[lyrics]
don’t worry 
i’m fine 
i tried to kill myself last night 
woke up 
why am i still alive 
i take so much
fill my body up w toxins 
till i’m 
feelin nauseous 
i feel so weak, my bones exhausted 
n ion wanna b happy 
ion want help, fuck therapy 
shawty talkin bout my drug use lately 
but fuck u, u the reason that i hate me 
why everybody always tryna fuc wit me 
i jus wanna die, got the goth shawtys loving on me 
n she jus wanna fuck cuz she know i’m lonely 
ion need help fuckin myself 
skinny kid rib cage showin, coughing up my lungs 
i ain’t worried bout a thing 
if u wanna kill urself then come n fw me 
if u tryna die i can sell that shit for free

@nohopeshawty
@jacc_ak

why am i still alive

why am i still alive (prod. thersx)

Recorded 08-16-23

lyrics: 

I hate it when I get this low
I can't even go outside
I just stay at home
Drinkin all alone
But It don't help me cope 
The same thing goes for the smoke I toke 
All this coughing bout to put me in a coffin
And I've been thinking bout it often 
Just offin myself
I've been off in a another world 
All by myself 
Being selfish as hell
tryna escape this cell
I don't want opinions or advice 
I don't need help
All of my addictions and vices 
I keep on my shelf 
And I'll break the habit 
Just as soon as I get well
I don't need all that talking
And those self riteous spells
I don't need you to spell it out
I could already tell 
Yea I know I got problems
But I don't need to pop pills
So stop suggesting that I go 
And see a doctor for real
Cuz we've been through this before
And you know just how it feels
Everybody you love
tellin you how to heal
While not supporting anything you do
Is so unreal
How they they find a way to conversate on what's your deal
Without a clue how hard it is
to smile and chill 
I've been faking and laughing
Breaking from sadness
They know this
They continue to act like
They don't even notice I'm broken
Its becoming so hopeless 
the life that I've chosen
was stolen I've been tryna stay focused 
while not losing all my devotion 
But I'll be alright 
I've been thinking bout it lately
Everyday and night 
Hoping and praying I make it
And I don't lose my sight 
I don't lose my strength 
And I don't lose my mind
I've been going insane 
Without you here by my side 
Without you here in my ride
I've been finding places to hide
Asking myself why 
How am i still alive 
I must have contemplated suicide  
a thousand times damn





I Hate it when I get this cold 
So damn frigid 
I can't feel my soul
Hitting 30 years old
with still nothing to show
I used have some dreams 
I still have some goals
Money, cars and clothes
I don't even want those
I would trade it all in a second
For my bros and for my family sake
For just one more go 
One last chance 
To right all of the wrongs I chose
Meeting Jesus broke me down to pieces 
now I'm whole
Giving me reason to believe in 
Everything I don't 
Still havin troubles forgiving myself
For things I've stole 
And the hate that i hold 
I just wanna break this mold 
Crack this code
Find out what I need to know
Truth betold
I lost my faith and all my hope
Had to find the strength 
to put down that rope and finally cope
Now I see who I owe 
It's the one that rose 
But when I think about the things I've done
That's when I get to thinking
I should go get that gun
Then I wanna run away 
and go a find his son
I can't stand it when I get this numb 
I've been lookin for a purpose
And if I'm worth it
Do I really deserve it
I know I'm not perfect
But I'm sick of always hurting
Looking for that light
In the dark I might 
Fall for the the same temptation 
That I spite
But I'll be alright 
I've been thinking bout it lately
Everyday and night 
Hoping and praying I make it
And I don't lose my sight 
I don't lose my strength 
And I don't lose my mind
I've been going insane 
Without you here by my side 
Without you here in my ride
I've been findin places to hide
Asking myself why
I've probably asked God's forgiveness 
about a million times

