"I'm tired of laughing hard"

無理に笑うの疲れたわ

たかやん

I'm Tired Of Laughing Hard

ぷらいど / Pride - STUPID GUYS (ft. 堂村璃羽)

毒親の曲。/ Doku oya (Toxic parent)

寂しい夜の曲。/ Sabishiiyoru

教室の野菜に殺される / Kyōshitsuno yasaini korosareru

推しなんて大嫌いだ。/ I hate idols

やっぱり巨乳が好きなのかよ / Yappari kyonyūga sukinanokayo

Also from Takayans second album in 2019. 

Takayan <3

Accustomed

Gucci slides, no lace, I glide
Whole team up, we don’t divide
Money don’t talk, it just reside
Ain’t no stress when you live this high
Gucci slides, champagne state of mind
I don’t fold, I redesign
They play catch-up, I recline
Gucci slides that’s my vibe

Gucci Slides

[Verse 1]
It’s okay, they say I’ll be fine someday
But I wake up, roll up, and fade away
OJ and ashes on my nightstand
Dreams in my head that I can’t stand
Been lost, stuck inside my room
Old friends talk but they don’t come through
Text me like they care, but I know they don’t
Say they wanna chill, but I know they won’t

They say I been changin
I just been vacant
I don’t pick up calls, I’m too faded
Family ask about school, I fake it
Tell em I’m good but I hate it
Every night I just overthink
Look in the mirror, can’t even blink
Feelin’ like I’m floatin but I’m drownin
Smilin but the pain still shoutin

[Chorus]
I’m so sick of always waking,
Same old thoughts, my heart still aching,
Maybe I been growing too fast, yeah.
Feels like I’m floating, but I’m breaking,
Losing sleep, my hands still shaking,
Maybe I been stuck in the past, yeah.

Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah, yeah.
Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah.

[Verse 2]
Baby, I’m a burnout, mom says slow down
But I light up just to calm down
I been high since last weekend
Tryna stop my brain from speakin
Old friends act like they know my pain
But they just want clout from my name
You can break my heart, just don’t break my pipe
I’ll still be numb by the end of the night

I’m awkward, can’t say much
So I pour my heart in a paper cup
Post a song when I feel too low
Then delete it, don’t want ‘em to know
People fake, they shapeshift fast
Swear they real, but it never lasts
And I wonder if I’ll make it
If I crash, will they play this?

[Chorus]
I’m so sick of always waking,
Same old thoughts, my heart still aching,
Maybe I been growing too fast, yeah.
Feels like I’m floating, but I’m breaking,
Losing sleep, my hands still shaking,
Maybe I been stuck in the past, yeah.

Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah, yeah.
Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah.

[Outro]
I can’t stay too long
You’ll forget me when I’m gone
If you ever feel alone
Play this song, play this song...

maybe i'm a scumbag

Original video: 
https://youtu.be/lfoK1HFd26M

Takayan: 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCHGGjDM6Z7nq5qBIPzn1D7Q

Riu Domura: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBJXdxs0Dq6UWhgApYMajiQ

Collaboration of Riu Domura and Takayan, apart of STUPID GUYS project.

Takayan & Riu Domura - Overdose (I want death but I'm afraid of dying)

My name is Q and I am Ado's oldest Soundcloud overseas fan 

You will also find Takayan, Ema and some other folks, lately A_II.

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Other accounts because I don't like spending money all that much
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Takayan & Riu Domura - Overdose (I want death but I'm afraid of dying)

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