but its all 
fine to me

2nd amendment makes it pretty fuckin easy to end it

(soul)
USA yeah were the great
immigrants runnin the place
taxing every single dime
"ill turn this shit to columbine"
that boy is small hes only nine
the pastor raped and killed his wife
you either get a 9 to 5 or you can commit suicide

freedom rocks, embalming
government staged bombings
"take me to your island"
president i know you like it

(prescription)
trucks with loaded guns 
red white and blue 
put a fucking slug right thru
too much smoke in my lungs if ur not from here then what are u

(soul)
USA yeah were the great
immigrants runnin the place
taxing every single dime
"ill turn this shit to columbine"
that boy is small hes only nine
the pastor raped and killed his wife
you either get a 9 to 5 or you can commit suicide

freedom rocks, embalming
government staged bombings
"take me to your island"
president i know you like it

(prescription)
freedom rocks
i could bring my gun to
school and shoot it up
pretty cruel but its all 
fine to me
trucks with loaded guns 
red white and blue 
put a fucking slug right thru
too much smoke in my lungs if ur not from here then what are u

freedom rocks!! (ft. soulsecret)

prod. deadyami

lyrics -
(kantstopslurring)
i dont wanna run or hide
i just wanna end my life
put a stop to this shit
with a fucking kitchen knife
nobody can stop my strife
i already have it planned
ima make you witness it first fucking hand

all these fucking
whores i cant stand it
for too much 
longerr
i just wanna stop this shit
put an end to my life
with a fucking kitchen knife
with a fucking kitchen knife

tell me why
nothing ever goes my way

(l8call)
nothing ever goes my way
i think ima kill you all
with this fucking kitchen blade
i dont think that u are safe
when i fucking die next year
dont think that that shi was fake
im js kidding i love yall
im js kidding im so fucking dead

im so fucking deadd
im so fucking

if i fucking die
are you gonna scream for me 
if i fucking cry
are you gonna bleed for me
if i fucking die
are you gonna stay with me
if i fucking cry
if i fucking cryy

21 klub
ill be dead by next year
21 klub
no i didnt fucking do it
21 klub 
this shi gon be fucking planned

21 klub (x9)
21 fucking club

21 klub (ft. l8call)

unfinished song from late december '24 that i lost the project file for

lyrics:
i can't not think about you
how you talk
the way your mouth moves
when you speak, it's like you're calling for me
when you speak, i want you only for me 
my heart breaks when he's around you 
the way you smile 
the way he holds you
when he speaks, it's like he's laughing at me
when he speaks, he's surely laughing at me

i cannot be without you
your black dress, shitty tattoos
in my dreams you wear it only for me
in my dreams i have you only for me
no one else could ever love you
like i do
no one's above you
all i want is to make you happy
all i want is you to be with me

i want you

https://open.spotify.com/album/4XIxvp8SB7lXzl8KWDuCec?si=u786T1vaSdy4CywIYlboww

dark black hair, you got me where u want me to be
your green eyes in the night remind me of the evergreens
i'd see back home, oh how i'd love to take you there
It's all i know, and with you by my side nothing compares

a step outside the city (acoustic)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qv2_2nN2B5U

Mr. Know-it-all

pillacle