Can I Be Saved? (Pilot Kid)

emo fruits:
soundcloud: @damiyen
twitter: myemofruits
Instagram: emofruits

pink cig:
all: @pinkcig

LYRICS:
[Hook: pink cig] Look me in the eyes Tell me all your lies I'll show you how to hide The pain you feel inside  [Verse 1: pink cig] Baby look me in the eyes Darling you one of a kinda People are watching, they constantly talking i know that it's troubling times But it won't last for long Suffer a while til' you gone I know it's harder each time that you wake up Just make up a smile and you're done  [Hook: pink cig] Look me in the eyes Tell me all your lies I'll show you how to hide The pain you feel inside  [Verse 2: emo fruits] Look me in my eyes, can u tell that I'm dead now? I know that you geekin I can tell cuz your hair down You know im on my own Drugs is all in my nose Take it straight to my face So I don't feel the pain How u feel, yeah I know This is all that I know Yeah my heart so cold Yeah my heart so gone How u feel, yeah I know This is all that I know Yeah my heart so cold Yeah my heart so gone  [Hook: pink cig] Look me in the eyes Tell me all your lies I'll show you how to hide The pain you feel inside

pink cig & emo fruits - LookMeInTheEyes  *prod. Morty*

emo fruits: 
soundcloud: @damiyen
twitter: myemofruits 
Instagram: emofruits 

pink cig: 
all: @pinkcig

LYRICS:
[emo fruits]
             hook:
Baby wanna ride with me come on 
Baby wanna cry with me come on  
I think about dying way too much 
I think about dying way too much 
[verse 1]
Girl always hitting up my phone 
Baby why u crying all alone 
Pretty black nails is rubbin off 
I be mixin drugs to keep me numb 
I be mixin wine to keep me slow 
I be thinking bout u all day long 
See all the blood from my arm 
Baby see the ice around my heart

(hook)

[pink cig]
dead inside i'm nothing 
lookin like a zombie 
pop a percocet now i'm feelin fuckin lovely 
tell me that you love me 
girl lie to my face 
when our lips touchd 
i knew everything would change 
sit around crying 
all my demons like me
she love doin drugs and she wanna die just like me 
baby lets cry together 
baby we could die together
let me numb ur pain

(hook)

dying

pink cig & emo fruits - Dying *prod. Lil Mochila*

emo fruits: 
soundcloud: @damiyen
twitter: myemofruits 
Instagram: emofruits 

pink cig: 
all: @pinkcig

LYRICS:
[pink cig]
(hook)
how u gonna call me in the middle of the night 
tell me that u love me so i know you're drunk or high 
maybe even both but i don't blame you it's alright 
i been there before we do this all the fuckin time
[verse 1]
i can feel you looking at me through those shades you're always wearing 
i can feel you judging me 
i can feel you touch on me
told me that u hate me u stop picking up ur phone 
told me that u love me girl you know i love u more 
how u gonna hate me when u love me i don't know 
what's the point of breathing if eventually i won't 
i can feel you looking at me through those shades you're always wearing 
(hook)

[emo fruits]
She get too high everytime that she wit me 
yeah I wanna die every night so she'll miss me 
yeah she only love me when she fuck me in the 6 speed 
Getting so high, girl
Just don't forget me 
When I'm dying only time I feel alive 
Cocaine
White girl
sniff another line 
Baby scream my name 
Let em know that u mine 
Don't say u love me 
You just want me sometimes 
I want u all the time, yeah

middle of the night

pink cig & emo fruits - Middle Of The Night *prod. Rodger*

emo fruits: 
soundcloud: @damiyen
twitter: myemofruits 
Instagram: emofruits

 pink cig: 
all: @pinkcig

LYRICS:

[Verse 1: pink cig]
please don't tell me that u love me 
i know it won't be long till in your eyes i'm nothing 
fuck heart ache but it slowly gon become me 
started doin drugs when she broke my fuckin heart, i don't got a normal heartbeat 
every lil piece, 
always just beats to its pace 
pillies and blunts to the face 
couples more night with no rest 
please don't trip about what i'm on 
if u here or if u gone sometimes i don't give a fuck i just pop another one, 
and i be feelin lovely 

[Interlude: pink cig]
lil boy druggy but i'm lovely 
druggy but i'm lovely 
cuz she told me that she love me 

