b my sunshyn3 + bedhead (shinju)

@joshuasageart
@quinsea
@methboiswag

Lyrics:
(JoshuaSageArt)
I still feel so shattered, I’m on the run
And I feel so attached to all we’ve done
How could I feel like you loved me🈵
It kept me from hurting👨🏻‍🦲
No heart, just open surgery🫀❌
I felt your warmth so closely🫂 <3
You make my world start turning🌍
Feels just like my skin in burning❤️‍🔥
Forever ♾ just pressure ♾
And that’s all that I have
(QUINSEA)
why do
i feel
like im breaking
inside i hope
you hate me
cut me up
simple surgery
i hope you listen closely
when i say that you should hurt me
when i say that im still lonely
i feel like im dying slowly
i can feel the world stop turning
(JoshuaSageArt & quinsea chorus)

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Surgery (w/ quinsea) [+methboiswag]

w/ @bedhead2001
epic background vocals at the end by @rit_hk
prod me
cover by @toxin_brewer & me & luke

forever +bedhead

things are different but i'll be ok (prod. lil biscuit)

I tried to pick up the pieces, now there's blood on my hands
7 tracks
1/20/22

I tried to pick up the pieces, now there's blood on my hands

fridvy x bedhead - in the rain ☆ prod. internet joe x joist

in the rain w/ bedhead ☆ prod. internet joe x jolst

synthetic forever
perc
u been losing ur head gotta get control of mine
why u gotta wake me in the middle of the night
why i gotta look around and find out ur not there
im not going crazy feel ur presents in the air

u know that im scared cuz u put this spell on me
never go to sleep without the visions of ur body
dying in designer lay me down on mercami
dont care bout the money all it did was make me lonely

spend a hunnid on the cup full it up with lean
5 star blunts shoot the grunts off me
in the cut so clean
dress jus like me
jus sip my tea
and my lifes complete yea

left for dead got me acting like a zombie
10 lines left so i take em in the backseat
take my meds doctor said that ill be healthy
jus feel worst and im still feelin empty

pinky
got these diamonds glistening on my neck you know what it is
i dont give a shit
poppin bottles in the club 
go outside wait for the lyft
shoes on my feet cost ur fucking months rent
got the hoes in the pent
chanel my fucking scent
and im tired standing over u
no thrifting clothes i like em new
throwing up i got the flu
baby girl i do it for u 
baby girl i do it for u

perc
everyday jus feels the same i wanna blame u
i know that it all a lie but i say that i hate u
diss u in my songs but we kiss when were alone
playing shows in every state but nowhere feels like home
pour this liquor in my cup every night im getting drunk
i been fuckin up my liver but i never give a fuck
cuz atl feels lonely without u
and all of my dreams are about u

scares deep in my heart ill never love again
promise that ill kill myself if we break off this love again
i jus need to talk
i think that i jus need a friend
i promise that ill talk
i really think i need a friend

im off the 5s off the pills in the wallmart
i took like 10 i don't know if it's too far
i sew my mouth
i never wanna talk again
i sew my mouth
i never wanna talk again

i love u

jus like me +pinky <3<3 [shinju]

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead and Colby Rue
produced by Colby Rue
recorded @ mirrorville. HQ
art by Aaron Kilgore & bedhead
lyrics:
Sometimes it’s hard to trust everything you say to me
It seems just like these situations play out on repeat
Nothing good ever happens after 2:00 am they say
But when you live in different time zones it gets hard to get through
Days for me so could you wait to be
This bitter with your hints of sweet until I’m able not to seem
Like such a condescending freak reading the lines you’re feeding me
And even when said perfectly they’re so sarcastic way too mean
And not to be another burden but scars you left on me still hurt in
Ways you can’t just clean and bandage how’d I manage to deserve this
Took a little bit of tylenol but the cracks aren’t healing on my skull
To the beat of my heart I pound the walls but I can’t just trust anyone at all
And if I let you in my guard will fall and if I stand up for myself so tall
You could knock me down like a bowling ball and I will have no one else left to call
This is urgent can’t you hear the urgency I emerge from sleep to emergency
With my lungs so full from the dirt I breathed I was barely alive when they buried me
I was born in the dark any light I see at the end of the tunnel has gotta be
From an afterlife that I don’t believe still the voices of angels are calling me

ALL PLATFORMS

nothing good ever happens w/ colby rue

sentimental [death]

prod. proxen plentyguap prod.gateway
cover shot by @/gracet0m on IG

Shut the fuck up, you ain't bout none
He think he hard til we at his house, we finna have fun
They talkin bout us on the gram, they ain't even tag none
They wanna be us so damn bad I think they a fan huh
They finna switch up real quick, they want smoke with us it's lit
I put rick up on my bitch, you get kicked out your crib
I spend racks on my clothes, I got shooters they on go
Do you really want smoke, just dm me let me know

Countin up my dough, I got bitches at my door
Bitch im punchin in right now don't interupt me in my zone
We in the hellcat right now she said that this her favorite song
Hop in the m3, go fullspeed, say you'll smoke me, you wrong
I been passin you, that's what the swagger do, no you ain't built like me
Hop in the coupe and I race that shit on god, I know they envy me
I count a rack up when I go to bed, I ride with my gang and you ride with the feds
Gave them a warning don't say what you said, she in my dm she want me in bed
Bitch I'm self-made, since the first day
I don't got time to play now, cuz bitch I'm on stage
I really passed all of my opps, did them the worst way
I heard him say that there's a problem, get to it first thing

Get to it first thing
Get to it first thing
Get to it first thing
Get to it first thing

Shut the fuck up, you ain't bout none
He think he hard til we at his house, we finna have fun
They talkin bout us on the gram, they ain't even tag none
They wanna be us so damn bad I think they a fan huh
They finna switch up real quick, they want smoke with us it's lit
I put rick up on my bitch, you get kicked out your crib
I spend racks on my clothes, I got shooters they on go
Do you really want smoke, just dm me let me know

Switch (proxen plentyguap gateway)

internet pt2 

prod. @drmabeats @hayden.havoc

lyrics :D
Used to say I always talk to much
Now I don't open up
I like to bottle my emotions till there blowing up
lets take a adderall and lets not give a fuck
lately been living on the internet like what the fuck
Talk to much
Now I don't open up
I like to bottle my emotions till there blowing up
lets take a adderall and lets not give a fuck
lately been living on the internet like what the fuck

Ya every night blacking out
I smash my head on the ground
And let the shit you told me months ago stay sticking around
I hate the way that I feel
I hate the way it is now
But everyday is getting better since u aint been around
Cuz now I kicked the fucking pills
Feeling alright
Met a girl that lights up the night sky
couple months ago hated my life
now I'm proud to say that I'm alright

Used to say I always talk to much
Now I don't open up
I like to bottle my emotions till there blowing up
lets take a adderall and lets not give a fuck
lately been living on the internet like what the fuck
Talk to much
Now I don't open up
I like to bottle my emotions till there blowing up
lets take a adderall and lets not give a fuck
lately been living on the internet like what the fuck

jus like me +pinky <3<3 [shinju]

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