lyrics:

atp im down for whatever
relationship w a whore
whatever

the pillows i hug r not enough
i need some fucking female touch

but im a wreck im a mess
im not a good man
i have a billion issues
save me pls maam

idc about anything i just need a hug
im so down bad and i don give a fuck

atp im down for whatever
relationshit w a whore
whatever
fuck my life fuck me
forever
im gonna kill myself i swear
whatever
x2

i dont blame the society
i dont blame anyone else
the only one whos responsible is me, myself

i know im at fault i fucked my life up
so a whore would be just good enough

i dont pity myself i deserve what i got
but for my redemption i need someone

atp im down for whatever
relationshit w a whore
whatever
fuck my life fuck me
forever
im gonna kill myself i swear
whatever
x2

to scratch my hair cuddle me in bed
holy shit i hate myself

finally im starting to get what ive always wanted
but why does it matter when im fucked in my head

im not good looking have no social skills
my paycheck barely covers all these bills

they said i shouldnt drink on these pills
but what the fuck am i supposed to do
fuck this bullshit

atp im down for whatever
relationshit w a whore
whatever
fuck my life fuck me
forever
im gonna kill myself i swear
whatever
x2

Relationship W A Whore

Lyrics:

Glued to my fucking bed, lazy and suicidal
Staring at the endless abyss of the screen
Redpill this blackpill that
I really don't fucking care anymore
I'm just laying down and rotting
Playing video games or watching anime 
What do I even do with my life?
Except to just lay down and rot?

LAY DOWN AND ROT
LAY DOWN AND ROT
ITS NOT TOO LATE TO GIVE UP
AND BE USELESS 

Everybody else is having fun with life
But not me, I was dealt a bad hand
I'm too awkward and weird for anyone 
I don't fit in with any social circle
I despise everyone else anyway
I won't be able to socialize
without being awkward
So I'll just lay down and rot

Starving myself
Fatigue is hitting me like a brick
I think I'll just die in my bed
Laying down...and rotting


Lay Down And Rot

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I don't have time to post,
I'm sorry its not my fault
I hope you still like me,
I only want to bleed

I can't make music now,
Because I have no time
Its all about exams,
Its all about my life

I want to go outside,
And finaly meet my friends
I hope she will be mine,
She hopes I will be dead

Should I ask her out?
Or should I just be dead
Her style is so sick,
Her blue hair makes me feel weak

I'm scared of everyone,
I love her so much
I'm gonna fail my class,
Because of her

I send her funny pictures,
She see me as an stranger
God, she don't even like me,
I'm so stupid

I'M GONNA SLIT MY WRIST,
BECAUSE NOBODY CARES
I'M SO HOPELESS NOW,
Ehh not again

TOO MUCH PAIN IN MY LIFE,
I SEE HER AS AN STAR
SHE HATES ME TOUGH,
...Nevermind


prod. deadyami
bushed - mix/master

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I'm Sorry I Don't Have Time To Make Music

(I fucking hate the lyrics to this song)

Every smile that you fake makes me cry
Ran out of tears to try
Said goodbye but you're still on my mind
Every thought pulls me back to that time 

Oh, you know, you know, all I do is just for you
Oh I know, I know, everything is fucking screwed
Stay still, don't move 
Close your eyes we'll have a good time
 Good time
Just let it fly by

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

What's the time?
I'm waiting for your reply
It's so dark out
I can't even see the lights 
What's all this fuss about
Why are you like this now
Please can you cut this out
Why are you like this now

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time

Well you know that I want us to have a good time
It's just a matter of time to have a fun night
Well you know that I want us to have a good time
Guess it's fun when you're faking it half the time


time?

LoserGirlfriend - My Girlfriend is Dead

im almost certain i played the bass part one note off but whatever

drug approved (2023)

i'm horrid henry cover

he sits on my ass and dont work at all
no breakfast money for u bro
but he wants some girl in my house
guess i gotta tell him
i wont give i wont give i wont give 
handle ur dick yourself
i wont give i wont give i wont give money
handle ur dick yourself

hande ur dik yourself

didn't mean to break us up
i thought we'd work it out
you know i'm bad at talking 
but i guess that's no excuse around you
you said you wouldn't move on
but then i saw you did
i saw that you were gone 
i realized how much you meant

and now my legs covered in blood
but you're still gone
and when you say you love me does it not feel wrong
cause you're still with him or at least pretending to be 
if you meant what you said, why don't you choose me 

and now my body feels tainted
my minds unclean
i havent felt this shitty since i was fourteen
i know we're not together so ur not a cheat
but this really fucking hurts feels same damn thing

untitled 5

everything prod me
enjoy this short song thaanks

dear diary im in misery and want to die

SorryImadeYouGray

I am extremely sorry if I don't upload that often
I make Experimental Indie Rock

time?

pillacle