[Verse 2: emo fruits]
U don't love me 
U don't listen 
U don't trust me 
I don't get it 
All these times that I be hurting 
All these drugs was here for certain 
Ima die young 
I don't got the time 
Ima time bomb 
Eyes closed 
I don't know 
Where to go 
I don't see u anymore 
I can't live anymore 
Drunk and tired 
On the floor 
Watch me here fall apart 
I don't see u anymore 
I can't live anymore 
Drunk and tired 
On the floor 
Watch me here 
I fall apart 
I fall apart

lovely

pink cig & emo fruits - lovely *prod. Rodger*

pretty coke nose <//3
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(emo fruits)

baby walk away 
u dont care where u go
pretty lil bitch with a pretty coke nose
i dont get no sleep
i dont get it anymore
i dont want u back
dont wanna miss it anymore 
baby walk away 
u dont care where u go
pretty lil bitch with a pretty coke nose
i dont get no sleep
i dont get it anymore
i dont want u back
dont wanna miss it anymore

(spaceman zack)

Watch you walk away idk where imma go 
Lil LoverBoy need a hunnid for a show
Pictures of your face and a pocket full of dope
Blood on my phone it been drippin from my nose
Baby love me, but you in love with the blow
Baby fuck me, 
I need something to cope
Can you touch me, 
baby I don’t know
Cause we all wanna die but we just dont show it
Hold be tight baby need to feel your grip
I don’t care where you goin I just need this kiss
I don’t really wanna lie on a night like this
Wanna show you that I love you In the back of the whip

pretty coke nose w/ spaceman zack (prod. Rodger)

it's been some weeks *p. cxld blxxd*

enjoy <3

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<3 LYRICS <3

and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll pack up and leave and not come back to town
you’ll forget about me and hold feelings u found
it’s a burden on me but i still think about
my old house where my demons live
my old room i used to do acid in
if there’s one thing i’ve learned from all of this
its that getting older jus means u hate shit

and so as it seems i’m a nihilist now
everything bothers me without making a sound
hollow chest broken heart i wake up feeling doubt
i just want it to end can u please help me out
i just need u
to guide me thru
this stupid thing that’s in my head
i’m going thru
i feel betrayed every day i’m awake
i just want it to end is that too much to ask 
for fucks sake


and so as it seems no one wants me around
so i’ll cut both my wrists til i fucking bleed out
leave my body to waste in my room where u found
me lying there when u promised u would help
but it’s too late
i’m near the light
my body aches
and honestly i’m terrified
but one things for certain i’m glad that it’s over
and as my life flashes by i spent none sober

and so as it seems i wish i could relive
all the moments i wasted jus shooting the shit
with myself in the mirror on drugs as a kid
i’ll miss u my dear but don’t cry not one bit
i’m sorry
i hate me too
i can’t go back
i should’ve stayed alive for u
and now that it’s over i hate this decision
can u hold me closer i’m losing my vision 
:( ripp

a song about dying *p. sorrow bringer*

Emo fruits 
@myemofruit / twitter 
@emofruits / IG 
@Emo Fruits / soundcloud 

Majy Rane 
@MajyRane / twitter 
@majyrane / IG
@Majy Rane / soundcloud

yosher 
@areusure / IG

BITTY ON HOLD w/ emo fruits & majy rane (prod. areusure)

brevik - @ungothafucka
IG - @brevikclark
TWITTER - @brevikc10

far from over it <///3
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(brevik)

get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
i was playin wit my life like i always do
bad bitch asked me what im gunna do
i said im gunna end it
she said fuckin send it
i was at the counter waitin for u
all black nails with the red shoes
all black nails and the cigarettes
pressed on me against the bed
there i lay until the end
until the end
but i think i need a new bitch
and i think i need a new script
cuz this addy got me restless
and im far from over it

(emo fruits)

far from over it 
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it

baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this 
baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this

lookin so right yeah
gettin so high yeah
needa get higher
i needa feel the fire
baby it hurts too much to see ur face right now
baby it hurts too much with all this space right now
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pink cig & emo fruits - lovely prod. Rodger

✦pink cig✦