produced by and featuring @oakscreen
outro by @blackwinterwells

purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here
purgatory
it's not easy for me either here
but i'll be right here when you're leaving

i wanna run away too
we're from the same cave
wanna hang out in graveyards
fake little ravestar
dance in the basement
everything changes and goes away

ur angry now and i get it
i get it
do u wish u had never met me
i'm just hoping u say goodbye

[leave me in the nether 
so i can finally be alone
choking on the weather 
never visit our gravestone
never had any ties here
disappear in my bed
keeping all of my friends close 
as i run away in my head

compartmentalize everything
every soul in your attic
they stole your happiness
and i promise i didn't have it
and i swear i did my best
and i never talk about you
but i write songs about this
and i feel fine without you]

purgatory

purgatory +oakscreen (oakscreen)

prod written by vocals by Me
art by 8 4 8 5

spotify

OMEN

ceres +8485 (kimj)

Lets go
Lets make a memory
Memory 
No I cant look back at all
Gonna break down the walls
Ever since I was a kid I want it all
Shooting and scoring I ball
Just tell me that you hear my call
Dont just stand there and watch me fall
Yeah they rlly tryna make me feel small
And I rlly gotta stand so tall
Hey you gonna stand so tall

What you want the money or fame?
Flashing cameras right in my face
Days pass by we just change
It will never be the same
And I know im the one to blame
Everybody talks down they all so lame
Everybody wanna put me out like a flame
If I fell right now it would be a shame

memory (yandere)

LIKE THE MAYOR

w @blackwinterwells
art by rockinriley.bandcamp.com

so dark〚prod. blackwinterwells〛

𝔥8 𝔪𝔢 𝔰𝔲𝔪𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢𝔰 (ಥ_ಥ)
prod @powerdolls
mixing @blackwinterwells

skinz 〚powerdoll 𝑥 wells〛

@blxty
@funeral
@sebseb122
@careinq
prod by sucy
Sample: lilelk - Toothfairy Memories

blxty, funeral, sebii - overseas (prod. maple @careinq)

prod. @dyzphoria
mixing and outro by @blackwinterwells

DURESS (dyzphoria)

upload on matter bugged out so posting it here for ppl that wanna listen to it properly :)

SEBii - GOLDfiiSH (Delto remix)

@pincode8485

lyrics:
did you really think that you could never want anything at all?
did you really think that if you never talk then it won’t hurt so much?
can you justify what separates yourself from everybody else?
cause everybody else needs somebody sometimes

you’re starting to cry all the time again 
it’s such a sad state of affairs to watch you hide behind your hair
speak and you barely get a sound out

need somebody sometime
did it make you tough to be terrified?
you turn around and no one’s there
surely, you say, cause no one cares
but you’re just scared of getting found out

what are you hellbent to prove?
what do you plan to do?
if they come and get the question right
and they look you in the empty eye
if you’re never getting left behind
although you try your hardest

and it’s hard enough when you don’t hide
but you’re staring at the blinds closed tight
and you whisper that you miss the light
so can we just be honest

is it better to be living like you’re dead
is that winning in your head?
when you wake up and you feel like nothing’s left
there’s way too much to lose
and I know you think about it and you guess 
it doesn’t make much sense
but I know you think about it nonetheless
yeah I know you think about it nonetheless
and I know it doesn’t make it go away
and I know that you’re afraid to show your face
but you know it doesn’t change until you change
so something has to change
and I didn’t come to make you feel ashamed
and I didn’t want to make you take the blame
but I am someone you can’t lie to